I'm Nobody's Puppet

Independent Semi-Selective Cloud Strife Main Verse is set Post!Dirge

[serafisolaris-deactivated202508]

The devil has my ear today I'll never hear a word you say

[whistle-whisper]

[adkagar]

[sweetd3lights]

[cloudstuffs]

>magic ✨

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝑹𝑨𝑵𝑫𝑶𝑴 𝑫𝑰𝑨𝑳𝑶𝑮𝑼𝑬 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺 𝑷𝑻. 𝑰.

❛  it was wrong of me to assume you're ever gonna change.  ❜ ❛  that's it? it was all just a lie?  ❜ ❛  shame on me for thinking you were a good person.  ❜ ❛  you're gonna pay for what you did to me.  ❜ ❛  you didn't hear a word of what i just said, did you?  ❜ ❛  believe me, you weren't my first choice either.  ❜ ❛  if you've got a problem with the way i handle things, just say so.  ❜ ❛  do you think we're gonna survive this?  ❜ ❛  what's your problem?!  ❜ ❛  will you please slow down a little?  ❜ ❛  i can't believe you would do something like that.  ❜ ❛  did it mean anything to you?  ❜ ❛  i'm never gonna be good enough for you.  ❜ ❛  we were just fooling ourselves this whole time.  ❜ ❛  i'm sorry, i didn't know where else to go.  ❜ ❛  i don't want to argue with you anymore.  ❜ ❛  fine. you were right, and i was wrong. happy now?  ❜ ❛  this day feels like it's never gonna end.  ❜ ❛  i didn't think you'd care so much.  ❜ ❛  this must be like the first time you were nice to me.  ❜ ❛  out of all the people here, why do i have to be stuck with you?  ❜ ❛  do you want to go on a date with me?  ❜ ❛  honestly, i don't think i wanna leave the house today.  ❜ ❛  were you ever planning on telling me about all of this?  ❜ ❛  i wish i had another choice.  ❜ ❛  don't flatter yourself, a fifth-grader could've done this as well.  ❜ ❛  you're the most insufferable person i have ever met.  ❜ ❛  here, you look like you need this more than me right now.  ❜ ❛  oh, just so you know, i don't ever lose this game.  ❜ ❛  just let me sleep for five more minutes.  ❜ ❛  alright, is there anything else we have to do before they arrive?  ❜ ❛  do you believe in ghosts?  ❜ ❛  i wish we had more time together.  ❜ ❛  you don't have to leave just yet ... you could stay the night if you wanted to.  ❜ ❛  where are you taking me?  ❜ ❛  trust me, this is the last thing i want to do.  ❜ ❛  i need more time to think about what i want.  ❜ ❛  why didn't you say anything earlier? we could've avoided this whole mess.  ❜ ❛  i don't feel so good, i think i may be getting sick.  ❜ ❛  help me! please!  ❜

[notxaxpuppet]

So, uh... fun fact, my old icons are long gone so... gonna have to throttle Rebirth for new ones soon.

[lockescoles]

@pscentral event 25: SEASONS ↳ FINAL FANTASY VII + seasons

[notxaxpuppet]

Hello, it's been a while-

[evarella]

Cloud looking at Aeris 💖

“Shine bright once more Guide me to you Smile bright Once more This time I will never let you go”. 

[naughtyandnicerpmemes]

Send "Nudge" on anon if you want to ship your muse with my muse but you're too shy to say it off anon

[notxaxpuppet]

{ @warofthebeasts​ Cont’ [x] }

“It hurts?” Sephiroth hisses, a glare turned on the blond, and what does Cloud Strife know of pain, he wonders?

“Tell me, Cloud, how it hurts.” It is mocking; he is not in his right mind. There will be guilt later.

He pays no attention to the way he’s being looked at, even if it makes the hairs on the back of his neck stand up. Cloud meets that glare with a tired - exhausted - gaze of his own.

“Are we talking the mental, or physical?” he quipped, tone almost a snark in return before his body seemed to sag as Cloud ran a hand through his hair. “It’s a-” he hesitates for a second before continuing, “-a deep ache, phantom pains, phantom enemies.” A ghost of a smile. “Feels a lot like drowning.”

[notxaxpuppet]

warofthebeasts:

That glare softens. He didn’t know why, but he should have expected it. He should have expected Cloud to understand and, further, to describe it so…perfectly.

“…Drowning. Yes,” he agrees quietly, and Sephiroth knew well how drowning felt. “Drowning in your own head, sinking into a bottomless pit that no one can drag you from.”

He gives a hum in agreement, closing his eyes for a moment. “Water filling in your lungs, making it hard to breathe but you can’t explain why... the world around you is crashing in - pressing so close you can feel your bones grinding - but so distant, like some far off land you know you won’t reach no matter how hard you swim.”

Cloud shuddered as he inhaled. “It’s always worse, when they give you those looks of pity, or continue to expect you to be okay when you’re not.”

[notxaxpuppet]

{ @warofthebeasts​ Cont’ [x] }

“It hurts?” Sephiroth hisses, a glare turned on the blond, and what does Cloud Strife know of pain, he wonders?

“Tell me, Cloud, how it hurts.” It is mocking; he is not in his right mind. There will be guilt later.

He pays no attention to the way he’s being looked at, even if it makes the hairs on the back of his neck stand up. Cloud meets that glare with a tired - exhausted - gaze of his own.

“Are we talking the mental, or physical?” he quipped, tone almost a snark in return before his body seemed to sag as Cloud ran a hand through his hair. “It’s a-” he hesitates for a second before continuing, “-a deep ache, phantom pains, phantom enemies.” A ghost of a smile. “Feels a lot like drowning.”

[rocknmeme]

post - trauma sentence starters  blood, death mention.

“don’t do that. don’t shut me out.” 

“you’ve been crying. i can tell.”

“we need to change those bandages and get some food in you.”

“you want me to rub your back ’til you fall asleep?”

“that was a brave thing you did today.” 

“shh, that’s okay, get everything out.”   

“there’s something on your shirt. you – that’s blood!”

“need some space?”

“you should lay down.”

“there’s nothing wrong with asking for help.” 

“shh, shh. you were having a nightmare.”

“we can talk through the door.” 

“let’s clean you up and get you to bed, okay?”

“you almost died.” 

“i brought you a blanket.”

“you’re home. you’re safe.” 

“i’m worried about you.”

“is everything okay?”

“tell me how to make it better.”

“it’s been a tough few days. how are you holding up?”

“you have to stay awake. come on, give my hand a squeeze.” 

“you’re in the hospital.” 

“think you can make it to the bathroom?”

“no, no. don’t close your eyes.”

[notxaxpuppet]

“Nostalgia's a trap.”

{ Late Nights } { @warofthebeasts }

“It’s one that we fall for all the same though, isn’t it?” There’s something awful soft in his tone as Cloud speaks, gaze flickering to meet Sephiroth’s.

[wickedlymeme]

“I wish it could always be like this.”

“You’re always there for me.”

“The stars are the only thing that makes sense.”

“There’s more out there, you just have to be patient.”

“It doesn’t all have to be existential dread.” 

“You’re so much different when we’re alone.”

“I like it when the worlds quiet.” 

“There’s a place for us somewhere.”

“They’ll name constellations after you one day.”

“Your hearts beating so fast.”

“They don’t know what they want.”

“You don’t know what you want.”

“That’s what they’re supposed to say.”

“We really don’t know what we’re doing.”

“I miss the old you.”

“Nostalgias a trap.”

“Aliens are out there.”

“Did you hear that?”

“I really want pizza right now, think it’s open?” 

“What time is it?”

“But why would they abduct cows?”

“We’ll all be dead soon enough anyways.” 

“I wish we didn’t have to sleep.”

“What do you believe in?”

“What happens after we die?”

“Seems like a silly thing to say, don’t you think?” 

“And what’s your excuse?”

“You’ll get it together soon.”

“Sometimes I feel like I’ll never have it together.”

“It’d be better if people weren’t so afraid of their feelings.”

“You keep quiet and we both lose.”

“I wish I could save this forever.”

“When did you realize you were in love with me?”

“The rooms spinning.”

“I loved you long before you knew.”

“I’m not afraid of death, I think it’ll be peaceful.”

“The Universe is too big for that.”

“Do you think we’ve met in other lives?” 

“I’d come back to haunt you.” 

“Would you come back to haunt me?”

“What’s alternate universe you doing right now?”

“Tell me a secret.”

“Why haven’t you told anyone?” 

“I wish we knew each other sooner.”

“You’re a game changer.” 

“I’m a game changer.”

“Don’t ignore fate.” 

“Ignorance isn’t bliss.”

“What, is that a conspiracy theory?”

“It’s probably the Illuminati anyways.” 

[imameme-youreameme]

Give my muse a nickname. They will tell yours whether they’ll let you call them that or not.

For multi-muse blogs, specify which muse.