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i was trying to find out which cat had been sick lately to bring them to the vet and... it turns out it's both of them. 🙃

going to monitor them both over the next few days, i guess.

and the house we really like is in a flood zone. and the insurance for that is monthly and expensive.

and my gad keeps telling me something horrible is going to happen even tho i have nothing planned today and... that's really not how i want to spend every single day.

there's a trend on twitter that's like "if she doesn't want to have sex with you, that's litteraly eugenics"

it makes me soooo uncomfortable :(( that's not something to make fun of

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i messaged friend who liked said post, i hope they react well to my message

edit: they agreed and said they were going to unlike and stay out of it. makes me feel much safer!

#antisemitism

we visited two houses and i don't want to get my hopes up because it's somewhat out of our price range and idk if wife will get approuved, but i really like the second house ;_; and it's a lovely place for a horse

i know we'll find a house eventually and i don't know if it'll be this one so we'll see

people will tell about how i need to understand why disabled people and if i did, i would get why they vote for Biden, as if i didn't have to physically work 40h/week on the night shift at McDonald's or at a store where i was risking my life every night, exclusively because social security wasn't enough to live on

like i broke my tendon, misplaced my hips and ankle, got chronic fatigue and a fucking verterbeae moved out of place because of work.

i know how hard it is for disabled people, but i also know that 1) they're fake promesses and 2) i will NOT vote for my own safety while other people's lives are at risk omfg

and like you can't believe that Biden is going to respect black disabled people with everything he's doing.... you just can't

you just think it's lesser evil because it benifits you and it's so fucking frustrating to deal with

#joe biden

itchycoil

could you be any more annoying.. lol

Easily

a lot of specific things i experience are related to ADD/ADHD, but i don't have what seems to be key to these diagnostics.

finding out how much autism can ressemble ADHD has helped me before, maybe i should look more into.

and/or take notes of my experiences, it might help me see them with a bit more clarity.

i also should try keeping in mind what my friend said: mental illness isn't necessarily a specific list of exclusively these symptoms, it's broad and complexe and unique, while having commun aspects.

#alex brain times #i still haven't heard of anyone besides me talking impulsively yet that's odd #i heard of tourette's syndrome but i don't think it applies to me

lifeinpoetry

“I’ve been trying to go home my whole life—”

— Chelsea Dingman, from “Psychogeography,” published in The Los Angeles Review

celestialtimes2

there are many reasons why i don't support Biden.

one of them is the fact that he is in favor of ICE.

you'd think that this alone is enough for people to run in the opposite direction, right?

but no, every single time this is mentionned, it gets completely ignored.

i cannot begin to express the horror i feel when i think about this.

Biden is in favor of ICE. how can you ignore such a horrifying thing?

ignoring the problem doesn't make it disappear.

and what it tells me is that people don't care that much, as long as their own personal life isn't threathened.

(please don't say this means I support Trump. I do NOT.)

#putting this here because i don't want to deal with this shit #nothing will ever justify being in favor of ICE ever #you can reblog if you want #joe biden

found out that two mutuals i considered friends are very much in favor of Biden

it's so exhausting. part of me wants to explain it to them but.... those conversations are draining.

im tired.

(if you have ideas of what i should/could do, lmk)

fuckyeahreddit

lyjerria

I’m hypersensitive to people’s energy and it’s exhausting

someone on tumblr posted a top ten reasons to lose weight and it triggered me and broke my heart

i am so sorry you're struggling right now but... being fat isn't a bad thing and i can't follow someone who lists many aspects of how i look as "things to get rid of"

#weight loss