So there's a video where Andrew is carrying a sushi box in the car and says to Steven ," I can feed you" , as he is driving. Do you happen to know where that clip is from I have been searching like crazy?
Oh hey, sorry for taking so long! After much research that video is from Worth It Week and here is the YouTube link https://youtu.be/0edMRlU0I6M
Subs are so fun to play with. All you have to do is hint at what you might do, or back them into a corner with a look, or grab their wrist in a certain way and they’re a wide-eyed mess.
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I think I forgot to post to link to my serial killer!Steven AU so here it is! I'd love to hear people talk to me about it as I cry about my other WIPs that I need to finish.
There isn’t anything really explicit, however if dom/sub isn’t really your thing it may be best not to read it. For those of you who do I hope you enjoy.
Andrew knows its early, that it’s an ungodly hour, but he feels like he’s drowning.
Everything’s too much and he feels disoriented – lost.
He grasps his phone, finger hovering over ‘favourites’ before he presses Steven.
Andrew does not have many numbers in his phone, but Steven’s number is the only one that does not have a last name – he’s got the number memorized by now.
The contacts on his phone are sorted by their relationship to him, with their full name and title included, he ends the contact info of his coworkers with ‘BuzzFeed’.
He has Adam under Adam Bianchi, BuzzFeed and Niki under Niki Ang, BuzzFeed but Steven was simply ‘Steven’ – nothing else. Steven is also the only favourite contact he has asides from his parents, he’s faster to call that way and Andrew doesn’t have to scroll.
“Andrew?”
Steven sounds so far away, and even though Andrew wants to vocalize that it’s him – he can’t speak. All he can do is suck in a sharp breath and nod as if Steven was in front of him.
“Qīnài de. I’m going to come to you, okay?” Steven murmurs softly.
Andrew nods again, letting out another quivering breath, he is thankful that Steven always understands him. Steven whispers sweet nothings and encouragements, he can hear the rustling of a jacket in the background, and Steven hangs up the phone with a promise that he’d be at Andrew’s in half an hour.
Andrew waits in his bed, attempting to even out his breathing before Steven arrives, before long he hears someone unlock his apartment door.
His attention drifts to his bedroom door when he catches a soft knocking, Steven is in the door way. “Oh, Drew… Can I come in?”
Andrew nods, though he thinks it’s a silly question – he wouldn’t have called Steven if he didn’t want Steven in his space. Steven walks up to him and kneels so that they’re staring at each other, eye to eye, and Andrew shivers at the intensity in the other man’s eyes.
Steven cups Andrew’s cheek, stroking it with his thumb. “Andrew… what did you see? What are you feeling?”
Andrew almost chokes on his own words. “I… I feel… as if… everything’s too much. I don’t know where I start and where the characters, I play begin…”
Sweet innocent Steven doesn’t pull back, when Andrew reveals some of his darkest held secrets like others have, he just stays still kneeling in front of Andrew. He lets Andrew speak until Andrew has had his fill, never interrupting, it’s a refreshing change. Usually Andrew is the one doing the listening and comforting. It also brings Andrew solace knowing that Steven won’t force more details out of him.
Steven never wants anything more then what Andrew is willing to honestly and comfortably divulge.
When he finishes speaking he averts his gaze from Steven, an unspoken question between them that Steven always replies to.
There’s a soft gleam in Steven’s warm chocolate eyes, he stands up. “On your knees Andrew.”
Stevens voice is firm, and he scrambles off the bed to obey Steven’s command. His knees sting from the impact on the hardwood floor, but everything else fades when Steven cards his fingers into Andrew’s hair.
“Good boy, Drew.” Steven’s voice coos.
Andrew preens at the praise, relaxing into Steven’s touch, he lets go.
It’s a short drabble, based on a conversation between me and a friend. read more but be warned it does get a little graphic under the cut.
Warnings: Drunk touching, sadistic thoughts (Steven is a good boy though so he only thinks about it, he never acts without explicit consent), hinted dom/sub, and some bondage
Steven is the designated driver again tonight too and he had taken Ryan, Shane, and Adam to their respective homes, but Andrew had insisted that he wanted to stay with Steven. Never being the one to deny his friend, especially an astonishingly cuddly Andrew, he ends up taking Andrew back to his apartment with him. He carries Andrew into his apartment and deposits him onto the couch, quickly grabbing a red blanket to cover Andrew as he begins to drift into sleep on the couch – he’s a fetal sleeper, curled up like a kitten.
Without thinking Steven runs his fingers through Andrew’s soft hair, scratching the scalp a little, extracting a soft moan from Andrew.
“Adorable.” Steven murmurs appreciatively. “Such a sweet boy. My sweet darling Drew, the best co-host I could ever ask for.”
Steven thinks Andrew is handsome – ethereal in fact, not that he’d say that out loud to Andrew even while the other man is drunk out of his mind. However, there’s something about having Andrew drowsy and pliant that makes his heart sing, he’s always enjoyed control and at times like this Andrew is happy to relinquish his. He also finds that Andrew looks gorgeous in red.
He’d look even better on his knees, wrapped in red rope, only ever moving because Steven had allowed him to. Andrew has gorgeous green eyes that would shine even better glossed over with tears, little mewls escaping his puffy red lips. Steven would drag it out and watch how Andrew’s body bends and trembles in the throws of passion and desire. Andrew would be moments away from completion only for Steven to stop and make him beg and cry. Andrew would be lovely with tears streaming down his face. Though Steven would only let Andrew cum when he desired it, not because Andrew begged him, after all the best thing comes to those who wait.
Real Andrew’s groan knocks Steven out of his musings, those are dangerous, halting his ministrations and retracting his hand from Andrew’s hair. The action causes the drunk man to whine at the loss and try to lean in closer to Steven to get him to touch again.
“Oh. I didn’t know you were awake.” Steven says perplexed.
“Mmmm. Like your hand.”
Andrew is so awfully cat like that Steven almost laughs at his antics.
“I’m going to go to bed now too, Andrew.” Steven whispers gently, trying to lull the other man to sleep.
“No. Stay.” Andrew whimpers. “Please for me?”
If Andrew was sober, Steven would have relented to his request; but Andrew isn’t sober, and Steven likes control. He enjoys having someone completely at his mercy to cherish and break at the same time – unadulterated trust.
“No. Don’t do that.” He commands sweetly but firm.
Andrew whines, pouting at him. “Why, Stevie?”
“You think every time you say ‘Please? For me?’ I’ll do whatever you want. Well not this time.”
“Please? For me?” Andrew tries once more.
Steven almost cuddles Andrew - almost - but he desires to keep his guise of control up for a little longer.
“No.” He says before leaning down to place a feather soft kiss on Andrew's forehead. “Good night Andrew.”
Steven walks away to his room, turning off the living room life on his way there, leaving Andrew alone.
Has anyone considered a Hannibal au but Standrew??? Steven's a chemistry professor at the University of California and had a passion for forensics but due to his empathy disorder never joined the field. However despite never entering the field officially he is infamous for his accurate deductions to the point the head medical examiner, let's say Shane Madej, is impressed by his work. Head detective Ryan Bergara tries to get Steven to help him on a case but Steven politely declines because he fears the line between himself and the killer will blur. So Ryan enlists the help of Dr. Andrew Ilnyckyj who is not only a famous psychiatrist but also an excellent cook. Andrew is surprised when he first meets Steven at how genuinely sweet and polite he is and how he's trying to decline Ryan but fails since he's such a good soul and people need his help. Twist though Steven is also a serial killer who knows Andrew is one too, but Andrew doesn't know Steven is a serial killer. Cue a lot of mutual pinning and misunderstanding.
Steven also has a clowder of cats whom he adores very much and they adore him, hissing whenever a stranger tries to take Steven
The clowder do not hiss, bite, or attempt to scratch Andrew so Steven takes that as a good sign
Steven also has a few pigs and by accident a wolf that he picked up thinking it was a puppy
Steven gardens too and has lots of really good fruits and vegetables which he gifts to Andrew as a "thank you" for going with him on the case.
Andrew likes Steven's homegrown vegetables and asks him for tips on how to grow them.
Andrew also loves Steven's animals and makes an excuse to come see him
They eventually start spending more time with each other outside the FBI setting
Steven is although bubbly quite weary of Andrew but eventually warms up to him
Andrew likes to make puns which make Steven groan
Andrew is appalled by Steven's eating habits so he invites Steven to eat at his home with friends
The first time Steven eats at Andrew's house, he's eating with Shane, Ryan, Adam, Rie, Annie etc., he asks him what the meat is to which Andrew replies "a special long pig"
Steven has no idea how to react cause he knows exactly what he's eating, it's people, but he doesn't want Andrew to know he knows cause how awkward would it be to explain how you know what it is - also could get stabbed, don't want that
Steven grows very fond of Andrew and is torn between telling Andrew he knows what he is and keeping it a secret so he calls his mother and asks her how to befriend a serial killer
He takes Andrew on friendship dates which send Andrew weird messages like "does he like me? or does he just enjoy my company?"
I’ve read through the entirety of the standrew tag and noticed that there is a lot of fluff. SO I was thinking why not spice it up with a serial killer au?
Except the catch is that they all still work for Buzzfeed.
Ryan decides to do a True Crime episode with Shane about a cold case about a vigilante killer from Ohio that the police dubbed “The Leopard” who seemingly just disappeared into thin air.
The interesting part about the leopard is that his victims are all convicted murderers or sex offenders (the public love him but the police sure don’t). He is called the leopard because of his odd method of dragging his kills (although this is not the method he uses to kill them) up trees and hanging them there to display. The killings continued for a span of 7 years before “The Leopard” completely vanished only to resurface 7 years later.
So you know Steven and Andrew are watching Unsolved True Crime and Steven just kinda points out the inaccurate information and makes offhand comments about how the newer kills were the work of a copycat cause “the Leopard” would never leave a “mess” and never murder an innocent person.
Andrew is amused about Steven’s passion and accuracy on this particular killer just chalking it up to weird teen conversation starters.
Until Steven had to go back to Ohio to solve some family issues and a few days after Steven comes back to LA a body was found in Ohio strung up like all of “the Leopard’s” kills. The only new thing at the scene was a note that says “Brimstone and fire”.
Andrew is bewildered at this odd coincidence and begins to research about “the Leopard” for his own psyche, but the deeper he goes the harder he falls.
Anyhow that is all I got for now. I might start writing this I dunno would anyone be interesting in reading if I did?
reblog and make a wish!
this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)
holy fuck, I didn’t expect this to work, I was like psh, whatever it’s just a quick reblog, but I wished my Dad would actually respond back to me AND HE FUCKING DID A FEW DAYS LATER, I GOT A FUCKING TEXT FROM MY DAD TODAY WHO HASN’T SPOKEN OR RESPONDED TO ME IN MONTHS HOLY FUCK WHAT IS THIS MAGIC IT WORKS.
WTF OKAY SO THIS SHOT ACTUALLY WORKS BECAUSE WHEN I WISHED, I HAD WISHED MY CRUSH WOULD LIKE ME BACK AND GUESS WHAT? I HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW. WHAT THE HELLLLL?????
ok I’ve said this before but IM DOING IT AGAIN THE FIRST TIME I SAW THIS, MY WISH DID COME TRUE SO I REBLOGED AGAIN AND SAID IT IN THE TAGS BUT THEN I WISHED FOR SMTH ELSE AND IT LITERALLY LITERALLY HAPPENED LIKE A COUPLE DAYS LATER WHAT THE HELL SO NOW IM WRITING THIS HERE FOR YOU BC I DONT BELIEVE IN THIS CRAP BUT STILL IT’S AN AWFULLY BIG COINCIDENCE
THE BOY I FELL I LOVE WITH LEFT TO TRAVEL THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD AND HAS BEEN GONE NOW FOR 3 MONTHS. WE HAVENT SPOKEN SINCE BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO MAKE HIM FEEL TRAPPED TO ME AND NOT ENJOY HIS TIME SO I WAITED FOR HIM TO CONTACT ME FIRST. I SAW THIS ON A PARTICULARLY LOW DAY WHEN I WAS MISSING HIM SO MUCH I CRIED FROM THE PAIN, GUYS I REALLY LOVE HIM, SO I THOUGHT MEH WHAT THE FUCK, AND WISHED HE WOULD JUST LET ME KNOW HE WAS OKAY.
I really want a dwarf hamster. I’ve wanted one for so long {I mean daddy has one named Jeffrey but he only lives at his house so I don’t see him much} I really want my own!
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