* 𝚂𝙾𝙼𝙴𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝚄𝙽𝙸𝚀𝚄𝙴.

𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙷𝙰𝚅𝙴 𝙰𝙽 𝙰𝚂𝚃𝙾𝙽𝙸𝚂𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙶𝙻𝚈 𝚂𝚆𝙴𝙴𝚃 𝚂𝙾𝚄𝙻 !

[nephileam]

𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐃  𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐓.

♛ ◟* ↝ ABOUT  ME.

hey  there  !  the  name's  louise,  i'm  19  nearly  20,  use  she/her  pronouns  &  am  the  biggest  mess  you'll  ever  meet.  

♛ ◟* ↝ LINKS.

interest  checker.

google  doc.

promo.

♛ ◟* ↝  WHERE  TO  FIND  ME.

josie saltzman.

zahra taylor.

rose tyler.

montana duke.

♛ ◟* ↝  OTHER  STUFF.

DISCORD -  big mess energy.#5437 ( this  is  for  mutuals  only.  )

[nephileam]

so i miss phoebs,,,,,

[nephileam]

this  makes  me  really  sad  but  for  now  i’m  going  to  archive  phoebe’s  blog  due  to  lack  of  muse  and  energy  to  put  towards  her.  she  is  still  a  muse  that  i  hold  dear  to  my  heart  and  i  hope  to  return  to  her  in  the  future.  thank  you  to  everyone  who  loved  her  too  &  wrote  with  me,  you’re  all  amazing.  you  can  still  catch  me  on  my  other  blogs,  but  for  now  i’ll  primarily  be  at  @hellpierced.

[nephileam]

                   *  DARLING  ,  YOU  ARE  THE  STORM  !                                                            ©

[nephileam]

                   *  DARLING  ,  YOU  ARE  THE  STORM  !                                                            ©

[justanotherrpmeme]

Send 💬  for me to make you a starter with a random line of dialogue from this generator.

[nephileam]

𝚂𝚃𝙴𝚅𝙴  𝙷𝙰𝚁𝚁𝙸𝙽𝙶𝚃𝙾𝙽.

     ❛❛   Need a hand?   ❞       @nephileam··  <3

‘    is  it  that  obvious  ?    ’

[nephileam]

𝙷𝙾𝙿𝙴  𝙼𝙸𝙺𝙰𝙴𝙻𝚂𝙾𝙽.

          ‘     then  what  use  is  all  this  power  if  i  can’t  save  the  people  i  care  about  ?     ’

‘     look,  i've  been  where  you  are.  i  know  how  terrible  it  feels,  but  even  as  powerful  as  you  can  be,  we're  never  invincible  and  nothing  is  ever  perfect.  you  just  need  to  hold  onto  yourself,  don’t  let  it  consume  you.    ’

[vhsmeme]

* creepy location meme

send a number for our muses to interact at the following! 

an uncomfortably quiet gas station 

a bustling diner that never closes

an old tree with trunks like knives 

a video store with a sign titled ‘ JOIN US ’

the back of a stolen car

a twisting forest that beckons you

an antique shop that smells of death and decay

the lot behind a somber hotel

a forgotten graveyard on the outskirts of town

an abandoned church where the choir continue their song 

a grocery store where no one smiles  

a bar where everyone hums the same song

end of the road

an undisclosed government facility

a howling bonfire where shadows betray you

a police station on edge during a blizzard 

an uncanny farmhouse with a ‘ ROOM FOR RENT ’ sign

[lotuxswave]

life motto

[nephileam]

*   EMOTIONAL BAGGAGE

bold whatever applies to your muse.  italicize the things that only happen in other verses. REPOST ,  DON’T REBLOG.

been cheated on     |    been bullied    |     had your heart broken    |    broken someone’s heart    |   told a horrible lie  |     been betrayed   |     been framed / set-up     |     stolen something of value   |     overdosed on drugs     |    been drunk    |     cheated     |    bullied   |   been publicly humiliated    |   punched someone in the face    |     been beaten up   |   broken a bone  |   been admitted to a hospital   |    put someone in the hospital     |   had a near - death experience  |     been drugged   |     done drugs     |    smoked     |     been arrested    |     been homeless   |     been forced to commit a crime     |     died and come back to life     |     kissed someone you weren’t attracted to   |    bled severely   |   killed someone    |     been forced to kill someone   |   had an attempt on your life    |    made an attempt on your own life     |   lost someone   |   loved someone   |     watched a loved one die    |    failed to save / help a loved one |   felt helpless   |   watched your world die / disappear   |   had your life’s work stolen / destroyed     |    gone without food for over three days    |   gone without sleep for over three days    |    been tortured   |   been shot   |   been stabbed   |   been poisoned   |    been held prisoner |   been trapped |     been buried alive    |     been held hostage   |   held someone hostage   |     been stuck in a different world / universe / time     |   been slapped / punched by a parent or higher up    |   been abused by someone who should have loved / appreciated / valued you    |   had a panic attack |   had night terrors |     been in a car accident    |     lost your job     |   lost a fight   |    had sex with a stranger     |     been divorced     |    been abandoned    |     passed out from pain   |    cried yourself to sleep   |     spent a whole day in bed    |   hurt yourself  |   taken your anger out on yourself   |    taken your anger out on someone you love  |   been used  |   been manipulated   |  felt used   |   manipulated someone else   |   had your memories / mind wiped / stolen or tampered with    |   been taken over by a hostile force    |   been terrified |     played a cruel game on someone    |     been forced to smile   |   felt too many things at once   |   laughed when you felt like crying    |   been in denial   |   been denied  |    faced your demons.

TAGGED BY.   stolen from @ironmartyr ! TAGGING.   you  !

[owlonline]

Shadowhunters S3E04

[nephileam]

𝙹𝙰𝙲𝙺  𝙺𝙻𝙸𝙽𝙴.

a  beat,  as  he  listened.  understood  the  sentiment.  she  was  kind  of  like  his  cousin,  after  all    ——–    they’ll  be  okay,  take  care  of  each  other.  wondered  if,  perhaps,  he  ought  to  be  honest,  speak  to  sam  and  dean  about  her.  maybe,  they  could  take  her  in,  too!  then,  they’d  be  like  siblings!  still,  she  continued,  and  sure  enough,  brows  knitted  together,  questions  dancing  on  the  tip  of  his  tongue.  “  …  what  if  i  don’t  wanna  ‘  kick  ass?  ’  what  if  i  just  wanna  live  quietly  and  explore  a  little?  ”

‘     it  doesn’t  have  to  be  a  literal  ass  kicking,  i  just  mean  we  would  make  a  good  team  for  anything  !  but  there’s  nothing  wrong  with  living  quietly.  trust  me,  i’ve  been  trying  to  do  that  for  all  of  my  life.  if  you  wanna  explore,  then  i’d  be  super  thrilled  to  see  you  doing  something  that  makes  you  happy.    ’   phoebe  smiled  brightly  to  the  other  nephilim,  hands  clasping  together  as  she  watches  him  think  everything  over.

[nephileam]

𝙷𝙾𝙿𝙴  𝙼𝙸𝙺𝙰𝙴𝙻𝚂𝙾𝙽.

INBOX CLEANOUT

@nephileam· sent: “now spread your legs and try to tell me all about your day.” 

“You’re impossible.” Hope huffed, exasperated but only really pretending to be annoyed. They were both wet, fresh from her shower and undressed. Light seeped through the windows of the Mikaelson Compound, and Phoebe sat, upright between Hope’s parted knees where Hope sat, upright against her headboard. Their heads were level, Hope’s fingers chasing a droplet of water off the other woman’s face with the pad of her thumb as she stared back into her eyes. Despite her tone, Hope was grinning, grinning as she always seemed to do around this woman in particular. What the French Quarter witches had wanted with her, Hope couldn’t say – but what she could say was that she can understand it. Because Hope wanted her too – in every way she’s wanted her since they. met. There was a draw to her that Hope barely understood, in her wide smile, and her light eyes and the warmth of her hands against Hope’s body. Hope nearly brushed the proposition off as a joke and continued talking, about her run in with the wolves, and an artifact she’d found, but before she can begin once again getting back into the political talk about the city. Phoebe’s hands are already drawing lower and she knocks one of Hope’s knees open against the mattress. She’d win every game they’d ever play, Hope was certain. Because Mikaelson or not, King or otherwise, Hope was always helpless in moments like this one. “And a devil.”

‘    likewise,  baby.   ’  a  devious  grin  makes  it’s  way  to  phoebe’s  lips  as  she  gently  places  a  hand  on  hope’s  knee,  caressing  her  skin  in  gentle  circles.  a  shiver  jolted  down  her  spine  as  the  tribrid  wiped  the  water  from  her  face,  eyes  gazing  deep  into  hers.  phoebe  knew  that  she  could  get  lost  in  hope.  in  truth,  the  nephilim  would  allow  herself  to  be  GIVEN  COMPLETELY  to  the  woman’s  will,  and  she  knew  that  hope  would  easily  that  same  sentiment.  it  would  appear  that  they  were  both  smitten.  she  listened  patiently  as  hope  explained  the  makings  of  her  day,  what  she  had  done  and  the  things  that  happened.  as  the  tribrid  delved  deeper  into  her  interesting  recounts,  phoebe  dipped  her  head  lower  and  lower  until  she  was  level  with  her  core,  gently  beginning  to  slip  her  fingers  into  her.   ‘    a  devil  ?  now  that's  an  interesting  one.  keep  going,  i  want  to  hear  even  more  about  your  day.  did  you  enjoy  seeing  the  wolves  ?  oh  ...  and  what  artifact  is  that  ?  it  sounds  interesting.  tell  me  everything,  and relax.    ’

[nephileam]

𝙳𝙴𝙰𝙽  𝚆𝙸𝙽𝙲𝙷𝙴𝚂𝚃𝙴𝚁.

𝐓𝐎𝐔𝐂𝐇𝐘.     𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐍     𝐂𝐀𝐍'𝐓     𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐏     𝐁𝐔𝐓     wonder     if     he     struck     a     nerve.     once     she     admits     to     knowing     exactly     what     it     was     terrorizing     the     town,     he     can’t     help     but     wonder     why     she     hadn’t     said     anything     earlier.     why     she     hadn’t     done     anything     yet.     he     was     sure     that     she     was     hiding     more     from     him,     holding     out     parts     of     the     truth.     but     then     again,     who     could     blame     her ?     after     all,     dean     had     started     off     hostile.     and     what     kind     of     witch     would     she     be     if     she     fraternized     with     the     ENEMY ?     he     leans     forward     on     the     countertop     separating     the     two     of     them,     emerald     eyes     intensifying     on     the     other.     he     could     make     her     squeal,     he     was     sure     of     it.     it     just     might     take     a     little     coaxing.        ❝  so     you     knew     it     was     a     werewolf     this     whole     time ?     that     wasn’t     so     hard,     now     was     it     sweetheart ?     now,     if     you’re     so     knowledgable     on     what’s     going     on,     why     haven’t     you     done     anything     to     stop     it ?  ❞        after     all,     she     was     claiming     to     be     good,     claimed     she     wanted     to     protect     those     who     needed     it.     why     had     she     not     taken     action     yet ?

EYES  NARROW  AT  THE  HUNTER.  he  seems  to  be  a  man  of  ignorance,  someone  who  shoots  first  and  doesn’t  bother  to  ask  questions.  after  all,  when  is  a  monster  not  a  monster  ?  it  takes  everything  within  the  nephilim  to  not  furiously  roll  her  eyes  as  he  leans  in  on  the  counter.  was  he  really  trying  the  tough  hunter  act  ?  it  didn’t  scare  her.  truthfully,  not  much  seemed  to  inspire  fear  within  phoebe  anymore.  she  had  grown  jaded  to  most  things,  opting  to  stay  in  the  shadows  and  HELP  OUT   where  she  could.     ‘   you're  not  going  to  get  anywhere  with  that  kind  of  attitude.  do  you  really  think  i'm  just  going  to  spill  my  heart  and  soul  to YOU,  sweetheart  ?  i  don't  think  so.  i  don't  know  if  you've  noticed,  but  you're  a  real  dick.  so  i'm  going  to  use  what  i  have,  what's  mine,  to  hunt  this  damned  werewolf  and  you  can STAY  OUT  OF  my  way.  as  for  why  i  haven’t  stopped  it,  i’m  working  on  that,  and  it’ll  be  done  with  by  tonight.  now,  i’m  not  sure  about  you,  but  i  think  we're  a  little  past  holding  hands  and  hunting  it  together,  don't  you  think ?  now  if  you're  smart,  you  can stop trying  to  grill  me  and  actually  do your  job.       ’

[nephileam]

𝙺𝙰𝙸 𝙿𝙰𝚁𝙺𝙴𝚁.

“  Not  really  in  my  nature  ——  if  you  ask  me,  ‘peace  and  quiet’  is  OVERRATED.  ”

‘     hm,  so  i  wouldn’t  be  wrong  in  guessing  that  you’re  a  chaos  and  mayhem  kind  of  guy  ?    ’

[vaememes]

  some  one  word  prompts .    (    send   one   of   the   words   for   our   muses   to   interact   based   off   that   word   )

goodbye :  my  muse  kissing  and/or  hugging  your  muse  goodbye.

secrets :   my  muse  sharing/confiding  their  deepest,  darkest  secret  with  your  muse.

nightmare :   my  muse  coming  to  your  muses  aid  when  they  awake  from  a  nightmare.

push :   my  muse  pushing  your  muse  out  of  the  way  of  danger.

embrace :   my  muse  abruptly  throwing  their  arms  around  your  muse,  hugging  them  tightly.

bloody :   my  muse  coming  to  your  muse  with  blood  stains  on  their  clothes  and  hands,  shaking.

drunk :   my  muse  takes  care  of  your  muse  while  they  are  in  a  drunken  state.

bed :   my  muse  wakes  up  in  the  same  bed  as  your  muse  with  little  recollection  of  the  night  before.

slap :   my  muse  slaps  your  muse  across  the  face  out  of  anger.

gone :   my  muse  stays  by  your  muses  side  while  they  take  their  last  breath.

scream :   my  muse  hears  your  muse  scream  and  quickly  runs  to  their  side.

sleep :   my  muse  falls  asleep  on  your  muse,  making  it  hard  for  my  muse  to  leave.

stalk :   my  muse  gets  caught  by  your  muse  trailing  behind  them,  watching  them.

sacrifice :   my  muse  jumps  in  front  of  your  muse,  sacrificing  their  life  for  your  muses  life.

trail :   my  muse  watches  as  your  muse  traces  one  of  my  muses  scares,  asking  them  about  it.

love :   my  muse  confronts  your  muse  about  why  they  never  say  ’ i  love  you ’  back.

piggyback :   my  muse  jumps  on  your  muses  back,  my  muse  gives  yours  a  piggyback  ride.

jump :   my  muse  runs  to  your  muse  and  jumps  up,  my  muse  holding  yours  up  by  their  thighs.

dance :   my  muse  holds  their  hand  out,  waiting  for  your  muse  to  come  out  and  slow  dance  with  them.

carry :   my  muse  carries  your  muse  to  their  house,  either  drunk,  or  a  weakened  state,  can  specify. 

lighter :   my  muse  pulls  out  a  lighter  and  lights  it  for  your  muse  to  use  to  light  their  cigarette.

shot :   my  muse  gets  shot  and  struggles  to  your  muses  house  for  aid.

wound :   my  muse  patches  and  bandages  a  wound  your  muse  has  gotten.

fight :   my  muse  stops  your  muse  from  getting  into  a  physical  fight  with  someone  else.

arrest :   your  muse  finds  my  muse  arrested  in  cuffs  with  swarming  police  everywhere.

hospital :   my  muse  awakens  in  a  hospital,  finding  your  muse  by  their  side,  asking  what  happened.

gun :  my  muse  pulls  out  a  gun  on  your  muse,  your  muse  tries  to  talk  them  into  putting  the  gun  down. 

betrayal :  my  muse  finds  out  that  your  muse  has  betrayed  them  in  same  way  and  confronts  them  about  it.

nude :  my  muse  walks  in  on  your  muse  accidentally  seeing  them  naked.

karaoke :  my  muse  pulls  your  muse  up  on  stage  with  them  to  sing  some  karaoke  songs. 

laughter :   my  muse  hears  your  muse  laughing  uncontrollably  and  approaches  to  see  if  they  are  okay.

murder :   my  muse  walks  in  on  your  muse  committing  a  gruesome  murder.

wet :   my  muse  strips  down  to  their  under  garments  and  runs  into  the  water,  motioning  for  your  muse  to  join  them.