GREY / NOVEIOUS
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✦ interested in bugs, narrative video games, and tabletop roleplaying systems ✦ largely reblogs ✦ writing and other work under "#grey's stuff" ✦ [AO3]
PUT YOUR BEARD IN MY MOUTH

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GREY / NOVEIOUS
✦ he/him ✦ 21 y/o
✦ interested in bugs, narrative video games, and tabletop roleplaying systems ✦ largely reblogs ✦ writing and other work under "#grey's stuff" ✦ [AO3]
im actually fucking crying right now
DELTARUNE CHAPTER 5 ON JUNE 24
*looking at the OC I crafted with my own hands* what the actual hell is her problem
Bigby Wolf in THE WOLF AMONG US 2
celebratory bigby made for the big news!! i hope he knows he was missed
you’re not allowed to tell anyone about this
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and they still wont say theyre dating
finished experimental commission
vgen
kofi
can you reblog and tell me which of your ocs has the stupidest name
where would we be without friend OCs... nowhere good!
reminder for myself when I feel bad about making the same OC over and over again
People say the longer you play TTRPG’s the more goofy and silly your new characters will become, because you’re a ‘veteran who doesn’t take themselves too seriously’
But I feel like the more I’ve played TTRPG’s the darker and more twisted my character design has become. It feels like a challenge at this point, and I’m at the point of design where I have to stop and think “okay but how can they even eat if I do this to them?”
mercy never learn you will always be famous
I talk to many people who say things like "oh I have trauma but I don't have PTSD", but then when I talk to them a little more I realize that they most likely do, they just can't recognize it as such due to how lacking PTSD awareness is, even beyond the whole "it's not just a veteran's disorder" thing.
The main reason they think they don't have PTSD usually has to do with flashbacks and nightmares, either they have one but not the other or have neither. But here's the thing, those are only two symptoms out of the 23-odd recognized symptoms. Flashbacks and nightmares are two of the five symptoms under Criterion B (Intrusion), which you only need one of for a diagnosis. The other three symptoms are unwanted upsetting memories, emotional distress after being reminded of trauma and physical reactivity after being reminded of trauma (i.e. shaking, sweating, heart racing, feeling sick, nauseous or faint, etc). Therefore you can have both flashbacks and nightmares, one but not the other, or neither and still have PTSD.
In fact, a lot of the reasons people give me for why they don't think they have PTSD are literally a part of the diagnostic criteria.
"Oh, I can barely remember most parts of my trauma anyway." Criterion D (Negative Alterations in Cognition and Mood) includes inability to recall key features of the trauma.
"Oh but I don't get upset about my trauma that often because I avoid thinking of it or being around things that remind me of it most of the time." Criterion C (Avoidance) includes avoiding trauma-related thoughts or feelings and avoiding trauma-related external reminders, and you literally cannot get diagnosed if you don't have at least one of those two symptoms.
"Oh I just have trouble getting to sleep or staying asleep, but I don't have nightmares." Criterion E (Alterations in Arousal and Reactivity) includes difficulting sleeping outside of nightmares.
"But I didn't have many/any trauma symptoms until a long time after the trauma happened." There's literally an entire specification for that.
Really it just shows how despite being one of the most well-known mental illnesses, people really don't know much about PTSD. If you have trauma, I ask you to at least look at the criteria before you decide you don't have PTSD. Hell, even if you don't have trauma, look at the criteria anyway because there are so many symptoms in there that just are not talked about.
PTSD awareness is not just about flashbacks and nightmares.