Age Of Decline

Between the Grey Pillars of Conscience

[nieludzki]

My name is Groza.

Don’t misunderestimate me.

My age is old I’m almost a hag. 30s looking close.

I like music and art.

I like weird torture movies.

Sometimes I’m so cringe and horrible you’ll want to kill me.

Female supremacist.

Total tryhard death.

[inward]

daaaamn shawty i could be so obnoxiously retardedly in love with you

[dykieran]

>posts whining about men as default

>automatic "he" for dog

thats my dog. from real life

[yeast-infection-enthusiast]

I literally feel like a teacher writing a huge ❓ on a student's paper everytime I go to protests lately. Why are we gathered at a prolife contra protest and you have a sign with "LGBT education in schools" written on it. Why are you shouting an environmentalist slogan. This is a pro choice protest. Why are you fragmenting the group with unrelated topics? Are you a fed? Why does every protest lately have to be a buy one get one free type of event? Why is it that when our reproductive rights are threatened we feel the need to also bring up barely related topics and take away the focus from the problem at hand?

[deadghosty]

winter solstice & summer solstice

[catchymemes]

[wumbreon]

May we all know decadence such as this

[animals-with-fan-art]

Added to the collection by @sir-libearian

[nieludzki]

do you have a tiktok :0

No I don’t

[inkatesbush]

Can we go back to suicide baiting Neil gaiman. I feel like we’ve lost sight of what’s important here, which is suicide baiting Neil gaiman. ‘This should have happened’ ‘that should have happened’ Wrong. Neil gaiman should have killed himself instead of being slowly and quietly brought back into the cultural consciousness by amazon and various comics publishers etc

[nieludzki]

Why does every straight edge hardcore musician and fan look 20x more haggard than every active alcoholic or heroin addict?

[nieludzki]

I was chatting with a guy who said modern young women don't know how to act like ladies or be feminine anymore and I said "bet, you need a traditional old fashioned gal, lemme hook you up with my mum's friend Lisa, she likes to wear an apron and take of you and all that shit" and he said "ew, no, that's way too old for me" and was like "nah hear me out it's great because you said you don't want anything serious so it's better not to waste a young woman's time and find a milf instead who wants to mess around too, also you said you don't want kids and you hate wearing condoms but don't worry buddy Lisa's gone through menopause so you can hit it raw!" and then he blocked me for some reason??? 🤔

This is especially weird because when you get to guys describing what they want in a woman they’re always describing mommy types 🤔

[nieludzki]

You a Thomas Ligotti fan? He’s a good horror writer

I have not read him before but I think my sister might’ve recommended me one of his books at one point

[kosmogrl]

[nieludzki]

I am a wild beast! I am a wild beast! Queen of the animal kingdom!

[nieludzki]

[nieludzki]

That is a funny aspect of Carrie that is not mentioned. Carrie was a genuine weirdo because of her upbringing which is why kids at school picked on her. Adaptations make it look like she’s just bullied for being a little awkward. Yes, she tells other kids they’re going to hell. She also gets down on her knees and prayers before every meal, right in the middle of the cafeteria. She walked up to a sunbathing neighbor in her yard and told her to cover up, saying “I can see your dirty pillows” (referring to her breasts).

That’s what I meant about it being obvious why people don’t want that aspect of her character being portrayed on screen. The her being fat in the books fully feeds into their victim complexes completely stuffing them in martyrdom and self pity, but pointing out there might in anyway be a reason Carrie’s classmates disliked her completely shatters their delusion of being perfect victims. The thing that actually makes Carrie most interesting is how her mother’s religious influence and abuse has socially ostracized her. Could you blame a teenager for not being fond of the girl in class who tells other girls they’re going to hell for having boy friends or that their bra strap is showing? But you also cannot blame Carrie because it’s all she knows. She thinks her purity shaves her but it doesn’t it dooms her too. It’s what makes her so tragic.

But yeah that aspect being ignored really shows people aren’t willing to recognize why they were ostracized and still are. I don’t think children should be blamed for being bullied, but it’s important as an adult you recognize some of what happened to you was because you didn’t know how to act. I still shrivel inside thinking about how I turned my back on creating genuine friendships as a teenage girl because I refused to open up to my classmates in an attempt to protect myself from the abuse my male classmates and parents inflicted on me back then. It’s not my fault but that closed off ness prevented me from having a lot of friendships with other girls genuinely with love in their hearts reaching out to me.

[nieludzki]

I am a wild beast! I am a wild beast! Queen of the animal kingdom!

[pillarsalt]

To be male and have such an intense lesbian fetish that you spend all your waking hours pretending you actually are one... that's honestly terrifying, disturbed behaviour. Acting out your fetish in public and forcing people to play along for your gratification is already reprehensible, but the added element of using an incredibly marginalized group of women to do it? Just completely revolting and unforgivable.

[whisqrs]

why does my boyfriend have to turn everything into a game of saw