Totally different mental

ig nexuzas "He has a sadness in his eyes that you only see in Eastern European Gay p0rn."

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Rawr

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Amelia don’t call !!!!!

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10.07.2025

LC

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In the evening I felt more relaxed than ever before. On the radio I heard broadcasts on some boring, insignificant topic for me. Feel that music is my friend in this loneliness.

Maybe tomorrow will be even better.

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My baby 😩

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A few sketches of my oc Kenneth (the Botanist) and Coyla that I managed to do.

Some of them are over a year old 🫠

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Some stickers

Happy Valentine's Day!

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Kenneth's little world.

The first version of Botanist Trial visualization.

Later on, more rooms might be added, and maybe even his model, haha

That moment when you see the rendering time, and you just have to cross yourself...

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So, I recently watched gameplay of an MLP infected and I decided to create something with an Outlast vibe in a similar style.

I wanted to depict the progression of Coyle's disease, from the moment of infection to its development. However, there’s no final stage included here, as it would be best to showcase that in a full-body view of the character.

(It’s totally not the case that I had planned to do this before but haven’t touched the topic since last months.)

„At the moment the plague began, he was in the Blackwell. He was troubled by the state of the increasingly sick people wandering through the empty fields.

His condition worsened after being scratched on the face by his mother. He wasn’t sure if she was infected, but she had been acting strangely after returning from the market.”

@be-like-matrona helps me with this au idea

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Painting with stains >>>>

A quick sketch about my oc.

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Will you make an ask blog for your outlast trials oc?

I did it :)

@the-botanist-ask

I'll try to add a post there in a while.

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🙂

The author of the photo is Kuroma0x from Twitter.

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@nxs5 guess who's enjoying physics :○

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OMGG, THANK YOU ❤❤❤ I'm very pleased that you took your time to draw my oc 😭❤

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Hi, I really like Botanist's design. His trial is also interesting. When will more info about him come out and do you mind if i rip off my OC on his trial?

Hello, thank you!

It's nice that someone is interested in my arts. If you want to draw your OC during his Trial, that's fine. I have no problem with that :)

His entire story in the form of a note will appear in a separate post soon (I hope).

And here is Botanist busy making another poison from plants.

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One of many Botanist’s concept arts and his trial. In this way, I want to show mainly the rooms, their equipment and more or less how it generally looks.

This time he is probably interested by something, so it’s better not to disturb him.

Especially not to pick his flowers 🤫

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WIP //

I present the Trial project to my prime asset oc. It is called Botanical Garden. I am still working on it. The entire complex of this Trial includes a labyrinth and Greenhouses. The main theme here is poisonous plants, their wild nature. The entire mission will be connected to plants.

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