My Mind

[numbraffyann]

[homietwt]

[mothcub]

A phase.

[numbraffyann]

I’ve vented so many times, begged you for it. You’re always to tired or busy. Never present…even when you are. Everything comes before me and now it’s time to put me first.

[devils-queen]

✞ 666 ✞

[numbraffyann]

Reading old messages of when we first met, filled with passion and “i miss you’s”

Now I lie in bed alone craving the slightest bit of attention.

[numbraffyann]

I am in no way shape or form an idiot. I see it all. I sense it all. Even the tiny things you think I don’t notice, well I do.

[numbraffyann]

All this time I thought I was the broken one.

Constantly apologising for the broken mess of trauma that I am, and all this time I’ve been the sane one. I am strong. I’ve survived so much shit from them all, my whole life I’ve been apologising. Well no more. I ain’t lying down and accepting this shit anymore. You either treat me like the goddamn queen that I am, or you can fuck the hell out of my life. You ain’t shit boy. None of you are.

[numbraffyann]

[numbraffyann]

[numbraffyann]

Waiting all day for your partner to get home, and them not giving a fuck, is literally soul destroying.

[numbraffyann]

You learn...

with every goodbye...

you learn.

[7l7l7l7l7l7l7l7]

every single time i care i get proven why i shouldn’t care at all

[numbraffyann]

Fucking embarrassing!

[shift-deactivated20171204]

[understands]

[numbraffyann]

When you tell someone to not do something because it makes you feel shitty... and they keep doing it.... but you can’t keep bring it up because then you’re a nagging shit. Yeah that. Ugh.