until my last breath

yandere girlboy | taken obslove and kink blog | 18+

[obsessivedaydreams]

...and if there is a god, he's the bond that's between us two...

Hello hello, I'm Goose, a yandere girlboy and irl doll💜

24 | genderfluid | he/him, she/her | gay bpd | c-pstd | osdd | npd | hypersexual

I'm not new to yanblr, but I've been gone for a long time. I know my ex-beloved is on here, but I need an outlet to gush about my darling soulmate and a place be myself so I don't go more insane!

This blog is also quite kink focused, so please dni if you're under 18 or uncomfortable with that sort of thing.

I'm definitely a tamer yandere (since my darling is well behaved, there's no need for me to be extreme), but I still have my obsessive and manipulative tendencies. I'm a dependent, worshiping, stalking, harmless, and doting type. My life revolves around my darling, and my life is devoted to taking care of him and loving him religiously.

As for kink, I am a sub-leaning switch, and my relationship is currently pretty vanilla since we're both inexperienced, but I have many fantasies to share. My main kinks are dollification (of course), objectification, soft cnc, petplay, exhibitionism, and intoxplay. I also enjoy light bondage and some dd/lg elements in my play.

Tags:

General posting: #💜 silly honks

Obsessive rambles: #💜 love songs

Kink posting: #💜 dolly plays

Vents and rants: #💜 bitter words

Ask replies: #💜 goose answers

...I feel right, I feel wrong, I feel totally insane...

My yandere archetypes:

Enneagram: Type Nine: The Lapdog

Big Five: ODDAR

MBTI: RAHL

Types: LSMT

Chart: Motive: Submissive (1), Behavior: Obsessive (3), Execution: Obsession (3), Dependance (4), Level: 9

[obsessivedaydreams]

Tried to find my ex to block them but I don't see their blog. Hmm.

Either they changed their blog name or they deactivated. I'm worried if they find my blog it'll upset them, but a small part of me hopes they do find me. I don't want them upset obviously, but deep down I do miss them. There's no way they'll want to talk to me, and it's probably best we don't. I've moved on, and I hope they have too, but I think I'll always love them in some way, even though we weren't meant to be together. I don't love them the way I love my darling, and it's not a romantic sort of love as much as caring for them as a person.

Ugh...I wish I could forget about them entirely. But how can you forget someone that's so entangled in your heart?

[obsessivedaydreams]

Getting all excited when I see other yandere systems on my feed

[plkadawts]

you're just so adorable! how could i not want to squeeze you in my arms and not let go until it feels like we're merging into one??

[jirai25]

if you're scared of me running too far, a simple collar and leash will do ♡ i won't even make a fuss when you put it on me

[obsessivedaydreams]

Missing my handsome ass boyfriend so bad right now, I'm on my lunch break just daydreaming about him and looking at the pictures I have of him on my phone

He's so out of my league it's crazy, he's so tall and big and has the prettiest smile and beautiful eyes and his facial structure is so perfect and he smells like heaven and ugh his big hands and soft hair and his chest is just made for me to lay on and his thighs are so thick and his voice gives me butterflies god damn I want to be with him so badly:(

[auderlla]

[auderlla]

[bit3m4rk]

My eyes on you only, my little pet. My words are for you only, my nicest dream. My mind is full of you only, my sweetest obsession. No one else matters to me but you, my everything.

[auderlla]

i guess i dont need you to be obsessed with me the same way. just… dont leave. even if im weird and clingy and too much. please just stay

[angelusfangs]

Anyone else feel like their mutuals are way out of their league? Like they follow you back and you’re just like

[skippymutt]

mutt w an oral fixation, always tryna get his mouth on his owners bulge, rubbing his face against it, licking it, whining quietly as he bites at the fabric of owners pants.

Yipping w excitement when owner finally pulls down his pants n lets mutt suck on him. Eager, slobbering n gagging all over it, barely even taking a moment to breathe. The mutt js loves his owners cock so much!!

[stupiddogstuff]

waiting for his reply like an abandoned puppy, checking every 10 minutes because I'm desperate to get his attention, is the life I'm forced to live...

[hiddenawaypuppi]

collar and leash 💭 collar and leash 💭 collar and leash 💭 collar and leash 💭 collar and leash 💭 collar and leash 💭 collar and leash 💭 collar and leash 💭 collar and leash 💭

[obsessivedaydreams]

When my darling works a different shift from me so now I've lost all sense of purpose and I lay around all day whining pathetically because I have no will to do anything if he's not here

[beloved3ath]

Matching pfps, matching tattoos, matching wallpapers, matching outfits, matching hairstyles, matching hairstrand color, matching nails, matching scars, matching bracelets, matching necklaces, matching accessories, matching drawings, matching paintings, matching makeup, matching arm drawings, matching playlists, matching blogs, matching profiles, matching plushies, matching legos, matching nicknames, matching EVERYTHING.

[kyunforever]

i love you so much... youre the only reason my dead heart even bothers to feel anymore.