Stardust Shifting 🪄✨

[nikoleatnite]

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ethereal horizons

[nikoleatnite]

manic melody, depressing symphony

I wish I could share

with you

the euphoria I get when

I’m really,

really high

on life.

It feels as if I’m apart from my body.

It’s like a million birds singing with me,

harmoniously.

In my mind, it’s a melody.

A manic melody.

The doctors say this isn’t healthy,

And that my mind is weaponry.

They don’t understand me.

I don’t even understand me.

All I know is that I wouldn’t ever hurt a thing.

Though I may have made my own arm bleed.

The melody starts to scream,

It isn’t harmonious anymore.

But in my mind it’s a symphony.

A depressing symphony.

I’m hurting, but I’m smiling.

Isn’t it concerning?

You would never guess a thing was wrong with me.

Because it’s something you can’t see, it’s something

that goes on within me.

I swallow the pills they give me, but I become a zombie.

The extended release fills my body, and I am no longer me.

I realize this is why I’ve stopped taking the meds they gave me.

They think they stabilize me, but they destroy me.

They change the way I think.

Society wants to mask me, but I just want to be free.

Wouldn’t you just accept me?

[supjrs]

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They say depression and intelligence go hand in hand, well this is Einstein and his therapist.

this breaks my heart

i reblog this every time because i think its an honest reminder of just how human everyone is plus he looks damn adorable

[nikoleatnite]

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This is my one and only ❤️

[nikoleatnite]

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Keep in touch. ❤️💌

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[nikoleatnite]

Hey y’all! I’m still here. Existing, and navigating through this magical thing called life. Back in college, (2014/15- heavily utilized) I used this platform as my diary. Sharing my secrets with the world, sharing my emotions, and just plain expressing myself. I had an epiphany late this evening, and I wondered, “Is Tumblr still a thing? Do people actually still scroll through this? I wanted to check it out! If you’re an OG follower of mine,

“Hello, hi!”

I’ve missed my community, my sphere, my FAMILY so much. I couldn’t believe that when I saw my number of followers, there’s over 200 of you. It made my heart SO HAPPY! You guys have gotten me through some really rough times.

I’ve made it to year 29, and I did a photo shoot about it! A bit extra? Yeah, but I loved every minute during the shoot and I’m obsessed with how they’ve turned out. I’ve struggled through trials and tribulations years ago, and I’ve gotten through many more! I’m happy to be here, and it’s an absolute gift that I am.

Feel free to message me, I’ll be happy to respond!

[nikoleatnite]

I once fell in love with a pizza delivery boy, who eventually broke my heart. He said I have nothing to offer him, and I laughed and said, “okay pizza delivery boy”... 😂

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GO LAKERS!!!! ☺️🏀

[nikoleatnite]

The one time I was in a music video 😃

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Oh, this old thing? 🤪

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Pls don’t mind my messy room 😝

[nikoleatnite]

I miss the way you’d make my toes curl 😈

[nikoleatnite]

We miss u 😔

I need to start posting more again. I miss uuuuu! ❤️

[nikoleatnite]

I still love him 😵