my backup blog

[almostademon]

if you know me irl please leave i am god’s mistake

[notademonthough]

intimacy is so much easier when there’s no weight to it. you play at being lovers like a child stepping into a role. may i kiss you, and may i lay my head in your lap, may i rest my shoulders against yours when i am weary? you may and you may and you may, so long as you swear to me each time that you will never mean it in earnest.

[notademonthough]

just this quote yeah

[notademonthough]

post malone ft sza, staring at the sun // henry david thoreau, walden // twenty one pilots, truce // minecraft end poem

[notademonthough]

arthur miller, the crucible // mitski, francis forever // poem by me // marina, goodbye // mitski, old friend

[notademonthough]

being female is exhausting. it’s screaming at your mother, hating her for never understanding, it’s weeping in your bedroom when she tells you you deserve the best, it’s looking up like you never aged past six, asking every time, “was that good? am i finally good? will you ever love me like you were supposed to?”

no thoughts just this quote,,,,

[notademonthough]

HNFHSLDHDOHDSKDKSGDIDJ

what is the POINT of LIVING if dannyphantom.exe doesn’t even know i exist

[notademonthough]

please stop seeing this i beg

[notademonthough]

love it when my parents are like “you’re so different from when you were a kid” yeah mom i’m probably clinically depressed now so that could be it

[notademonthough]

HOW are colleges fucken finding me jesus christ nyu and u of denver both sent me actual paper letters i’m going nuts

[notademonthough]

how i tried to vibe to katy perry’s i kissed a girl (gay bop): attempted to drop to my knees and then bob my head up and down violently like a punk rocker

what actually happened: smashed my nose into my knee really hard and earned a great deal of concern from my brother

[notademonthough]

*to the tune of marina and the diamonds’s obsessions*

i’ve got DEPRESSION

[notademonthough]

hey guys what the fuck is an orbital

[notademonthough]

not to be a simp but dannyphantom.exe? has a youtube? and for research purposes i will be watching it over and over again. god i’m a fucking simp

[notademonthough]

what a wretched fucking existence this is

[notademonthough]

HNFHSLDHDOHDSKDKSGDIDJ

what is the POINT of LIVING if dannyphantom.exe doesn’t even know i exist

[notademonthough]

just had The most wholesome interaction with an artist in like a decade guys please go follow @sberrymango on instagram their jojo art is god-tier and i hope they never die

[notademonthough]

me, running on fumes with my iron deficiency asserting its dominance: CHONKOLATE CHIMP COOKEY

*proceeds to laugh for five minutes*