nunmalich

22, right now I post mostly analogphotography, some random reblogs and some solarpunky visible mending Let's get lost (:

[android-boywife]

it is so important that you are a little bit ugly. please get comfortable with having unplucked eyebrows and nonexistent jawlines and wrinkles. let your blue hair grow out into an uneven pale green and your clothes be old and mend them and modify them until they’re unique to you. wear lipstick which doesnt compliment your skintone and mismatched outfits which went out of fashion 5 years ago. be a little bit too loud and a little bit too passionate and as weird as you can be because oh my god there is nothing more disturbing to me than perfection. beauty is manufactured and sold to us and you need to realise that you are a fucking animal to live a joyful life I am so serious. you cant obsess over aesthetics forever please just live messily and make your body your home however you please.

if you dont do it for you, do it for all the teenagers who will see u in the street and know that they are not obligated to be attractive

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Whats the best way to deal with heartbreak? Right: Painting a bag for your friend, so it matches their nickname :D Any idea what said nickname could be?

[angelboydiaries]

okay so, I'm sure you all wanna know, what happened? Why was I gone for two whole weeks or ever more?

There's this thing called living in the middle east, and it is absolutely not fun. No. No fun.

I live in this fucked up country (the government) called Iran, actually, the Islamic republic of Iran, and I guess we all know what happens when religion gets mixed with the government of a country - bad things happen. And those bad things? Lead to angry, pissed off people. I personally am very angry and pissed off.

What did exactly happen? We were protesting because we want to be treated like people, because we don't want to live like this, we do not wanna be forced to cover, we don't want our people to not have food to eat, we don't wanna worry about a war happening 24/7, and they killed us. They killed a lot of us, they killed people my age, they killed STUDENTS. KIDS. It's not just now, they've done that many many times. And when they do? They simply shut us up. No internet connection, no nothing.

Everything is political and you cannot disagree with that. For a queer, trans teenage boy in the middle east, everything is political. For a queer person? Everything is political. Being a woman/afab person? Everything is political.

I don't know what's going to happen but please pray for us, pray for our freedom. Thank you.

Women, life, freedom

زن، زندگی،‌ آزادی

(I might get arrested for this)

[nunmalich]

Oh to have friends, that let me mend their pants :D

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Refuse Dystopia, Fight Fascism.

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A Friend of mine is having a gofundme up right now to afford top surgery.

They are great and deserve ist so much to feel comftable in their body.

I would really apprechiate you donating or sharing <3

Mastektomie; Help me to top surgery ⚧️, organized by Zoe Braun

Hallo zusammen, ich teile hier den Spendenaufruf einer befreundeten Perso… Zoe Braun braucht deine Unterstützung für Mastektomie; Help me

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So much love for pretty film!

[demonprincex]

any thoughts on how to stop feeling deeply alienated through most social interactions?

Lower your expectations, stop trying to make every brief interaction into some big symbol of how accepted you are, and try to have fun with it.

Us socially anxious people tend to be real fucking dour about how we approach socializing even when we think we are trying to seem open and outgoing. The problem is the "trying to seem" part; it reeks of hesitation and discomfort and people respond to that. People do not care what you say or do but the energy with which you say it or do it. They can see when we are uncomfortable and they respect our discomfort by keeping a distance.

To overcome this, you have to actually approach socializing with a bubbly detachment. Make jokes, say things no one understands but dont give a shit that they dont get it, be happy, be sad, allow your genuine emotions to flow through, be playful, experiment, and experience life rather than "try to be" something. i know this is very hard if you are used to making things hard for yourself. but what you have to do is let go and let it be easy. and meaningless. and light. and do it a million times.

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be meaningless and light.

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Mending while playing pen and paper is the best. This are comfy trousers from a friend of me. I mended the left hole about an year ago during a session and now he showed up with a new hole next beside ist, so i had to mend in again and supported the fabric with some waves. Do you have a favorite thing to do while mending?

[homunculus-argument]

I have foraging instincts on par in intensity with herding dogs' need to herd. It doesn't matter where we are or who I'm with, if I see a wild berry or edible plant I recognise, you can bet your teeth that I will not rest before I have either picked those things or you have physically removed me from the premises. As much as neither of us want this to happen, I have monkey brain and nimble fingers and excellent colour vision and I just spotted some bilberries. Here we go.

[jordanbolton]

To The Substitute Art Teacher - Jordan Bolton

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New patch for my favorite pants! :D

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I made elderflowersirup!!

It was quite a hunt to find some flowers that were still blooming and not already on their way to become elderberries.

But this bush was quite late and i was able to pick some after climbing up this very steep meadow :D

by the way: If you live in Germany, mundraub.org is a great website to find bushes with food near you.

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More patches for my favorite pants! a junebug next to the zippers.

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There have been some new patches and mends added to my scouting uniform!

Firstly i had to to a bit more mending on the collar to reinforce it.

Then i added three new patches and a bit of reinforcement to my right shoulder. The round one is one for the 50th aniversary of my organisation, the orange one is from a camp this autumm (and it`s placed over a hole) and the big one is from a camp more than 10 years ago, that i just did never put up.

I also added a bracelet, that i got last year, to cover up a tiny hole

And last weekend i went to a camp with only the youngest kids from our local group, so it was only 11 "Wölflinge" (6 to 10 years olds) and three leaders. The kids quite liked my uniform and i let them paint on it a bit to add some color in the back. It got quite messy but i still enjoy the look. We also painted patches ourselves:

Mine was the minimalistic blue one, and i patched it over a hole on my sleeve afterwards. I thougt it was really fun that all children and their parents really liked my uniform and that i could tell them, that i only have so many patches cause otherwise my uniform would fall apart completly :D

[nunmalich]

Adana.