What is it you desire?

Hello! Please be patient as I update! Feel free to ask questions. This is pretty much a 18+ blog.

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Wait lemme find my funniest non loop gif

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[nightshadow5]

Like looking up and making egg/nut free recipes for my sister, I am tempted to do the same for my mom. Though, right now I think I might be bugging her because I keep discovering new things she can not have and worrying about things like salt and cross contamination. But I worry about that with my sister too, so its really nothing new. I worry anyways, so it might as well be my job to look into shit and fret.

[nightshadow5]

So my mother may or may not have a corn allergy, so I've been kinda digging for things that contain it... Let us just say its in everything and can be in anything. Like toothpaste, salt, flour, spices, vinegar, baking powder, Citric acid, MSG, anything with fructose and dextrose ect...

[chikkou]

people who think a zombie apocalypse would be cool

[fearstainedxwinter]

Reblog if you are into Polyamory Shipping/Ship

It can be your OT3, or maybe your OT3+

[toastpotent-deactivated20250619]

wait wait can you want a dick but not in a guy way but like just to have one???

you can do whatever you want forever

[mycroftrh]

One of the biggest influences on the way I currently see gender and sex and transgender identity was one tiny sentence

When I was talking to my top surgeon, he mentioned that he'd done top surgery on a butch lesbian. She identified fully as a woman, she just wanted a flat chest.

And that... blew my mind. My own desire for a dick and a flat chest is in a guy way, but the freedom of knowing that it doesn't HAVE to be a guy way, that you can just want a body and have it -

That not only is gender presentation in clothes and so forth mix and match, you can treat your body that way too, not only does your gender not have to 'match' your assigned body your chosen gender doesn't have to 'match' your chosen body because all that really matters, on any of it, is what feels right to you -

I was full up on "you can be trans without wanting to change x part of your body" but learning that that could also apply the other way around was what blew my mind and shifted my whole understanding of identity.

[askboxmemethings]

Send in “kabedon” to pin my muse against the wall.

[funnytwittertweets]

[drewluski]

[rolling-away-from-the-sunset]

This chart is amazing! Thank you so much!

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Eat fruit and veggies in season, people! I may add this:

[enigmaticpink]

Do you like enemies to lovers because it’s hot or do you like enemies to lovers because you think of yourself as unlovable & unworthy of love and therefore like the idea of someone seeing all the worst in you right away and still falling in love with you anyways

[gratatata-shalala]

[snow-white-shadow]

Imagine this:

You’re a serial killer, a cannibal and an evil overlord with immense power, loathed or feared (or both) by all Hell’s population. You go on a stroll and you can’t even finish saying “Hello” to someone and they’re already running for their life.

Important thing: you’re also asexual - this is not a bad thing, mind you.

Then, during one of your schemes(?) you meet someone - who has never even heard of you - and the first thing he says to you is “I can suck your d!ck”.

(Image above made by @hazbintweets​)

How would you react? XD

(From HAZBIN HOTEL - Pilot)

[helltore-a]

how writing on tumblr actually feels like

[nightshadow5]

The universe might not actually give a shit about you, but you do matter because your very existence causes ripples across time and space. You have affected people you have never met and will never meet. Everyone is part of the whole butterfly effect thing. Even you sitting there, breathing and taking this in, has an affect on the grand scheme of things.

[nightshadow5]

Sometimes I read a book and feel ‘I will never measure up to this person. The flow of words, the emotions conjured, the world formed before the eyes. I weep before this masterpiece and desire it never ending.’ And then I read another and feel ‘What the fuck is this? I could do better then this using the dullest characters I could ever imagine. What is this flow? It’s like watching a carboard box tumble down the stairs. And these people are so wooden you could string them together and make a raft. This world is stupid and makes no sense. Why did this person do this? The closest the author has come to meeting a human being is one of those really old anatomy text books that showed organs that don’t actually exist and suggest mercury as a suitable treatment for the syphilis.’

[nightshadow5]

Hires a choir to sing ominously to foretell my arrival whenever I go somewhere.

[shoeboxgoblin]

Rejection sensitive dysphoria is wild. Someone will be like “hey just so you know the thing you did was a little bit loud/uncomfortable/insensitive but it’s ok I know you didn’t mean it” and my brain will instantly translate “you should be shot”

[ajani]

The fun other side of this too is when you are afraid of making other people feel that way so you just let shit go 90% of the time even when it’s reasonable and valid to make a comment/critique/etc

[nightshadow5]

The new rp blog

https://the-broken-lyre-inn.tumblr.com/ Ask questions and slowly watch the story unravel. I have all the characters done but I am not sure if I should note them down all at once or reveal them along with the story.

[nightshadow5]

Plans

Ok, so my plan now is to make two new blogs and get rid of heart of mold and the randy dragon. They just have too many posts that even the blog with the lowest count took me an hour to clear. Rping can really make a lot of posts. Anyways, what am I going to do now that I am wiping the slate clean? Well, I am not exactly sure how to describe it... All of them are going to be more area focused I suppose. Two are full worlds, one of which you guys will have more control over the development of.  The first world I don’t have anything planned other than the races and one character. I don’t even have gods for it. The backstory though, is that this world is brand new and reformed from the remains of the old one. Nothing remains of the old world but a few scattered memories some spirits fluttering around have. (Any annons will probably be these spirits. Anything that the gods don’t want known to the new world will be censored by them.) I kinda have Tellus all fleshed out but the other one I don’t even have a name for yet. The Tellus one will mostly be taking place on a nameless island that a god has sent people to colonize. Feel free to ask about it. I have pages of lore on Tellus. Were as I plan for the nameless world to be more high fantasy, this one is a bit more mixed. Tellus has a mixture of everything due to the magic fields on the planet preventing tec from working in certain areas. The gods are also more... Eldritch abominations that can only project humanoid forms of themselves or else they will break everything.  The others are much more smaller in scale. Darkwood is a mysterious little town in the middle of nowhere in the country side named after the black barked trees that surround it. Think lots of farms and fields. I can’t recall if I have played in Darkwood on Tumblr before, but if I have, I have changed things up a bit. Still don’t have a map or anything for it, but I have some locations. I do have a character I plan on using as a everyman for you guys. Don’t know how I should have it so you can influence him though. Perhaps he has a very vivid imagination? The last one is a inn and the area surrounding it. Still don’t have a name yet, but people who wind up at this inn don’t recall how they got there, so another mystery. Might have an everyman guest or perhaps I can use the odd caretaker of the inn to explain things. (I will admit this idea is inspired by something but if I tell anyone who knows what the inspiration, it will spoil the mystery. You are free to guess in private.)