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Gibberish

I have shown myself those sides of me i never wanted to see again. The side thats lonely and left in the dark. Ive shown myself and my family how incompetent i am because i cant even get people i know and love to listen to me and they hear my screaming everyday … But nobody does anything about it. Ive shown myself how little energy i can have just because of factors in my life that dont go as…

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I hate everything

I hate everything The sunrise that lights the world with its glow, beautifying everything it touches, giving the atmosphere a light feeling, while the world is still asleep not noticing. Making me feel like im the only one standing there admiring every single second even though it happens every single day . The birds singing their sweet songs, the utterly empty roads that look so dull to…

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Ode to Perfection

My dearly beloved, too good to be true, flawed friend.

You are broken and strange, sometimes hurtful to no end.

You get EXTREMELY angry & sad & just all out weird.

Sometimes, i’ve seen you hold qualities i have very deeply feared

Other times you show great promise & love

More often than not, we’re a match made from above

Sometimes the care you show knows no bounds

I’ve also…

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You’re not crazy

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Thoughts of the selfish

Sometimes it’s nice to sit in a rainy day and think about life. Contemplate about every thing around you and spend time with the people you love, because in good weather, mood gets better for everyone automatically.

My friends are different though, for some reason everyone loves to be indoors and working or playing games. It’s sometimes so sad how different we are, even though I do love them…

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Message to Romeo/Juliet

I know you think it’s pointless to think about the past and you choose to believe its dead and gone, you’re doing what i do, its just a distant memory now, just a fun story to tell about Romeo and Juliet.

I know you think it might be painful to think about it, and it serves no purpose to recall something we can’t have, but i believe different, i believe that if we keep hoping then we try…

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Dependant

I lay awake in complete darkness, waiting on the sun to rise so I can start my day. I cant fall asleep so I hug the one thing that brings me comfort.

The thought occures to me as to why 10 years ago I wouldn’t let anyone into my world. It was because even back then, I knew I would become dependant on that person, because they’re gonna be here for me during those normal human emotions and…

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If i die... (Friends)

If i die… (Friends)

If i die… I wonder if they would ever think of me, I wonder if thats when they will finally make amends and sit down and talk about me and in that … They are reminded of the friendship the 3 of us had and how much we cherished it back then… How much i cherish it still.

I wonder if they’ll remember how we were there for eachother and the 3 of us made one another complete in small ways. We…

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Ignorance is bliss

I would love to not know what i know . I would love to be okay with not knowing what i dont know. It takes a special kind of person to be totally ignorant and just not give a damn about what anyone says or does or feels.

I would be that person but unfortunately I care too much. I give people too much of a benefit of doubt, because I’d like to keep hope that the person infront of my will end up…

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Beautiful

Everything! The way the world works so perfectly, the mysteries it holds, it all works so smoothly if you think about it.

I don’t know about other people, but I know I can’t make anything go smoothly unless it takes a couple of tries and ALOT of practice, so for this huge vast cosmos that we live in to function so perfectly is a wonder on its own.

Look around… It takes a very creative mind…

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It's a process... it's still processing...

It’s a process… it’s still processing…

Im dying internally… I can’t escape it… Its not a good feeling, it doesn’t feel like I’m better off, I’m not dependant I know that for sure, I’m not feeling like this because I can’t live without… I’m feeling like this because i know it’s better with… I’m slowly dying inside and am in denial about it too…

How long does it take? Weeks? Months? Years? I can’t wait to reach that aftermath where…

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Sumurai jack, made 10x better than my last one because this is done on photoshop. =D #samurai #samuraijack #jack #cn #cartoonnetwork #oldmemories #art #drawing #photoshop #PS #cartoon #proud

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Most common samurai pose very simple but ill fix that just gimme time i have a plan okay ...just wait ..im going slow #Samurai #samuraijack #jack #drawing #sketch #sword #inked #art #cartoon #cartoonnetwork #cn

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Christmas? ..NOPE just a unique way of decorating for my dads birthday =D with @bluepanther93 #christmastree #christmas #25thdecember #dadsbirthday #treedecor #tree #craft

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Space ice cream or space cream ...

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A dozen roses one for every month of the year gone by that i didnt show u i care and u mean something to me ..freshly picked ..grown and made myself .. given the tlc that they deserve jusst for you... but they wilt at the mere sight of your beauty for they know they are nothing in comparision. These roses are an apology for my mistakes a token of my appriciation towards ur hard work and are a gift in celebration of you. (Dont judge me this is all i could think of when i thought of "one dozen") share these with someone ..show them u care its nice to recieve a little mush sometimes xD . #inktober #inktober2016 #day24 #onedozen #1dozen #roses #dozenroses #12 #bouquet #bouquetofroses #red #green #ink #drawing #art #romantic #romance

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She bought a second hand laptop ..it had just internet explorer init. Everytime she tried to open a browser to download google chrome or firefox her whole laptop would make a squealing noise and restart. When it turned on the wifi would not be working even tho it worked fine on her phone. She opened internet explorer again and typed in a word to see if the internet was working ..it kept loading ... and loading ....and loading she found herself staring at the loading screen unable to break away. ...it has been 5 years and they say she still sits there ... waiting for her internet explorer to load. ( xD i know this was more about the story than the drawing but its funny okay! ) . #inktober #inktober2016 #day23 #slow #browser #internetexplorer #explorer #haunted #wifi #art #ink #drawing #story #funny