#thoughts.meow

[notsocutelife]

I keep forgetting that normal people don’t feel slightly uncomfortable at all times, and they can just go about their day without sparing a single thought on how their body is feeling. One of my first thoughts, when seeing people having fun outside, is always ”how are they not in unbearable dicomfort rn?” until I realize that oh yeah I’m chronically ill and most people aren’t bedridden lmao

[notsocutelife]

That one japanese jirai girl is blowing up on twitter & tiktok, and the comments are almost completely full of people either making fun of her, or fetishizing her and her struggles. She’s clearly in a very dark place in all ways, and making content could be helping her cope with her situation. She didn’t put it out there to get treated like this. I can’t believe the lack of compassion and critical thinking skills in some people, she’s a real human being. Why is social media normalizing this?

[notsocutelife]

We got our first snow of the winter today!! It’ll probably melt next week and we’ll get the annual ”loskapaska” weather, but I still get giddy seeing the ground white :3 Time to crawl into a cocoon made of my dark girly coords, experience metamorphosis, and emerge as a pink ryosangata winter creature ‧˚₊*̥(∗* ⁰ᗜ⁰)‧˚₊*̥

[notsocutelife]

I don’t really like how I look in any of these, but my doctor’s app outfit was cute today, so I’m sharing anyway 🐁💖 We got chinese takeout afterwards and I caught up on Arcane :3

[notsocutelife]

MY WIFE CAME HOME I’M SO HAPPY :DD SKIPPING EVERY BANNER AND GRINDING FOR MONTHS WAS SO WORTH IT MY LIFE IS WHOLE AGAIN WITH SUNDAY IN IT

edit: THIS GIF ISN’T MADE BY ME!! Saw some gif links linking back to this post, and fell to my knees in the bathroom bc ofc it’s the one divider where I lost the artist 🧍 They have an account here on tumblr tho, and they’ve made other very cute dividers besides this one! I really hope I can find their account again, so I can give proper credit where credit is due <3 My lesson to never use dividers unless you remember the creator bc u never know who might see the post, my artist quilt is eating me alive lmao

[notsocutelife]

Hardcore beefing with my mom about accessible living spaces again, but my shoos arrived so I don’t give a shit!! :D LOOK AT THESE!!!

[notsocutelife]

Actually, I think communicating with people would be much easier if we could just meow at eachother. Why can’t we do that???

[notsocutelife]

I need to keep buying trinkets or my depression will consume me and I’ll probably end my existence. Universe, please send me ur strongest soldier…. preferrably a billionaire