Nerium

Begrudging law student/third year ദ്ദി ≽^⎚˕⎚^≼ .ᐟ

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M&A simulation I did. Was a paramount attorney in the acquisition of Warner bros. I’m never using Netflix again.

Honestly enjoyed it more than I expected. I love how multifaceted it is. Not just law but politics, econ and social perspectives as well.

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I kind of forgot I had this account. And that I was a student. I’m in my unis vis moot team !!! I’ve got my internship coming up and I did an m&a moot which was great. Finals in a week. And an assignment on 12 angry men.

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My exams have started. I got a migraine and missed two of them. I GOT THE INTERNSHIP !!! I’m super excited. I’m already exhausted and still have six exams left but fuck it we ball.

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Exam week has started. I already wanna kms. Spring semesters are always harder because I haven’t been able to get into the headspace of a student. And my classes are boring as fuck this semester. I have so much to do and they’re all back to back. Genuinely don’t know how to cope but fuck it I guess. Gonna graduate one way or another.

I’m not taking my exam tomorrow I’ll probably drop the class( by that I mean fail it on purpose). Also what fucking evil ass uni administration schedules exams at NINE AM ON A SUNDAY. I hate them all. Hopefully the rest of my exams go at least slightly well so I don’t drop out. Man I wish I had when I was still in first year. I’m almost done with third year. Mistakes were made.

My cat seems to have sensed my distressed and is determined to burn away every bit of my sanity. Love her but she’s a bitch.

At least I got the internship! It’s unpaid but I’m looking forward to it.

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I have a call about an internship in the morning !!! Im super anxious about it but hopefully it goes well !!

I have eleven exams in seven days. I’ve been really struggling to sit down and study. Watching paint dry sounds more interesting than some of the classes I’m taking. But we must endure.

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Early mornings on campus.

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I’ve done fuck all for the past week cuz I’ve been binging game of thrones 😩. Need to lock in cuz midterms start in two weeks. Pray you any god you know for me 🙏.

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Lots of cleaning and English tutoring. I’ve actually started to enjoy tutoring which I didn’t really expect. I’ve been procrastinating my uni work because it feels so overwhelming. And I’ve had a very social week which was fun but exhausting. Was a good week altogether.

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Barely got anything done cuz the state of the world is making me want to jump out of a window. I went to the library at least. Goals for tomorrow:

• Finish the unit on sexual crimes.

• Finish the first two chapters of civil procedure law.

• Go to the gym.

• Finish reading my book so I can return it to the library.

• Finish my speech for my panel.

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Woke up at two pm and all I did today was go for a walk with my friends. I need to get my shit together. It makes no fucking sense that I care so much about my grades and don’t do shit about it until the day before my exam. Anyway hopefully tomorrow is more productive.

Gonna try and get through a few chapters of company law and criminal law. Possibly property law if I survive the rest. I don’t go to class because I can’t focus but I don’t do shit with my time anyway. Need to sort myself out.

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Went to class today. Had Company Law, history and property law. Then went over to a friends place for dinner.

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I’ve got a presentation in front of the law faculty in a couple weeks. Freaking the fuck out about it. I have to speak for fifteen minutes. In front. Of. An audience. But anyway. Here’s part of my essay on enemy criminal law that I’m going to present.

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Thought I’d do a quick introduction! ✶⋆.˚꩜ .ᐟ˙⋆✶

•I’m Mela. I’m a third year law student. I didn’t choose to study law but here we are and by god I am going to graduate.

•I’m aiming for an LLM in the Netherlands or the UK. Specifically in either Tech Law or Competition Law. ദ്ദി╥ ᴗ ╥) I have a cat named Iris who I love more than anything and is somehow coming abroad with me.

•I’m using this blog to try and hold myself accountable and also as a sort of digital diary. It helps me look back on everything I’ve done. ೃ࿔*:･

•I have a reading goal of 70 books this year! And I want to continue drawing because I love creating things. (and playing video games because I love them) ✮ ⋆ ˚｡𖦹 ⋆｡°✩

Anyway that’s me. Hopefully this actually helps. ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ

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Quite a chill day today. Did two hours of uni work and now I’m going to go swimming. I have an English lesson in the evening with my 60 year old student. He’s sweet but doesn’t listen to instructions well. Classes haven’t started fully yet but they don’t seem too bad. Although I absolutely HATE labour law and civil procedure. They’re so boring I could cry. But they must be done. I also have a mandatory history course, which I chose the wrong section for so I need to change that in add drop week. Hopefully spaces open up with other professors because mine is awful. The highest anyone gets is a 65 and we don’t have a curve so it’s not great…

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Didn’t get much done uni wise today.

• Went to class.

• Had friends over for dinner.

• Went to the gym and finished my move goals.

• Went to therapy.

It was a nice day. I’ve been wanting to replay disco elysium which I didn’t have time to do and my dad is coming to visit so I won’t get to play it this weekend either ∈( ⊙_____ ⊙)∋. Ive got notes to take and I need to finish my data rights essay over the weekend.

I’m so obsessed with this game holy shit it’s to good!!! (I know this is supposed to be a study page but oh well)

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Just realised I haven’t posted any of my art on here ! I do it as a hobby that I’ve not had much time for recently but I miss it. ╭( ๐ _๐)╮

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Getting some evening work done __φ(．．).

I went to the gym and hit my protein goals which is rare for me! I did some uni work and even had time to get some personal research done.

Tomorrow I have a tutoring session and therapy. I must go to the gym again which is going to be painful.

I haven’t had much time to read since the semester started but I’m going to read notes from the underground when I have time because for some reason I’ve never read it.

My cat whose name I still haven’t settled on has been under the weather since she just got her shots but she’s been a little more lively tonight so I’m really pleased about that.

Going to try and have an early night so tomorrow I can continue my research for my next legal essay!