˚₊‧꒰ა Ronia ໒꒱‧₊˚

•┈┈┈••✦ 18+ ✦••┈┈┈• 𝟸𝟸・𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢/𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚖 ・𝙲𝙵𝚂/𝙼𝙴 ﹒⪩⪨﹒ ʚ♡ɞ 𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑒𝑟 𝑣𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑗-𝑓𝑎𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑜𝑛 ʚ♡ɞ

[notsocutelife]

SELF INTRODUCTION

* sweeps dust off an abandoned blog*

Oh, Helloo! :D I haven’t been on this account in ages, but I decided that I needed a private place to losermax, thus here I am. Wanted to start this page off with a proper introduction and some warnings, so this is just something small about me and what this blog will be about

(This account is +18!!)

- ABOUT ME -

Blog introduction

I revived this old account, so I could have a void for picking at my brain without worrying someone irl could see my yammering. Chronic illness has made my mental spiraling worse, and I desperately need a place to let it all out when therapy isn’t an option. I’m not going to exclusively post vents, but my current life situation is difficult, so it will be a common occurrence. While I don’t want to put this page into any specific boxes, I do find a lot of comfort in the jirai and menhera communities, so I will most likely be lingering there! I like filling my not so cute life with cuteness, so I aspire to make my brain vomit disposal look adorable despite it’s messy contents ദ്ദിˊᗜˋ*)

Basic info

I decided I want to use Ronia here, I’m currently testing out different names to see what I like :)) I’m a 21yo genderfluid struggleposter from Finland, so I speak both english and finnish fluently, and I prefer they/them pronouns. I’ve been bedridden from severe CFS/ME since june 2021, and I’m an ambulatory wheelchair user

Likes & hobbies

Illustration and character design

Pullip dolls & BJD’s

Living dolls

Anime, manga & LN’s (MXTX, Witch hat atelier, Dunmesh, Trigun, apothecary diaries, etc)

Reading fanfics

J-fashion (EGL, ryosangata, dark girly)

Interested in studying japanese & mandarin!

Video games (genshin, HSR, open worlds, rythm games, silly PvP shooters, etc)

Otomes lol

Mythology

Babymetal, Vocaloid, Utaus & old nightcore

- MUST READ -

• I will be posting about potentially triggering topics, such as

venting about my chronic illness

being bedridden

medical abuse

psych ward abuse

health anxiety (mainly heart related)

self isolation

self destructive behavior

suicidal ideation

shopping as a coping mechanism

weight

eating disorders (ARFID, ana tendencies)

OCD

possibly more, this list is incomplete

I will try to tag everything accordingly, but this is mainly my own personal blog for self soothing so I might not remember it everytime

• For the reasons above, this page is +18!!! If you’re a minor and you follow me, or regularly interract with my vent posts, I will block you. This isn’t personal in any way, I just don’t feel comfortable venting around minors. If you’re a minor and are seeking support for CFS/ME, the biggest CFS/ME subreddit is a great place for advice and peer support! :)

• If you follow me and see my vent posts pop up, please don’t feel pressured to interract. I’m always thankful for support, but this blog is purely for airing out my unfiltered thoughts, and I don’t hold count on who interracts with them. I felt this had to be said, because heavy posts can feel pressuring to some people and I don’t want to cause that kind of stress for anyone.

• likewise, I’m very bad at socializing and it causes me post extertional malaise (PEM), so I might mostly lurk here <3 I’m a very anxious person and regularly relapse into social isolation for weeks or months due to my own self doubts, so I don’t think I’m mentally well enough to hold healthy friendships rn even when I’d really want to :”D Moots are always welcome tho, it would be nice to meet people with similar interests or struggles <3

• dividers by @anitalenia •

[jiraisupportgroup]

[renthony]

There's a difference between "disabled" and "legally recognized as disabled," and I just want to give a shout-out to all the other disabled people who don't have formal diagnoses, who don't have access to benefits of any kind, who don't have the ability to use even the shittiest and least-helpful resources, because the process of getting legal recognition for disability sucks ass.

And another shout-out to all the disabled people who purposely avoid getting diagnosed, because official diagnoses can be used against you, and you're unable or unwilling to risk it.

[valtsv]

i've had enough of being so brave about it i want to start screaming

[mymelodyange1]

[azztiph]

Sometimes u just need to sob and scream and cry and bitch about ur disability

I think a lot of people feel like they need to be at completely at peace with their disability

And you don’t!

Be mad be sad be pissed off!

[bbq-summerdaddy-deactivated2018]

Clap your hands if you’re actually low key mentally ill as fuck and can hardly handle anything and you feeling like no one actually likes you at all and all you wanna do is sleep your life away

[jiraisupportgroup]

[bitter---wing]

... reblog to lift prev's heinous generational curse

[tomoike2525]

tokyo street snap

[decomails]

[s1xseasonsandamov1e]

Making a tag game cause I can

Rules: post 4 fictional characters you relate to and assume something about the person you reblogged from based on their characters

No pressure tag! @sidneyoftheblackwoods @mqstermindswift @stars-and-birds @zenilvar @forever-chained-to-myself @themidnightarcher @skeelly @thepencilsnameissteve @thislove-taylorsversion @thislifeissweeterthanfiction @swiftieannah @a-pessimistic-swiftie @catastrxblues @jellycanon @what-about-wendy and anyone else who wants to join<3

[leilablr]

wasn’t tagged but i’d like to join

the first one is mainly referring to gojo but i do relate to geto in some ways

@arijaiscool, @glitch-studios, @microraptorhours, @frankiefridayyy, @sykatz, and anyone else who wants to join

all tags are no pressure ofc

[nyanbyler]

thank youuu for the tags :3

i assume you're queer and tend to either talk a lot or barely talk. also get nervous often

im going to leave it there because i don't kin a lot of characters, and ion even kin phoebe that much T_T but im literally killua zoldyck and syaoran Ii!!!

npt: @i-promise-i-am-not-on-drugs @swiftlyconehead i forgor what other people exist so uhh + anyone who'd like to join

[i-promise-i-am-not-on-drugs]

HIII!! Ty for the tag :33

I'm gonna assume that you tend to hide how you feeling behind a smile and that you really could use a hug. *hugging you*

Here are mines! :D

Npt<3 @pythoness94 @purple-racoon-80 @miwiromantics @apurplesloth @sillylittlerock @scroofy-was-here and anyone else! :)

[pythoness94]

Gonna assume you're really funny but also wildly depressed.

@zia-zee-bee @vampiregirl58 @purple-racoon-80 @gustingdivinity @shinyj3lly @red-raven707 @swiftlyconehead @far-cry-from-finality @chouthechaoticraccoon

[red-raven707-deactivated2025032]

I’m gonna assume that you’re smart and nice, but maybe a little introverted

Not sure who to tag so join in if you see this 💓

[thegayestaddams]

Ooh I wanna do this!!!

I think ur a bit anxious n unsure n maybe sometimes feel insecure in ur relationships, but u act nonchalant abt it. Also ur actually really smart n very caring, not to mention funny n perhaps a silly lil guy :)

(Art by @/likeafunerall)

No pressure tags: @itslikesearcingforsomething @sykatz @bluearacari @iheartrobinbuckley @mrincrediblyblind @tripleatechie @clericallyinsane @noihavenosanitythanksforasking

sorry if u got tagged multiple times

[tripleatechie]

Brain wasn't braining and I didn't read the full description lol

I am going to assume you feel very different from the other people around you. I'm not sure who the two on the left are tho

Thanks for the tag!

They're all so smiley😊

No pressure

@onesingularbraincell @paranormaltheatrekid @therandomtoad @thearcanecat @enjamin-the-benitor @inkwell-illustrations @a-fucking-tornado @multi-fandomdisaster

And anyone else!

[inkwell-illustrations]

Thank you for the tag!!

I'm sorry, the only character I know out of these four is Paul so I'm gonna to assume your autistic and that you have social anxiety!

No pressure

@paranormaltheatrekid @crescentrivers @thestarsearcher @antitheticaldreamgirl444 @thegirlwholikesmusicals @ollieedolliee @mushroomfriendforyou

[thepoetofthesky]

THANK U FOR THE TAG :3

assuming ur uhhhhmmmmmmm errmmm very cool yup yup

my sillies heh

@kairithemang0

@tobytheeggo

@xylophxn

@musicaljam

@thesouthernsocialist (no pressure for any of these!)

and anyone else who wants to join!!

[riotcowgrrl]

you’re a perfectionist who aims to be kind but is conscious of their own ego

@savannahwiththegreenest-eyes @sundewhasaudhd @mountaindewgay @sky-is-purple-because-i-said-so @ali-is-tired @fadecrow @justacl0wn @badegglliot @paulacocks @the-trash-eating-llama

[ofalltheblackstars-deactivated2]

gay, likes cats, geek, theatre kid

I literally don’t know who to tag lol I’m sorry if ur not my mutuals I can’t remember 😭 @freddy-owo @ghost-bud @hy4c1nthh @justtransteenagerstuff

[hy4c1nthh]

hrurhurhr ty for the tag!! I'm gonna assume you can or make yourself appear well-put together and cheery and stuff, and normally TRY to stay optimistic, but it never ends up too well and you find yourself in the trenches 💔

@vee1021 @kitchenaidmixer02 @birchtreecat @sillysillynoodles @give-me-your-heart @songfawn @cellphone-love-story @blacksorrow-untiltheend + open tagsies!!! /nf

[birchtreecat]

uh basing it purely off of ena bc I have NO idea who the other characters are,,, you’re super passionate and care a lot about things n have super high standards for yourself which kinda. has ya tweaking. just a smidge.

for anyone who might not know the characters-

Orla/Orio from Pokemon Horizons

Mizuki Akiyama and Ena Shihonome from pjsk

Madoka from Puella magi!!

taggiesss :3!!!

@ki-2-your-heart @carro179 @queenoforeos + anyone who wants in!!!

[ki-2-your-heart-deactivated2025]

1. Immediately cool :33

2. You try n stay optimistic + hopeful though it doesn’t always work, and you’re super dedicated to the things you care about

@amia-679 @jiraisaki-kanade @failure-girl-fuyu @toxetta @warriorsyuri @shortcakedoggie-reblog @clementinesforthesoul @piko-chan @xxcontractdemonxx

[amia-679-deactivated20250716]

im assuming youre a perfectionist who covers up their true feelings yet tries to help people as best as they always can while being a bit shy :333

tags!! (sorry if you were double tagged </3): @sleepy-princette @criminaldoenjangjjigae @jiraiema @shortcakedoggie @not-jiraikasa-kun open tags cause im a bit slow rn..

[sleepy-princette]

♔ I think you get super dedicated and passionate to stuff you’re interested in and like sharing those interests cause it’s a way to show others you’re thinking of them ♔

♔ Tags: @notsocutelife @bitter---wing @jiraiema @magicalumi + Open tags! ♔

[notsocutelife]

Hmmmm my crystal ball of fandom knowledge is telling me you might’ve had a difficult childhood where you had to perform a certain way or to a specific standard to be accepted. It could’ve made you repress your own feelings at the time, but you managed to hold onto your own dreams for yourself which kept you going forward. You’re very resilient and seek communities where people can freely express themselves 💖 Also you love j-pop, cutesy clothes and probably cats!!

(Thank you for always tagging me in tag games Frisk, seeing these pop up in my notifs makes me so so happy ✧( ु•⌄• )◞◟( •⌄• ू )✧ 💖)

Shijima Mei (TBHK) Shi Qingxuan (TGCF)

Mel Medarda (Arcane) Viktor (Arcane)

Told myself ”one character from each fandom” and then proceeded to ignore my own words because I couldn’t choose oops

Tag jumpscare 🏷️

@meowchacafe @my-ann-melody @det0nate @j1raiv4mp @name-given @princessfaerygia @10000demonsallwannabeme @prophetsjirai @m3nherapr1ncesss2 @ukebait @midnights-wish @devoted--angel @devoted-matryoshka @mysleeangel + anyone who wants to jump in :3 <3

[jiraiangelkaori]

Reblog if your moots are goated

[slayventurine]

Twitter is dying!! Reblog to make it die faster ^_^

[jiraisupportgroup]

[massiveloserfemcel]

[notsocutelife]

Had a doctor’s appointment on Valentine’s day and experienced an identity crisis because apparently my official height in the medical records is 169cm and not 166,4cm🧍Actually ended up being 167,5cm after a check… I think I might be made of liquid and shapeshift unconsciously guys, what if I measure myself again and I’m somehow 180cm???