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#such a LOOK for jaime #post. / headcanon.

ID. / CAPTAIN AMERICA.

the world feels as though it’s standing on edge. as if everyone has simultaneously taken a breath in and have yet to release it. steve feels as though his lungs are going to burst at any second. they picked up and returned to the avengers facility because they didn’t know what else to do. there are no contingency plans for this kind of situation. steve is just waiting for the moment when he wakes up and everything will be back to normal.

if everything can change with a snap of fingers, then why can’t they return just as quickly ? but steve isn’t hopeful, no matter the face he puts on for his team. when he’s alerted that he has a guest, steve goes through a list in his mind of known survivors and comes up blank. so he steps into the lobby with his head held high.

he nods his head when he sees her. he knows it would be polite to offer a smile but he can’t force himself. ❝ — what can i do for you ? ❞ he asks her because he’s not certain he’s going to be much help to anyone right now.

somehow, she thinks the world might have underestimated the shape of the action figures they peddle to the masses, of his form, or the image they print on the side of their ice cream pints. this reality bleeds with far, far more of the science and glory; the dream walking eighty years on, while they carry out their pursuit of just-close-enough. ( she can’t help the way her gaze seems to frost, she thinks, when she turns. one never spits the bitter out of one’s mouth, when your family’s been wrought with a biological fantasy, and ripped apart to dust by the failure of the men who’d sworn to protect. )

❛ ... dr. tam. jaime tam. ❜ even so, she’s extending her hand, chin tilted for her pride. the avengers have a membership of those who remain alive; the avengers, surely, have the access she deserves. ❛ my sister was rather quickly milled by your new friend from space, without her wheelchair; and her daughter’s gone in suit. ❜

the other hand –––––––– a tightening fist –––––––– finds warmth in her coat pocket.

❛ no one in my network seems to have any success with finding her. ❜

#earnedstripes #marvel tag.

so here’s the deal. i very nearly just apologised for not being here, because letting you guys down is making me anxious, but –––––––– you should also know that i’m currently in some high-intensity therapy that is actively trying to make me anxious so that i stop being so sensitive to social danger and blah blah blah. point is, i’m not allowed to be sorry because nothing is actually bad about not being here, i’m just chilling over on @deputie & @fabricatie this week at my leisure.

hope everyone’s having a good week, and be kind to yourselves !

#anxiety /#post. / ooc.

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–––––––– okay. i’m not … CRAZY, right ? there’s something going on here ? // ind. nicole haught. loved by kibbs.

#here's my current chill out spot!#post. / self promotion.

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Europe at the moment:

#eurovision /#fuck me what is happening this year LMAO

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if you don’t eat your girl’s pussy i will

#nsfw /#post. / romance.#also tho #the best thing about the internet is... that dj kaled got his ass dragged

❛ and who’s going to protect us ? ❜ / @sunbeamiing

#henlo it is i satan #sunbeamiing

❛ –––––––– i assure you; tardy isn’t a PREFERENCE. ❜ and call it professorial instinct, to talk with her back to his person. perhaps she’d like to watch the car, disappearing into the distance, guided away by his map. as if a magical point on the gps won’t be questioned, over and over, by the driver who’d picked her up in a fear-fraught airport, reporting to his wife at the dinner table; as if she’d done anything to conceal the scrambling pixels, fighting to show her the information she’d need for their journey here; as if powers have any purpose in secret, while the world turns on, and she’s newly left alone.

she doesn’t think she’s seen layla track dust through the door before she’d fallen to pieces, and jaime’s left the carpet exactly where it’s been.

❛ but i’m restricted to COMMERCIAL TRAVEL, on every other flight that hasn’t been cancelled out of london, with every pilot that’s yet to vanish. not that there’re any more than twenty people willing to take to the sky, no matter how i scramble the departure board, or –––––––– claim i’m here to see you. ❜

@earnedstripes

#earnedstripes #mutant tag.#i hope this works?

❛ surely they spend time training you to ask NICELY. ❜ her hands remain raised, fingers tense: the information dancing latent, under her skin, almost borne in electric sparks. a ready, smoking gun, if the computer beside her tells a story of her SURPRISE. poised like a doctor shouldn’t know how to be. poised like she knows more than the ins and outs of an anthropological essay method.

❛ or to BLEND IN, at your leisure. ❜

@motherfckngroundhog / starter call.

#motherfckngroundhog #mutant tag.#context? idk her

evolutte

* AVENGERS : INFINITY WAR SENTENCE STARTERS .

warning ! this post contains quotes from the movie &. thus contains spoilers ! don’t reblog if you haven’t seen it &. don’t want it spoiled . ( feel free to change pronouns , etc . this is not in chronological order ) .

did you do it ?

what did it cost ?

what exactly is it that they do ?

oh , screw you , i’ll do it myself !

you will never be a god .

what did you imagine ?

this does put a smile on my face .

what’s the matter with you , kids ? you’ve never seen a spaceship before ?

oh , we’re using our made-up names ? in that case , i’m _____ .

let’s talk about this plan of yours . i think it’s good , except it sucks .

i swore off dairy , but then ben & jerry’s named a flavor after me .

evacuate the city ! engage all defenses !

you should have gone for the head .

i assure you , the sun will shine on us again .

in time , you will know what it’s like to lose .

dread it . run from it . destiny still arrives .

i’m sorry … i’m sorry .

you’re invited to my wedding .

don’t forget this might be dangerous , so let’s put on our mean faces .

death follows him like a shadow .

you have my respect .

i hope they remember you .

you kill and torture and you call it mercy .

you failed .

did we just lose ?

who the hell are you guys ?

today we don’t fight for any life … we fight for all of them .

so this is it ? it’s all been leading to this .

it’s alright .

you could never hurt me .

no resurrections this time .

how is it you know this place so well ?

i do have a bit of experience in that arena .

i lost more than you could know .

but now is no time to mourn .

wake him up .

you really are the worst .

i saved you .

what master do you serve ?

what master do i serve ? what am i supposed to say , jesus ?

dude , you’re embarrassing me in front of wizards .

i don’t want another single pop culture reference out of you for the rest of the trip . you understand ?

all this , just for a drop of blood .

where’s your other friend ?

you will have nothing but dust , and blood .

we have blood to spare .

i should’ve stayed on the bus !

congratulations , you’re a prophet .

i’m a survivor .

you’re trespassing in this city and on this planet .

it means get lost squidward !

i got you . i got you .

he did it .

what is this ? what the hell is happening ?

i will take it off your corpse .

he’ll die alone , as will you .

i need you to create a diversion .

we’re all gonna die !

i thought you might be hungry .

you were supposed to protect us .

what did you do ?

you’re a total d-hole .

i know what it’s like to lose .

you should have killed me !

i don’t want to go , please , i don’t want to go .

this is no place to die .

i told you … that you would die for that .

we’re in the endgame now .

it was the only way .

motherf-

#¯\_(ツ)_/¯#hit me.#may as well i started from the bottom and i'm still at the bottom #post. / meme.

❛ you certainly don’t expect to be found by the punch bowl at a students’ mixer, you see. they’re usually clamouring to meet you for a leg up in a field they don’t understand, while the professors –––––––– ❜ a gesture to the glass of wine, in hand, on the university’s budget. maybe it’s no donut and cup of tea, eating into the work hours they’ve all come to dread on mondays; maybe it’s not even a good wine one gets from the back of a cellar, on a hard day; even so, she’ll not decline a good excuse to get a comfortable car ride home. ❛ but, while you’re here, i’ll help any way i can. ❜

@moralpath / starter call.

#moralpath #main tag.#here u go boo!#i wasn't sure if you wanted them as enemies so... either jaime is hiding in plain sight #or he's onto her already or anything #i'm open! they could even be m8s hahaha

❛ i’m only glad my mother isn’t here to see the music dream be possible, miss walls. don’t think my fingers would survive the night once we returned home. ❜ and there’s the vulnerable offer of a hand, on its cue, in her professional kindness. ( some part of her thinks that sarah had known to suck her in with a little bit more inconsequential fun, for the evening; some part of her knows it’s more to do with setting jaime up with more than tripod, in her home, curled up by the fire by a tiny netflix screen. ) dr. tam is nothing but a host to be modelled: the chapel around them warrants it, for certain.

❛ it was ... marvellous. ❜

@dustangel / starter call.

#dustangel #main tag.#now to think abt time machines tbh

❛ –––––––– no. i haven’t gone full bond––and––q, though they’ve asked. can’t quite tempt me out of the office with the promise of a pretty woman and a minted umbrella with bullets. ❜ and, for the touch of seriousness: it brings no smile to her lips, behind the tea. even with the spoils of home, she’s surrounded by america; all around, with the threat of enemies she’s held at her arm’s length, well-rooted in the agencies she’s happened not to cross. SHIELD isn’t her favourite; this is simply the best link she’s found in the arsenal, and she doesn’t fancy herself filed under a full, real name. ( moriarty, perhaps; darling, perhaps; perhaps even baker, from the somerset hack of 2008. )

❛ this is a personal favour. ❜

@analyticallyminded / starter call.

#analyticallyminded #main tag.#here u go babe!

❛ ... i suppose it’s good the americans care so much for the victims they can’t see, all the way out in london. ❜ bitter, bitter, bitter, like the shite coffee she’s picked up from some incompetent trainee at a train station’s nero. just as artificial; just as falsely invested in the case as any of the other professors who worry for their missing students, while she has the officer in her company. ❛ when my father and mother died, the police could have never held a candle to an enterprise like this. ❜

@bautransfer / starter call.

#bautransfer #♥︎#main tag.

❛ i didn’t think you’d haunt the halls of a college that believed in god, mr. holmes. certainly not halls sanctioned for the imaginary fields. ❜ and still, she’s already rest her tea to the side; taking all benefit of the frosted door into account to see a tall figure, far more than any of her students have hoped to impose. ( one never likes surprises, outside an office hour; but this seems the sort of guest a show might kill for in its weekend special. she’ll have a bribe from graham norton for footage of her office. )

❛ should i be popping the champagne for my luck ? ❜

@astudyinholmes / starter call.

#we can live the no icons life together #me: trying to icon victoria #me: crying.gif #main tag.

❛ –––––––– are they sending you to flood my basement ? ❜ for, if it is: it’s enough of a joke to lift the corners of her lips, though the typing never quite ceases. the code, for all its numerical worth, is there only to unsettle. only made to have smaller men ( batmen and robins, certainly ) uneasy with the power to be wielded by the woman on a wi-fi, cloaked IP streak. ❛ because the servers seem a little far offshore. ❜

@atlantisking / starter call.

#atlantisking #mutant tag.#i love u glowy

some things to come as time frees up:

mutant verse. jaime is @sunbeamiing’s big sister and a technopath, opening up brand new paths for crime in cryptocurrency and security breaches. this ultimately lowers the number of violent crimes she executes because the digital world makes her more than enough capital to reinvest into factories and creditors.

hp verse. muggle studies professor jaime tam, continuing to operate her businesses on muggle computers with one of the only working internet connections in the wizarding world. huge advocate for exchange programmes between hogwarts and other schools abroad, because she’s a little grossed out by the fandom culture around quidditch world cups when it becomes clear that these kids grow up too sheltered.

future/alt verse. jaime retires from teaching and moves to singapore, investing all her capital into clean energy for china –––––––– ethically manufactured in northern chinese and filipino factories, while designed in singapore. she makes use of her lower taxes as a singapore citizen to free up more public philanthropic projects, especially concerned with helping stateless singaporean-born individuals get a hold of lawyers, and ensuring that lower-income workers in her employ get insurance they can afford. however, with all the good will, most people forget that the clean energy company also branches into high-tech weapons manufacturing and export, which drives an extremely high profit for a publicly modest woman.

#post. / ooc.

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