zuki zuki zuki

22, they/them tme lesbian. call me zhuk! check out '#my art' tag, follow @nqwhd2 for art only. (occasional horror & fictional gore warning. i tag nsfw as #n/sfw)

[nqwhd]

art only blog 👉 @nqwhd2

basically follow this blog if you want to see only my art

[sirgigglehelm]

It's in your blood.

[misamxsa]

they call her the ultimate aura farmer

[briny]

maybe we could have saved each other. or something

still thinking abt this shot. it's doing a lot of heavy lifting for in-ho's character

[briny]

aw I found this in my files why didn't I ever finish it

[briny]

more of this. atp it's a fully formed au in my head

[briny]

more pre-2020 au. in-ho doesn't even have a car, so this agonizing over his soul's desire to have gi-hun drive him around is moot anyway

[garaks-padded-bra]

who up quarking they bar

[garaks-padded-bra]

90% of the people reblogging this not knowing that this is quark of star treks theme (nightcore version) makes me happy

[jitsauce]

26. Osakagura Comic - Sharing Dreams

Note: I love osakagura a lot, and lately i keep getting ideas about them, so I decided Id start drawing them out.

[yr-tiktok-mom]

[syrnyj]

[summer-fruits-and-cream]

[raptorcivilization]

Random fact: They did a study on courtship and mating behavior of American alligators at the St. Augustine Alligator Farm in the early 1980's. This study revealed that, among other things, the majority of alligator sex is gay

[raptorcivilization]

Male/male 1 is when the larger male gator topped, male/male 2 is when the smaller male topped

[werewolf-girlfriend]

[tiredandjaded]

average ao3 "sort by categories" result

[lastoneout]

This website is too mobile focused these days. Reblog and tell me what your desktop/laptop background is.

[soup-mother]

young men are getting radicalised into being misogynistic because society is really misogynistic and misogyny makes men powerful. and also because it's not legal to shoot podcasters for sport

[cookiethebirddoll]

i wrote up a whole argument for it, but i think that what madoka suffers from in pmmm is significantly more similar to catholic guilt than homura. perhaps growing up around catholicism as homura did, she can see how poisoned madoka is by self-hatred

[cookiethebirddoll]

Here is my analysis:

Madoka is an effective foil for Homura in how mental illnesses is often treated by society as is shown by fans of PMMM. She is lacking in self-esteem and self-worth to the point of actively seeking to martyr herself. She feels as if the only way that her existence can be maid worthwhile and that she can make up for being such a burden is by dedicating her life to others. She feels she must suffer in order to make the lives of others as good as possible because she is worth nothing otherwise.

Homura, on the other hand, doesn't have that same perspective. She doesn't necessarily think her life is worthless or that she must suffer endlessly to have worth. She has a goal that requires suffering to achieve, and she actively seeks for it to be over, whether she accomplishes it or not. She doesn't feel like she needs to dedicate herself to the lives of others. She is, however, obsessed with Madoka, and most of her identity has been subsumed by this obsession. She is nothing without her, and so she must do everything she can to save her from herself (and Kyubey). She isn't suffering for the sake of suffering or to make herself feel better. She is suffering because Madoka demands it.

From the perspective of society and demonstrated by fans of PMMM, Madoka's self-hatred is seen as selflessness. It is seen as virtuous. Destroying yourself to help others is seen as a saintly attribute.

Homura is seen as selfish. She is seen as self-hating. She is seen as significantly more unwell than Madoka despite both having their own issues to struggle with. Her motivations are misattributed to Catholic Guilt, even though Madoka fits that depiction far better.

[romanceyourdemons]

“trent” is such an overwhelmingly normal name i would never buy it as the name of a revolutionary artist if it weren’t immediately balanced out by “reznor,” something that sounds more like an early 2000s cell phone brand than something a human would be called

[soup-mother]

me: every time my back pain flares up i feel like an 80 year old woman

80 year old woman: every time my back pain flares up i feel like a 22yo transsexual on the internet

[cannibalings]

when i decide im not going