MyRandomThoughts

🥀Hey I'm Savannah/Nexus🥀 🏳‍🌈Omnisexual/Genderfluid(Any pronouns)🏳‍🌈 ♍17, Virgo♍ 👽P.O.T.s👽 ♦Kpop, Monbebe, ARMY, Ahgase♦ 🃏Tarot reader🃏 🃏I offer readings on my Twitter🃏 https://twitter.com/WitchSavannah?s=09

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Interested in a queerplatonic relationship!

I want someone that will be comfortable flirting with me and we're really good friends and check in on each other and are there for support without any judgement!

I wouldn't be against a different relationship forming after this and I also wouldn't be against getting to know each other before labeling as queerplatonic!

I'm 17 so I'd prefer you to be 16-17

Gender doesn't matter

A little bit about me:

I'm omnisexual, and genderfluid (afab/feminine presenting)

17

INFP

Virgo sun, Cap moon, Leo rising

I'm into astrology, tarot, and reality shifting

Disabled, cane user

I'm into kpop and a lot of different fandoms in general like Marvel, Harry Potter, DC tv shows. I've watched a lot of shows

I've been enjoying reading Red Queen lately

I play Apex, Minecraft, and Among Us

If you are interested feel free to message me! 😊

Boundaries are super important so be loud about them, I'll never be offended

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This is still open if anyone is interested! I'm chatting with another person and we're experimenting for a qpr. So if that bothers you then move along 😂 I'm also fine if you have another partner

Also update from the last one I'm either demisexual or asexual, but I'm alloromantic. If you're uncomfortable with romantic stuff that's ok, still feel free to message

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WHY IS THIS SO FUCKING FUNNY TO ME 🤣🤣🤣 LIKE BITCH WHERE THE FUCK DID YOU COME FROM 🤣 I CAN'T

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Cw: Slight dysphoria, rant

IF MY MOM TELLS ME I'M A GIRL AND NOT A BOY ONE MORE TIME I SWEAR

IT'S NOT EVEN MEANT TO BE LIKE THAT, LIKE TRANSPHOBIC BECAUSE SHE DOESN'T KNOW BUT IT'S GETTING ON MY NERVES 🤦‍♀️

Like my uncle called me gay boy and gave me euphoria. And I told her like "he finally called the right person gay" and she told me to message him back and say "I'm not a boy." I just laughed it off but that was a masc day 🤦‍♀️

And then I was saying how my cousin said holes in sweatshirt sleeves for fingers are only for girls and she was like you shouldve said "I am a girl?"

And I'm just like ma'am no

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OK SHIFTING TONIGHT

Cw: sexual content, tentacles, reality shifting

Idk where to go tho. Some reality to get railed. Maleficent. Or my go to. 🤔

Get railed it is

By 🤔🤔 tentacle having lover. Who is a pirate lady, lesbian. That sounds good

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Does anyone else just love their friends sm. Like seeing them happy fills me with joy when they're sad I want to hug them and be there for them. The little things they do like habits or the emojis they use are so adorable. When they're talking about something they love passionately my heart melts. I take my friendships very seriously and idk if a lot of other people do that? Those are my people and I want them to know I love them very much

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OH NO

MY GENDER

ITS BROKEN

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There's this ally on reddit commenting on a lot of lgbt questioning posts. It doesn't really bother me but he doesn't really know anything about lgbt and is telling people they have internalized homophobia and is recommending labels that are simple and this time doesn't even fit what the one person was asking 😭

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I'm trying to wrap my head around qprs. I'm currently chatting with two different people about one.

I get that it's a friendship on a deeper level and some people are chill with that. Others are kinda romantic. My one person is aroace tho so I don't think romance would be an option. But we could still do some things that are considered romantic without him feeling that attraction. I'll have to talk to him about it. But I definitely experience romantic attraction because I can't really picture a relationship without it. So probably still demiromantic. But still think I'm ARCflux. But could be demisexual as well. But I'll work on that later 😂 I think this qpr is good for me now, to experiment and see how I feel without the pressure of having to be romantic/sexual. And even without a romantic aspect to my qpr I'd be fine. Because that relationship is still a deep and strong bond and having that kind of support for each other would be amazing

I also want to know what to call him pet name wise but it's way too soon for that. I get excited though lmao. I want to talk to him more and find out about him but we haven't chatted much

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Ughh why am I missing panda sm lately. My heart hurts. This is so annoying.

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Yes I'm a simp... Do I care.. No. Will I regret being an idiot later. Probably. But I'll enjoy myself for now 😌

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I napped and I feel better now but I'm really missing my panda. Whenever I felt yucky like this I talked to panda and felt better

-little star ✨

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Cw: Bad day, hard time eating, food, depression

Ugh. Today is such a meh day. I feel so shitty. Idk what to do and nothing is making me feel any better. I've tried reading and gaming and listening to music and eating. I read some but my fic is lowkey depressing so I stopped, I want to read my fantasy one but idk if I can mentally. Gaming is just a mindless distraction. Music is chill but not causing any feelings. And I felt like vomiting everytime I took a bite.

I'm moody too. My brother wanted a hug and I was annoyed at him.

And both of my potential qpps haven't messaged me. I messaged one back, and then the other I messaged yesterday but we finished our convo so yeah. My friend messaged me earlier but I didn't feel like messaging back but they're probably asleep now

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Cw: meds

I think the shittiest part about staying up all night is having to wait extra time to take heart medication so I can take my morning 2 again 🤦‍♀️ I'm already feeling it wear off but I should wait another 2 hours at least 🤢

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Ok honestly hasn't been that bad. I felt a little yucky but took my pills and felt better, plus I showered. I've been up for 24 hours now and I'm not miserable yet 😂 going to sleep soon 🤪

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Cw: meds

I think the shittiest part about staying up all night is having to wait extra time to take heart medication so I can take my morning 2 again 🤦‍♀️ I'm already feeling it wear off but I should wait another 2 hours at least 🤢

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Chatting with my new friend, we're experimenting for a qpr 🥺

He's so cute plz

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Interested in a queerplatonic relationship!

I want someone that will be comfortable flirting with me and we're really good friends and check in on each other and are there for support without any judgement!

I wouldn't be against a different relationship forming after this and I also wouldn't be against getting to know each other before labeling as queerplatonic!

I'm 17 so I'd prefer you to be 16-17

Gender doesn't matter

A little bit about me:

I'm omnisexual, and genderfluid (afab/feminine presenting)

17

INFP

Virgo sun, Cap moon, Leo rising

I'm into astrology, tarot, and reality shifting

Disabled, cane user

I'm into kpop and a lot of different fandoms in general like Marvel, Harry Potter, DC tv shows. I've watched a lot of shows

I've been enjoying reading Red Queen lately

I play Apex, Minecraft, and Among Us

If you are interested feel free to message me! 😊

Boundaries are super important so be loud about them, I'll never be offended

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I want to write fanfic but I have like 4-5 different stories I could write and idk which to do 😭