NORTH ✷

alex ted north . they/it ⭐ star/stars 🦊 19 . ru.eng . libra 🪴

[norrthie]

[pinned is in process of remaking ughh it takes. time.]

howdy! welcome to my attic :D

I'm Alex or Ted, either is okay :P

I speak english and russian and a bit of spainish! My favourite colour is red :D and i don't like apples post most of my art like comms and such on my telegram channel [RU]

Obsessed with that cube game and random youtubers who play it! I watch a lot of hermitcraft, life smp and want to start watching empires smp :P I also own minecraft if you want to play together *wink wink*

I'm REALLY talkative and can spend hours and hours talking about block people, craft game and my oc's lore (even tho i don't post it, i mostly use tumblr to post my fanart) lmk if i get annoying i never know when to shut up ><

Psst! Will is a dead name and i have really bad assotiations with it, please don't use it :)

[tetraduck]

Ethubs hang out together late at night

Impulse: You know how Bdubs is, when he’s on he’s in get it built mode

Etho: Or he’s hanging out with me

Impulse: Yeah, or he’s hanging out with you if it’s later

Skizz: …Boy that was commanding

[breathaaaaa]

Hey there!

[heyscaredycat]

some pages from my 2024 zine 'neurodivergent pop-ups'

[norrthie]

i am too stupid for a big boy job

weepy ted using a smoke break as an excuse for a nice ugly sobbing sesh

[terminologbc]

birthday gift for my friend @rastapenguinstuffkhehblyat

[goljie]

[barkrooms]

minecraft advancement for when you start testosterone

[norrthie]

OHNO DIED AGAIN

im planning on posting a bit more, not just fan art but my art in general !!!! and more block people ofc. im alive, in therapy and doing well overall :D

sum more under cut ig

hello !!! last couple of months have been pretty rough. problems in uni, HUGE financial debts due to stupid medical expenses and im getting expelled now, but im not giving up! looking for a barista job atm (or retail! i wana sell stationery), dropping out of uni to lift this weight of my shoulders (i hated my degree. oh how much i hated it)

yea something like that!

[kenya2006art]

Well, here's the finished work! Thanks to Biky for his help with shadows, lights and effects!

[norrthie]

this is oomf!!! go give him a follow :D

[norrthie]

i forgot i had tumblr LMAO

[vexcraft]

the horrors

[vexcraft]

[norrthie]

can i just tell you to be smart and to not trust a random user on humble tumblr.com with your health? can i?

talk to your doctor, ask them questions, push them for answers, but please for the love of all the gods in the world don't just accept a diagnosis from a random anon user

you don't know them, they don’t know you and they can't know what exactly is happening with you and in your brain to just tell you what you have and don't have

you can have hundreds of 'same' experiences with hundreds of users and you will still have it different in some way

just

be safe, be smart and don't give youself a diagnosis just because 'It looks like it because this random person said it looks like theirs, so surely'

hi! im aware that a random user on humble tumblr dot com isnt a doctor, and im not going to diagnose myself with anything until i talk to my doctor. i am not accepting anything for now, rather doing research and looking for how to manage things that are bothering me :3c i never self diagnose, i write down what exactly is wrong and talking to other people and their experiences just helps me to put my thoughts and feelings into words and coherent sentences i could share with my therapist, because sometimes its hard to explain exactly what is wrong, and then i see someone say something and it's like "shit thats exactly what i experience but in words".

i understand that every brain works differently, so im not claiming anything until it's official, but thank you for your advice! ill keep it in mind :3

[norrthie]

hi tumblr! i have a slightly weird question, sorry in advance if it sounds stupid

as an autistic person, i have different "modes" of my brain that can be triggered at different times. they have like different interests and sometimes different memories?? (like when im agere or very hyperfocused on art or when everything goes foggy) so I sometimes leave notes for myself, but all of them are still me and it's nothing to worry about — as explained by my therapist during our last session.

i was thinking of making sonas these states since they're kinda unique, but im afraid it might be kinda disrespectful to people with DID?? i don't know how i even came up with it but now im really worried about being disrespectful to people please tell me im not weird LMAO

[norrthie]

this thing makes me very nervous, sometimes genuinely scares me. i cursed a lot today - i barely curse usually. i was quite toxic to my friend (thank gods she laughed it off.) and said things i regret even though usually a complete opposite

how do you fight it and how do i make my weird brain work normally it's been bothering me for years and i waved it off as being "a weird kid" but now im noticing it much more and it's bothering me how im saying shit I don't mean for no reason (wdym i told my friend i hate that soda i chugged 3 cans of just a day before. id die for it what do you mean you don't fucking like it.)

can you tell im mad

[norrthie]

get turned into an oc you rude ass idiot

[norrthie]

Im not sure if there are other anons but both of the answered ones have been me lmao. Hello im the humble system who is trying to shake you into accepting yourself(ves). Feel free to give me an anon tag if you want to summon me, I'll be lurking

hi hi hello hello i actually have a ton of questions and no one to ask :_D because i know nothing about it LMAO

also if you want to give yourself an anon tag that would be cute because I don't want to choose for you :3c

[norrthie]

your therapist clearly didnt know about DID because oh boy you're so plural. If you've been experiencing this since you were a kid that's the final nail in the coffin. I really hope your next appointment goes well but please dont brush off DID forever if they say no, a lot of doctors dont know how it manifests in people and can misdiagnose

tysm! ill definitely mention it

who are you precious anon now i feel like i just have to let you know what she says after the appointment (IF I DON'T FORGET ABOUT IT LMAO ill write it down)

[norrthie]

North please adhd and autism does not cause this you have alters. you have DID please the sooner you accept it the easier life will become for you. That "version of you" is an alter who doesnt like soda please can you hear me

i was told by my previous therapist its like states of mind/mood that can be caused by overstimulation and diagnosed me with shizoid disorder 😔 and that saying no to things i love is like an automatic rejection and since im constantly aware of the stuff that's going on i might just need more time to process the question or whatever

hasnt disgusted it with my current psychiatrist yet i have an appointment in a month but ill write it down and ask her, ty!