REFUSE // DEATH

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ARCHIVE &&. MOVE!!

okay guys! i did decide to stick with the old url, but this is my notice that all of my muses are going to now be found on a new &&. shiny account HERE. for my sake, i think i wanna start fresh with threads &&. memes &&. starters, but i may transfer a few. if there are ones you would absolutely LOVE to continue, send them to me over on disco ( actual trash#9211 ) &&. i will gladly get them transferred over! until then, i’ll see you guys in another life~

[notthedyingtype--a]

ARCHIVE &&. MOVE!!

okay guys! i did decide to stick with the old url, but this is my notice that all of my muses are going to now be found on a new &&. shiny account HERE. for my sake, i think i wanna start fresh with threads &&. memes &&. starters, but i may transfer a few. if there are ones you would absolutely LOVE to continue, send them to me over on disco ( actual trash#9211 ) &&. i will gladly get them transferred over! until then, i’ll see you guys in another life~

[notthedyingtype--a]

ARCHIVE &&. MOVE!!

okay guys! i did decide to stick with the old url, but this is my notice that all of my muses are going to now be found on a new &&. shiny account HERE. for my sake, i think i wanna start fresh with threads &&. memes &&. starters, but i may transfer a few. if there are ones you would absolutely LOVE to continue, send them to me over on disco ( actual trash#9211 ) &&. i will gladly get them transferred over! until then, i’ll see you guys in another life~

[notthedyingtype--a]

ARCHIVE &&. MOVE!!

okay guys! i did decide to stick with the old url, but this is my notice that all of my muses are going to now be found on a new &&. shiny account HERE. for my sake, i think i wanna start fresh with threads &&. memes &&. starters, but i may transfer a few. if there are ones you would absolutely LOVE to continue, send them to me over on disco ( actual trash#9211 ) &&. i will gladly get them transferred over! until then, i’ll see you guys in another life~

[notthedyingtype--a]

ARCHIVE &&. MOVE!!

okay guys! i did decide to stick with the old url, but this is my notice that all of my muses are going to now be found on a new &&. shiny account HERE. for my sake, i think i wanna start fresh with threads &&. memes &&. starters, but i may transfer a few. if there are ones you would absolutely LOVE to continue, send them to me over on disco ( actual trash#9211 ) &&. i will gladly get them transferred over! until then, i’ll see you guys in another life~

[notthedyingtype--a]

alright, don’t look now but imma archive &&. revamp. stay tuned for the link to the new account bc i’m not sure i wanna stay as this url (but i may bc i really like it!)

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when i get back home, imma archive &&. revamp this mumu. i miss my babies but after removing the muses i did, i wanna get the old tags &&. posts gone. so archive &&. revamp it is.

[papa-evershed]

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@liftedrelics

[prettynerdieworks]

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@liftedrelics

[papa-evershed]

(requested by: @pajamasecrets)

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@liftedrelics

[kinghardy]

“I don’t care who they are, you do not hesitate. You pull that trigger. You got it?”

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@liftedrelics

[roleplaymemeworld]

𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐃 & 𝐁𝐑𝐔𝐈𝐒𝐄𝐒

                                                     𝐀𝐍 𝐈𝐍𝐉𝐔𝐑𝐘 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄                                       

“You’re dripping blood on the carpet.” “When I said scars are kinda sexy, I didn’t mean you should get one right away…” “Press that against the wound, I’m going to get the med kit.” “It’s bleeding quite badly.” “Oh God, what happened to you?!” “You’re covered in blood! Is it yours?” “Your head looks pretty bad. I’m sure it’ll need stitches.” “It’s going to hurt for a moment, but I’ll need to clean the wound.” “I’m so sorry this happened to you. But you’re safe now.” “That’s a pretty nasty bruise. Want some ice?” “Does it still hurt?” “I don’t think a band aid is gonna fix this…” “Whoa, hey, stay with me! You’re as white as a ghost. Don’t pass out.” “Damn, that must hurt. I’m sure there are some painkillers around here.” “You have to be seen by a doctor. This isn’t going to heal on its own.” “It looks broken. Can you move it at all?” “Here, lean on me. I’ll support you.” “I’m not going to leave you behind. If need be, I’ll carry you.” “I’m going to pick you up now, okay? Just hold on to me.” “Everything is going to be okay. Just hang in there.”

“I don’t feel so good.” “It’s seeping through the bandages.” “My head is throbbing. I think I have a concussion.” “I can barely breathe, it hurts so bad!” “It looks worse than it is. I’m sure it’ll be gone in a couple of days…” “You should see the other one.” “Don’t look at me like that. I don’t want your pity.” “It was my fault, really. I wasn’t paying attention and got hit in the face.” “Getting stabbed wasn’t really on my bucket list.” “I don’t think I can walk.” “Leave me behind, please. I’m just going to slow you down.” “Am I going to die?” “I can’t stop the bleeding.” “I think the bruise matches my eye color.” “Don’t touch it, please! It hurts.” “I don’t want to go to a hospital. I hate doctors!”

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@phantomdream​ gets some prompted angst // wes &&. maddie

        if there was ever a time where maddie felt more alone in this world, it would be now. for months she had been working up her courage &&. nerves to find her way back to this tiny apartment on the third floor, frantically searching for a sense of normalcy lost among the breaking clouds of darkness that had been her life for the past five years. her &&. wes had gotten closer, she was finally starting to feel safe &&. happy, like she could move on in this world without any sort of repercussion. she should have known better than to assume that woodrow would simply let her go without a fight.

        she can still remember that day a month or two ago, can still feel the sting from where fingers dug into her upper arm, though it did not hold a candle to the lack of pain she felt now. a mere ghost to everything that she had come to know by his hand.

        the only memory madeline has leading up to that blank fog wrapping its self thickly around her fading conscience is a vague argument. her begging &&. pleading for woodrow to leave, to not come back, to never come back as long as she was here. to simply leave her be in her new life. it’s only after his mumbled reply that this darkness had begun to form &&. press in around her &&. everything went cold -- sparse flickers of warmth touching to her skin through heavy layers of clothing.

        breaths are shallow, soft, barely even a ghost of a rise in her chest, as lashes kiss against the apples of her cheek. though, when they next raise, there’s someone coming closer to her. she doesn’t quite know who, their voice a garbled jumble that’s hard to decipher. she can distinctly hear her name, but everything else flowed together down the stream of time stretching infinitely before her. slowed &&. slurred -- spread out to where each syllable feels like a passing hour. pale blues fall shut once more a the world swims in &&. out of focus around her. &&. it’s the last thing she sees before that darkness descends on its prey -- sinking into her mind &&. burying it underneath its depths.

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i am deep in my feels for this cutie, so hit that heart for a starter from maddie!

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yes hi hello, have you guys missed me? bc im here to do a few things (provided my brain doesn’t turn to mush in the next like 20 minutes) before my hand starts hurting for the night again.

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big plans for here this weekend owo

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muses being removed

yes hi hello. today is the dreaded day of muse removal. i have loved all of my muses over the years, but i am starting to feel overwhelmed by the multitude of muses i have no connection to anymore. there will be some on this list that were fan favorites, but my grip on their muse has gotten to be weak &&. thin &&. continuing to write them isnt helping in bringing them back to me. so without further ado, because i have lists to clean up as well. these are the muses come down:

alistair madding

ashley bennet

atarah burdo

augustin “monti” painter

debra morgan

don west

elliot nathans

galston aarons

geofferey beck

josh washington

kamon theseus

martin williams

reid emerson

samuel “sam” k. roth

sloane price

thomas jake

i know some of these muses were greatly loved, &&. i truly appreciate it, but it’s time to trim the “dead ends” &&. start towards something new. i appreciate everyone sticking by me through this all, a lot has been happening, but i will try to be back at some point to focus on the few muses i now have.