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[nishimmortal]

its all my bad desire

samar (summer) ⟡ she/her ⟡ south asian ⟡ twenty-two

jay ⟡ jake ⟡ ni-ki biased

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[nishimmortal]

so you hate us..

i couldn’t pick one so you can have all of them

STOP IT NO I DONT i’ll actually cry stop im sorry ok 😢😢😢😢

if u saw my calendar rn…

it’s actually horrible like bye

[nishimmortal]

yo genuinely i’m in the weirdest limbo of being burnt out and feeling like my brain has been juiced of all writing ideas while also missing writing so bad and wanting to flipping post something WTF BRO SEDATE ME

every time i sit down and tell myself im gonna write i give up after like 2 mins what is going onnnnnn 🥀🥀🥀 (this is what happens when im employed)

trying my best to lock in ok i’m thinking i’ll aim to post every thursday

i’m very sorry i love u all i miss u all seriously 😢

please forgive me and don’t kill me ok love u bye

[nishimmortal]

I'm genuinely gonna travel to wherever to live to go on my knees and beg for an update PLEASE PLEASE WE'RE GETTING STARVED 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

LISTENNNNN LISTEN

i’m going to try to come up with a posting schedule so i can hold myself accountable and also give myself a realistic amount of time to write and post without burning myself out like i’ve done 🥲

im thinking i’ll pick a day and post something at least once a week (ik it sucks but im just SO BUSY and burnt out)

anyways stay tuned ok im gonna figure this out ily 😔

[nishimmortal]

YKW IM SICK AND TIRED OF THIS WE USED TO GET AN UPDATE EVERY SINGLE BLOODY DAY NOW WE ARE HERE DEHYDRATED AND BEGGING FOR A POST 🙏🙏🙏🫪🫪🫪🫪 COME BACK.

reporting live from my work bathroom IM SORRY BRO TRULY IM SORRY 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢

i will try to post by tomorrow ok 😔

[ikeusnupii]

10 PEOPLE I’D LIKE TO GET TO KNOW ˎˊ˗ 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯

tyyy @mytwinsung for tagging me !! 🤍 (granted like a week ago...)

last song: sun has set - beabadoobee (I WON THE FREAKING TICKETMASTER)

currently watching: never ending summer, it's this c-drama that i keep seeing everywhere but i haven't watched it yet but i'm planning to soon :p

current obsession: photography 👀 i just love when my feed looks clean and aesthetic like it just makes me happy inside, sooo i've been experimenting with different digis

currently reading: re-reading the percy jackson series 😛 (I CANT WAIT FOR SEASON 3 AND FOR THE EPIC THE MUSICAL MOVIE)

currently working on: riki's part of lens unfocused... I'LL GET IT OUT SOON I SWEAR I'VE JUST BEEN SO BUSY 😭😭

currently wearing: a thin tank top and jorts because it's so FREAKING HOT. house slippers too ig

last google search: the weather... 💀 donno why i keep searching that when i KNOW theres a freaking heatwave everyday 💔💔

fav flower: magnolias ^^ they’re so big and pretty and they smell good and they look so delicate andand (or lilies for the same reasons lol)

✿ tagging: @noirellee @veorise @whiskimsy (im too shy to tag 10 people...)

[veorise]

10 PEOPLE I’D LIKE TO GET TO KNOW ˎˊ˗ 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯

ty love @ikeusnupii for tagging me :3 🤍

last song: about you -the 1975 (i am a yearner :/)

currently watching: smallville (for the 3rd time)

current obsession: designing (ilovefashion)

currently reading: i dont read much but the last book i read was "to kill a mockingbird"

currently working on: all my wips

currently wearing: over sized white tee with black shorts?

last google search: differentiation formulas

fav flower: pink and white lillies ^^ i love them they just look sooooooo pretty gosh

಄ tagging: loml @woninlove (idontknowmuchwritersonthisapp)

[woninlove]

10 PEOPLE I’D LIKE TO GET TO KNOW ˎˊ˗ 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯

tysm for tagging me!! ily @veorise !!

last song : espresso - sabrina carpenter

currently watching : spider man : homecoming

current obsession : polka dots and little trinkets!!

currently reading : the Harry Potter series (currently on book 4)

currently working on : all my smaus + 2 written/smau fics

currently wearing : light pink tanktop + long white skirt

last google search : which teams are left in the World Cup (I don’t watch it 😭)

fav flower : plumeria flowers!!! (they’re so pretty and smell so nice 💗)

tagging!! : @ptolemaeiia @nishimmortal @jakesimfromstatefarm @strawberrywonnie @jaehyp @heejamas @piercedjake @chosolvrr @n1shinik @hazelira

[nishimmortal]

10 PEOPLE I’D LIKE TO GET TO KNOW ˎˊ˗ 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯

thanks for the tag bae @woninlove 🥹

last song: chaap tilak - abida parveen & rahat fateh ali khan

currently watching: love island usa…

current obsession: pine ridge on roblox 🙈

currently reading: nothing atm but i’ve been considering rereading misery by stephen king (my fav)

currently working on: chefs kiss part 2 💋

currently wearing: hello kitty pyjama pants and a black mickey mouse tank top #mixandmatch

last google search: how to unplug an ear (i have a cold…🥲)

fav flower: jasmine and baby’s breath 🤍

tagging: @crimswon + any of my moots 🥹✌️

[nishimmortal]

who’s ur ideal final 3 for love island?

1. brinity

2. brinity

3. brinity

4. me and jay, ni-ki, and jake (poly)

honourable mention: melanie, kayda (not with zach or sincere), aniya + carl (but aniya is on thin ice for giving melanie bad advice)

everyone else can get TFFFF outta my villa expeditiously. oh and send caleb back in there while we’re at it

[nishimmortal]

MAMAS BACK WITH CHEF JAY I COULD KISS U ON THE MOUTH INTIMATELY RN

call me corbin from love island #canigetakiss

[nishimmortal]

Jsyk you’re awesome, cool, pretty and ilysm <3

STOP IT IM BLUSHING i love u

[nishimmortal]

Hi..so I just binged your stuff. And I love you...ahem..your stories....i love your stories....

No but fr you are so talented and I think your my new favorite author 😇

I also think you are keeping the boys really true to themselves. Like you are keeping the characters real...and idk it just feels right...

..yeah that's all!

Keep going! 💕

thank u so so much i’m giving u a big fat kiss through the screen right now 🥹🥹

[nishimmortal]

omg do you want to be moots???? You’re so cool and your works are so amazing!!

why yes i do… THANK U 🥹🥹🫶🫶

[nishimmortal]

No, I haven't been stalking your blog for the past few days, i just happened to be here when ur online 🫪

ohhhh don’t call it stalking just call it being attentive 😍😍😍

[nishimmortal]

nishimama comeback 🙏🙏🫩🫩🫩🤓🤓💔💔😔😔😭🥹🧌🧌🫪🫪🫪👅🤓🫩🙏🙏💔

nishimama makes a comeback once in a blue moon these days 😢😢😢 but i’m trying to get back to it so for now enjoy new chef jay content 🫡

[nishimmortal]

Did mother finally succumb to the 12 hour shift💔💔💔💔

There had better be cake at that funeral

i succumbed and then i rose again

[nishimmortal]

more jay smaus PLEASE 😔

please please please please please please please please please pleaaas

boy do i have news for you…😋😋😋

[nishimmortal]

chef's kiss

you're chef park's new culinary intern

content: smau ⟡ chef!jay x culinarystudent!reader ⟡ profanity ⟡ chef jay agenda continues ⟡ mentions of drinking

a/n: another chef jay story cause i can't help myself... hey at least i posted something for once right 🥹 go follow my insta @ nishimmortal ! i post teasers and polls for future posts on there so check it out :)

to be added to my taglist, please visit my taglist post!

masterlist ⟡ 1 ⟡ 2 (if you're viewing this from a reblog please check the original post or my masterlist for updates! (because reblogs don't update when i edit the og post)

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permanent taglist: @shaiimuraaa @iuuuugdh @goatedwiththesaucedotcom @almostdelightfuldragon @zurove @wonuziex @house0fballoonz @satorus-slut @hi00000234567 @cokewithcameron @jvngw0nlvr @heesroses @yashiehehehe @luvv1anime @yoanalovesyouuu @hrts4pepsi @drkbl00d @b1scuitwxngss @heartheejake @raebaebears @meowza1 @skteez101 @aslxriki @sstrawbxrry @glizzab3ll @lovleycherryy @vmpiricou @ynnii @jakeycakeys @enhaxlhs @chranassaurus @cinnamonen @heartmira @cherryluvssss @verozkkii @bitemhoon @iluvvvcandy @noritajw @gracesalvatore @enha7beshit @savageislandanchor @vanillaxbambi @xokittye @lilyhaslowiron @hueningaholic @erehkinnie30 @luxynjun @heeluvs-01 @ghcstgirll @en1009log

[asy-555]

new tag game

If u were a mythological or fantasy creature, what would u be and what would ur power be?

I think I'd be a mermaid; my power would be the ability to talk to animals

tags: @vampurrss @sincereleedoll @sullengun @delicatefawn-222 @paranoiddollie @cruelgirll @fallenangelparts @worstangelalive @beethovnerotica @hero1nchic21 @gleno0phobia @riacain @thepearlsuicides @thr0wnd0wn @ghostykie + open tags!

[sincereleedoll]

hihihi tysm for the tag @crying-b1tchxx 🦄🦄

um i think i would be a mermaid as well or a fairy n my power would be mind reading 🧘‍♀️

tags - @sparklingsonderingdeer @teetharoundorgans @sprklemuffinn @cruelgirll @sullengun @beethovnerotica @strongbabydoll999 @springfairey @holyspirit6 @frankkensteindolly @harlotstarlet777 @girlrottinginmyroomallday @myiconislizzygrant n anyone else !! i js tag the same mutuals all the time mostly so don't feel as if u have to respond

[myiconislizzygrant]

thanks for the tag ♡

I would want to be a mermaid and my power would be invisibility!

@chuu-chuu-train @rigatoniorsomething @millie42 @manicuredrot @mvalenkr @lilacletterss @kajalcorpse @justacheeser @jeante13 @hummingkittis @deadpiraterobert + all my other moots!

[chuu-chuu-train]

my mummy said i would be a unicorn 🦄

and i say my power would be shapeshifting because... because!

🏷️: @xxxlasombramidnightxxx @moonga-sucks @kwatzaya @cedar-slaughter (im so scared we never interact please don't throw tomatoes at me😢) @helovesmyheartshapedsunglasses13 @sillyguyz4ever + open tags

[kwatzaya]

ty for the tagggg !!! <333

I think I'd be a phoenix bc they look really cool. hopefully I'm pink and not orange tho. I'd be able to teleport (and fly, obviously).

tags : @kainscurse @j4ny @wonbubee @ivewhops2 @zooweemimi @veegotnuked @avoident101 @thegreatamericangenocide @vincian4 @mykamaar @junewasneverhere @bloomzone @starryeyedmysandrist @bonyuterus @honeybutterjellytoast @utterlywhimsy @june-bug16 @kikichoo @applepieandcupcakess @motel88 @sugarskullsweetheart @cupcakessprinklesandchocolate @fairyprincessqueen14 @cinnamonbunny111 @purplebear529 @lunarbrushed @dollyisblogging @4everisneverenough @kristine-aura @violentfemm3s @gnabisms @theamazing4steve @riacain @vooodooodolly @dqlntsxx @welaughuntilourribsgettough @miffywrld @fushihearts @exorsiaan @tsumiinum @gigiovnn and open tags to whoever wants to participate !!

[utterlywhimsy]

Thank you for the tag ^^

I would be a fairy and my power would be going back in time

(and I would have a pet unicorn ofc ♡🪽)

tags: @applepieandcupcakess @izzyapricot @frizzycurls @hazying @maneaterc @princessgirlluver @sunnyfawn7 @yuuuna-is-iconic @littemisfortune @skiintyfiaa @anxiousbonsai @girlrottinginmyroomallday + any of my moots ❤︎

[izzyapricot]

hii ty for the tag @utterlywhimsy <3

100% mermaid, i <3 the sea , and my power would probably be conjuring ! (i have read too much kotlc 😔)

this is suchh a cool tag game!!!

no pressure tagss -> @electricalwiseheart @rebelangel707 @frizzycurls @sunnyfawn7 & anyone !!! tag me i wanna see your vibe lols

[frizzycurls]

thank you for the tag @izzyapricot and @utterlywhimsy 💗💗

i think I would be a mermaid ! I love love love the beach and swimming and I just think they're so cool 🤭

but I kinda wanna switch it up and say if be an elf (I, too, have read too much kotlc) but I feel like the kind of like woodsy ones that shoot arrows (yes, the ones from lotr) 🌺

my superpower?? something to do with controlling fire or water I think that's so cool!

no pressure tags (seriously if you don't want to you don't have to!)---> @boochinapop, @pearlykisses, @valarrsgirl, @luv4alaina, @luckybug48, @madebyposeidon, @sincerelycrescent, @sarae-intj +any other moots that wants to (i probs didn't tag you to bother you and bc I'm lazy 😬)

[sarae-intj]

Thx @frizzycurls, I'd be a goddess (Athena or Persephone) and my superpower would be mind control, but I'd only use it to make ppl do good things and help others.

@wenosluv @thuohgts @yeokii @angelfacediary @prettyp1nkmushr0oms @slurp-on-kaydih @solonenova @kvegawari @jaffacakejackson @little-timmy8206 @cutieadorablepup @nirevana

@nishimmortal @mvsticmoony @mellowcakes04

Moots +other ppl I follow

[nishimmortal]

thank u for the tag @sarae-intj !!

tbh i fear im too boring to be a mythological creature…i love the vampire vibe but i also think i’d hate being literally allergic to sunlight so that’s a no…

i think being an elf would be cool i’d love to aura farm and i’d choose teleportation as my ability because #needthat

tags: @crimswon + literally anyone who wants to participate 🥹✌️