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July 8, 2025

It's your birthday, my love. And it makes me sad that I am not with you anymore. So, how was your birthday? I heard that you are problematic right now. I am sorry that I am not there with you right now :(

It's been a year, and we are not together anymore. I miss you so much, and how ironic that the girl that you are seeing right now is mad at me and messaged me haha but I feel sorry for her, no hatred.

I guess the last message that I have sent through your messenger will be my last. And I will never. Ever. Message you again.

This is me telling myself that I will let this love fade and will let you be. I love you so much, and I miss you so much. I will always love you from afar. My Greatest Love

February 25, 2023 - We decided to take a PT. Came out positive.

January was so stressful for me, Peanut. Thought I got my period. But it was miscarriage bleeding. But thank God you stayed on mommy’s belly.

February 27, 2023 - Me and Daddy Vincent decided to take a check up.

*NOTE* me and your daddy is no longer together honey, but we stayed as parents for you love.

March 3, 2023 - The day I was so excited to see you because it’s ultrasound day baby. Me and your Daddy are so excited. The way I saw you my peanut makes me wanna cry all over again baby.

But all happiness has it end. The doctor told me that I was 9 weeks pregnant and sadly you don't have a heartbeat. I was so out of words that day. And no one knows how hard to bear with the pain I’m dealing right now.

March 15, 2023 - The day of Curettage. It was so painful but nothing beats the pain I’m having right now... Missing you.

Love, mommy misses you so much right now. Every hour, everyday. It hurts me more than anything. I miss you more than life, Peanut.

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