Currently reading itachi shinden and realising the heights of my parasocialism with this fuckass ninja world. Tell me why this book is only 91 pages long (33k! I've read oneshots linger than this in a single night!) but I've taken almost a month to read it because every section I read I am so overwrought with Ninja Emotions that I have to take at least a three day long break. For fucks sake I'm only on DAYLIGHT. THE BAD SHIT HASN'T HAPPENED YET. I ALREADY KNOW HOW THIS STORY ENDS. AND YET. AND YET. I have found that I genuinely cannot deal with the emotions Itachi Uchiha inspires in me. Every time I read about danzo that FUCKING slime rubbing his disgusting bloody little hands together and looking at itachi with his disgusting evil little eyes I seethe. I SEETHE. i feel VISCERAL HATRED. Every time I read Itachi's inner thoughts I want to cry. It's getting to a point where I feel like I genuinely care about itachi like he's real family to me. Idk how I'm going to finish this book.
