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archived blog.

the urge deep in my soul to abandon this blog (& community, save for the couple of friends i’m still in touch with) and go post somewhere else on some other blog

not even bc of anything recent. i am just tired of it here i guess. miss having a personal main blog and all that. wishing this blog was a sideblog too.

idk where this is going. sry i’ve been gone for a bit. not that anybody rly acknowledges my posts.

#✄ ; barking #/been wanting a fresh start for a while now tbh #/dunno if i'll go through with it tho

hi! I hope this is ok to send but I just read your carrd and it's so neat to see another spiritual fictionkin self shipper out there!! Also your pronouns r so cool /gen

OMG this is fine to send yeah!!! i’ve literally only ever met like. one other spiritual fictionkin selfshipper. and that’s my brother!! so hi omg this is so cool

and thank you for the compliment on my pronouns!! they make me happy so i’m glad you think they’re cool :3

#✄ ; asks

ssantoryou-deactivated20230306

the zhongli of all time..

#❥ ; mr. osmanthus wine #/WHOA.. PRETTY

vampiremansionpoolboy-moved

reblog this to put a leaf on your mutuals head

#/hiiii

what if. i said. umm. uh.

nvm i’m still too nervous. maybe another day</3

#✄ ; barking #/iykyk #/like bruh. can this character leave my brain dome #/refer to my long tags from the other night for more context

catwire

what's everyone's lockscreen?? tell me in the tags or reblog with a screenshot

#/my cat <3 #/ik ik you'd expect fanart or a character #/but nope! is my cat :3

sometimes it’s nearly 2 am and i feel rly impulsive after recording a song, but my nervous energy absolutely outweighs my impulsivity

and so y’all are left with this post, wondering what in the goddamn i recorded and why i’m nervous LOL

#✄ ; barking #/like.. i'm too nervous to post abt this guy #/this character i mean #/but he's eating my brain alive #/and i think i am going to cave soon #/and i really don't want to cave #/but i'm probably going to #/but i'm afraid. like really really afraid of what might happen if i cave #/let's be real nothing will probably happen #/but i still feel like there's a possibility #/that something about him/my ship with him will be somehow twisted #/and used against me #/and i am not ready to try and cope with that #/like YES this is another one rooted in my past life experiences #/and NO he is not 1:1 with his canon self #/i did not intend to ramble like this in the tags #/but this is totally the impulsivity #/my nervous energy outweighs it bc i can't say his name #/but the impulsivity is there. i can imply who he is

isoldio

this post is dedicated to my mutuals who are still my mutuals despite the horrors

#/love you guys <3

i’m so upset rn. anxious, maybe? paranoid?? i feel like i’m walking on eggshells on my own blog, like there’s a cloud over me with hundreds of eyes in it, watching every move i make as if i’m gonna get into even bigger trouble.

it’s so dumb to me. my past is my past. i can’t change it but i’m not like that anymore. i recognize that it was a problem, and i’ve gotten help! what else do i have to do? i know the damage has already been done, and i acknowledge that and am sorry, so what else can i do?

i feel like i can’t do or say anything that “looks suspicious” from afar. like, anything i say or do can be used against me. twisted into making it look like i haven’t changed.

like, fundamentally i haven’t changed. my personality is the same. but my current actions should speak louder than what i’ve said in the past. i am not like that anymore. i had a crisis residence stay as recently as october 2021, and ever since i’ve only been going uphill.

i shouldn’t have to be afraid to openly be myself now that i’m doing better. i’m not forcing anyone to forgive me. it’s up to you what you think of me. but i’m saying that things are not so black and white, that people can change their views, and that what you were in the past does not have to reflect who you are today.

#vent #negative #/but also #important

zachfromband

how does tumblr work.

bookburnerkeay

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newfound-selfship-archived

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whispyart

#❥ ; mr. osmanthus wine #/hiiii look at my husbam<33

sleepy moment (<- got 4 hours of sleep)

#✄ ; barking

sweetpeauserboxes

[id: a light purple userbox with a pastel purple border and pastel purple text that reads “this user is extremely autistic over the legend of spyro: dawn of the dragon!.” on the left is an image the the legend of spyro: dawn of the dragon logo. /end id]

good afternoon tumblr i am losing my MIND replaying a game i used to play from my childhood and like re-learning its story and figuring things out about it that i never knew since i was super young when i obsessed over it

this may be all i talk about for a bit. i may need a tag for it. we shall see (game is the legend of spyro: dawn of the dragon, for anyone who is intrigued or may also know the game-)

#✄ ; barking

i just updated the Shit out of my carrd after working for a few days to get art done for all the characters tht needed it (so, book characters and my one oc f/o)

here’s the comprehensive list:

mare (red queen) ended up on my list somehow? my opinion on her flip-flopped so here we are

she and cal also have art by me!!

kilorn from the same series is also a qpp for me now. i love him a lot. he has art as well, also by me!

and my oc f/o, jessie, has updated art too! was just a style update, her design is exactly the same she just looks better now lol

anyway . everyone’s tags on this post go brrrr

#❥ ; little lightning girl #❥ ; just put your hand in mine #✦ ; crit fail -2 #❥ ; singing in my wildest dreams

a-not-so-clean-blog

Me: likes a character

Someone: they purr

Me: THEY PURR!!! 💖❤💖

#/me (a dog) when my f/os are catlike: <333!!!#❥ ; i love you an awful lot #❥ ; singing in my wildest dreams

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