Nutal

INFP-T| professional fangirl | hyper-fixating on guitarspear among other things | my ao3!

[nutal]

Guys I’m not gonna lie, I’ve had the worst fandom burnout as of lately along with terrible writer’s block. I’ve started ch 4 of IDCIYC but oh man, idk where my motivation went it’s breaking my heart. I need to start consuming more peak guitarspear stuff again

[nutal]

you read RATS right? so i don't have a tapas account but i'm wondering if the 6 episodes available on web without an account are actually all that is out right now or if i need to make an account to view the rest.

Yup! The 6 episodes available on the web are all the ones released right now haha. It’s a fairly new series and gets updated every 1-2 months :)

[nutal]

So I’m having IMMENSE brainrot of the lovely comic “RATS” by mello on the app Tapas, and doodled the two main characters Nikolaj and Faye.

I normally don’t post my lazy doodles here or anything, but I did want to post this one because I really want to help grow the fandom! I’m seeing such a lack of RATS fans/exposure in general when it’s such an underrated comic that I truly think deserves more love.

So here are the two goobers. Warning for depiction of SH scars below the cut!

Ugh I love them so much. Y’all should go read RATS if you’re into thriller/psychological stuff with hella fun characters.

[nutal]

Yo I don't know if anyone else has read the comic RATS by mello (available on the app Tapas) but good LORD. it is GOOD. I am sadly failing to find an actual concrete fandom for it but I would love to interact with any fans of this comic if y'all are out there!! Hell, I'd love to make fanfiction for nikofaye as well :)

[nutal]

I Don’t Care If You’re Contagious - Chapter Three: Sparks

Summary: Lute tries this whole "relaxing" thing. She doesn't do well with it, and the tension leading up to the incident doesn't exactly help.

Chapter: 3/?

Rating: M

https://archiveofourown.org/works/78820861/chapters/213351666

Enjoy chapter 3 y’all :) And yes I changed the title of this fic from “Personal Marytr” to “I Don’t Care If You’re Contagious” inspired by the PTV song.

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

[jjayviian]

Adam is probably the character I've made the most changes to. I'm sure there's a reason Viv made the Exorcists look like that, but it never made much sense to me. I leaned into him liking rock/metal music, though trying to keep elements from the original design.

Next up: Lute!

[nutal]

I miss the guitarspear community so much 😭🫶

[nutal]

chat I’m writing chapter 3 of Personal Martyr but I highkey can’t tell if chapter 2 tripped too many people up so… 😭

[nutal]

Your fic, Personal Martyr is really interesting!

I just finished reading chapter 2. Sinner Adam is just an hallucination in this story, right? But he somehow managed to start a hot bath for Sinner Lute. How is that possible? Is he secretly real and alive?!

Thank you so much!

So for clarification, the Adam you see is in chapter 2 is not a hallucination. He’s the real guy, just as a sinner. Lute automatically assumes she’s still seeing things in her head when she wakes up in Hell and sees him, but she’s not. She’s mainly going through denial at that point. Adam catches onto this, and takes off his mask to try and take her out of that mindset.

In chapter 1, sinner Adam hasn’t been introduced yet; it’s just Lute stuck in Heaven with her hallucination of him. But in chapter 2, he is introduced for real, hence why he’s a lot more genuine.

Edit: okay I went back and I understand the confusion now 😅 In the author’s note of chapter one I clarified that Adam is just a sinner in that chapter… but mistakably posted that to the author’s note of the entire fic instead of chapter one alone!

Thank you for bringing this to my attention anon haha, just fixed it now. So sorry to anyone this might’ve confused! :)

And whileeee we’re at it, for anyone who missed it, you can read the fic here!

[nutal]

Why does my writing get so much better the SECOND I start writing for Lute instead of Adam 😭😭😭

[nutal]

Sinner Adam & Lute’s reunion needs to have this dialogue between the two of them. This conversation is necessary for the foundation of their relationship/romance in season three or four. Maybe in Hazbin Hotel season five?

Lute: “Why did you smile at me before you died?”

Adam: “How the hell should I know the reason why I smiled to the only person who gives a shit about a bastard like me. Now it’s your turn to answer my question. Why do you fucking care so much about me? You became a fallen angel just so you can spend the rest of eternity with me trapped down here in this hellhole. Why?”

Lute: “It’s because… I always wanted to… tell you…”

Adam: “For fuck sake, just spit it out already! Why are you taking so long to answer the damn question?! The only possible answer I can think of why you care about me is because your in love with me, or some shit.”

Lute: “You just answered your own question.”

Adam: “What the fuck does that mea… wait a minute… holy shit.” (He’s finally aware of Lute’s true feelings for him 😳)

Adam: “Do you honestly feel that way about me?”

Lute: “Fuck yes, Adam.”

Adam: “Well in that case, maybe the other reason why I smiled at you before my shitty death is because I realized that I finally found my dream girl and I was such a dumbass that I never thought Creation would give me a third chance to feel loved.”

Lute: “Does that mean you feel the same way?”

Adam: “Lute, let me give it to you straight. It fucking sucks that Hell is definitely forever for the both of us. Heaven is overrated and all the angels are a bunch of self-righteous hypocrite fucking assholes. But at least I get to spend the rest of eternity with the last woman I’ll ever love. I don’t need to go back to Heaven, as long as I’m with you.”

Lute: Adam… you complete me! (She’s happily crying 🥰)

Adam & Lute kissed, the end. 💋♥️🎸⚔️

Awww, anon! This is so sweeeet <33

I would honestly love to read a fic where something like this happens. We need more wholesome moments between these two after everything that happened between them. I really need to see them confess to one another already! If and when that happens, I can die happy haha.

Thank you so much for this ask 💖

[nutal]

guitarspear nation rise

[nutal]

How did you react when Lute threatened Vox?

Also, is it just me or does Lute look really menacing and sexy at the same time when she’s doing her gargoyle pose?

While I wasn’t too surprised at Lute threatening Vox, I was honestly very relieved lol. It was a breath of fresh air to finally see her step up after being basically sidelined since episode 2 and her Gravity moment. I wish that scene lasted a little longer actually!

And yes, anon. You are SO right haha, our girl is the perfect mixture of hot and dangerous! We love her for that <3 And I honestly think her little gargoyle poses are adorable

[nutal]

do you ever just get in your feels real good and remember your true purpose for writing.

It’s all about projection people!

[nutal]

Personal Martyr - Chapter Two: Breath

Summary: Adam brings an unconscious, Sinner Lute into his apartment. The moment she's fully awake though, confusion, tears, and angst ensue. Luckily, Adam's willing to sit through all of it. Chapter: 2/? Rating: M

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapter 2 is here at last for my Sinner Adam/Sinner Lute fic. This one is a lot more sweet than the first. Angsty, yes, but there's comfort this time too! Enjoy :) Chapter 1

[nutal]

Reblogging this because I posted this way too late last night and ended up making some very needed adjustments in dialogue!

[nutal]

Need Moar funnny bnuuy

I know, Sinister.

I know.

[nutal]

Demon & Angel romances in the Hellaverse.

Charlie x Vaggi

Lilith x Lucifer

Cherri Bomb x Redeemed-Sir Pentious

Satan x Sera (Crack ship!)

Sinner-Adam x Lute (I’m praying for Sinner-Adam and Guitarspear to be canon before Hazbin Hotel ends.)

Jessica Vosk confirmed she loves Guitarspear and it’s her favorite ship!

Alex Brightman wore the Adam & Lute Hot Topic hoodie! He had fun voicing Adam again, even though he’s just an hallucination in Lute’s head.

Oh I’d really love Sinner Adam x Lute to be a thingggg. It’s been confirmed on numerous occasions that Alex Brightman and Jessica Vosk are avid Guitarspear supporters (especially Jessica), but I just really hope that passion carries onto the actual show!!