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made this acct to have some sort of outlet.

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Apparently, uploading digital imagery that is designed by your own visionary/descriptive mind...but is generated with the help of AI tools...isn't considered your own art and easily offends people for whatever reason....

How can I say I feel artsy when all I did was type a sentence into something (that copies/plagiarizes etc) ? That's what someone said to me (not verbatim, but similar to that) on here...and I disagree. Art comes in many forms and there are tools out there people use, in order to create their own things. AI tools help you create things and brings your own visions into a form of digital art. Yes, it generates it for you, but there is no other image out there like the one a person creates because...because people have their own way of writing, their own imaginations, and their own descriptive ways of writing. Creating an image via AI is technically defined as creating digital art/imagery.

All I did was share stuff I designed/had generated and in return, recieved feedback from a couple offended people on here...shouldn't feel artsy when all I did was type a sentence ..blahlblah.. and how I should probably mention that the digital art I posted and came up with was created by AI because its misleading and I should be honest about things like that. Don't get me wrong, I appreciate recommendations and other thoughts and opinions...we all have them. But I never had ANY intent to offend anyone or appear as misleading and dishonest. I didn't even think to mention AI because anyone can look and see that AI tools were involved in the making? Which is how they knew to begin with. So how is that misleading? Either way, I didn't mean to be...nor did I mean to offend anyone or demonize anyone. Everything i post is coming from PERSONAL experience and making digital art via AI is sort of a healing method for me and is a way to express myself. I created this account to have an outlet of some sort rather than holding everything in to myself since I have no one to talk to. My immediate family are all dead and I lost my circle of friends all within the last 5 years...who also passed away. I moved from where I am from and have been through my own hardships...my first post I mentioned that. Perhaps they didn't see that though, IDK.

Anyway, the whole point of this, is to clarify that I didn't have any bad intentions...but I guess someone will always have something to say. Although it's easily discovered if AI tools were used in uploads, I guess I'll be sure to mention it as well.

Shutting up now lol. If you made it this far, thanks for hearing me out.

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A cartoon version of myself.

"Spaced Out" 2026

Digital Art created by: Ashley Bishop /neurospicybraindump

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I have a visionary mind and when I start feeling artsy, I've been on a digital art kick lately. A way to say a lot without having to say much at all. Ifeel like this image is self explanatory. Iykyk.

Digital Art by: Ashley Bishop/ neurospicybraindump

More to come.

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Why Neurodivergent Individuals Are More Vulnerable to Narcissistic Abuse

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SECTION 1 — Core Explanation

Neurodivergent people aren’t targeted because they’re weak.

They’re targeted because they are empathetic, honest, loyal, and deeply sincere — traits narcissists exploit

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SECTION 2 — The 10 Main Risk Factors

1. Literal Communication

ND people take words at face value. Narcissists lie, twist, and manipulate.

2. Difficulty Reading Hidden Motives

Subtle hostility, passive aggression, and covert manipulation are harder to detect.

3. High Empathy

ND compassion becomes emotional “supply” for narcissists.

4. Lifelong Invalidation

Years of being misunderstood make ND people doubt their own perception — perfect for gaslighting.

5. Masking & People‑Pleasing

Narcissists reward compliance and punish boundaries.

6. Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria (RSD)

Fear of abandonment becomes a tool for control.

7. Social Isolation

Fewer supports = easier to isolate, manipulate, and dominate.

8. Sensory & Emotional Overwhelm

Narcissists provoke meltdowns, then use them as “proof” you’re the problem.

9. Strong Moral Code

ND fairness, honesty, and loyalty get twisted into guilt and obligation.

10. High Tolerance for Discomfort

Years of adapting to a world not built for them makes ND people endure too much for too long.

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SECTION 3 — The Core Pattern

Narcissists target ND individuals because ND strengths — empathy, honesty, loyalty — are easy to exploit when paired with lifelong invalidation and misunderstanding.

This is not a flaw in ND people.

It is a flaw in narcissists.

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SECTION 4 — Key Reminder

You were targeted because you have a good heart and you are a good person, not because you are weak.

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This specific Checklist (below) is designed for Autistic, ADHD, and AuDHD people who need clear, concrete, literal signs. To inform and to spread awareness.

“Early Red Flags of Narcissistic Abuse — Neurodivergent ‑Specific Checklist

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ND‑Specific Red Flag Checklist

A. Communication Red Flags

- They say things that feel “off,” but you can’t explain why.

- They joke in ways that feel like insults.

- They deny things they clearly said.

- They accuse you of “misunderstanding everything.”

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B. Emotional Manipulation Red Flags

- They love‑bomb you intensely, then suddenly pull away.

- They guilt‑trip you for having needs.

- They use your empathy against you (“You’re the only one who understands me”).

- They punish you for setting boundaries.

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C. RSD‑Triggered Red Flags

- They threaten to leave during arguments.

- They use criticism to control you.

- They say things like “No one else would put up with you.”

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D. Masking & People‑Pleasing Red Flags

- You feel like you’re constantly performing around them.

- You apologize even when you didn’t do anything wrong.

- You feel afraid to say “no.”

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E. Sensory & Emotional Red Flags

- They provoke you until you meltdown or shut down.

- They stay calm while you’re overwhelmed, then use your reaction against you.

- They call you “crazy,” “dramatic,” or “unstable.”

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F. Isolation Red Flags

- They discourage you from talking to friends or family.

- They make you feel like they’re the only one who “gets” you.

- You feel more alone the longer you know them.

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G. Self‑Doubt Red Flags

- You start questioning your memory.

- You feel confused after conversations.

- You feel like you’re always “the problem.”

- You stop trusting your own perception.

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H. Body‑Based Red Flags

(For ND people, the body often notices danger before the mind.)

- Tight chest

- Nausea

- Feeling frozen

- Feeling small or “shrinking”

- Feeling like you’re walking on eggshells

If your body feels unsafe, something is wrong — even if you can’t explain it.

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Post # 1 • 5/11/2026

A little note to start off with...

I created this account today as a brand new Tumblr user...so I have no idea how this works yet.

Basically, I just needed a place to release my thoughts since I have no one to talk to, often feeling very isolating. A place to share things I feel are important to know, or that others might find relatable Whatever I end up writing about on here, comes from my own personal experience...and is usually the inspiration for my random needs to educate myself about certain things....and/or to spread awareness and be able to help others who are going through something similar...and that's all I will say for now.