Being egotistical does not always equal narcissism.
Too many people want NPD which ruins your life and relationships cause:
- you can’t get a job cause of stigma or keep a job cause of symptoms.
- too many relationships fluctuate because of symptoms and lack any emotion to keep them
- you get suicidal or homicidal because of fluctuating moods and constant collapses
- it’s hard to function normally when you’re scrutinizing everything
- you can’t tell anyone out of fear of judgement or rejection
- thinking you’re normal then a collapse hits and ruins you.
- literally ruins your life. Idk why people want it
Personal symptoms I’ve been affected by:
- thinking I’m asexual spectrum for being apathetic towards love
- wanting to kill myself or others, harm myself, and manipulate for attention.
- since I was little I’ve used theft, running away, crying, and threatening to manipulate people from leaving me or giving me attention
- I can’t function without competition or being the best at everything or else I’ll spiral
- genuinely bored of everything and life because I need constant stimulation
Once again I am sick of all the people ego posting and claiming narcissism. It took me ages of people calling me a narcissist, bad relationships and friendships, and my inability to get out of my chud life to realize I had npd. Just cause you have a god complex by choice doesn’t mean you had to suffer and waste 20 years of your youth and life with a disorder you didn’t want.