reverie

aint brainy but still into poetry // airi

[oddthoughts-ofmine]

I miss writing, but I don't know how to write down everything that's on my mind.

[zackprincebooks]

Me waking up: I want to write

Me eating breakfast: I want to write

Me getting ready for work: I want to write

Me at work: I want to write

Me eating lunch: I want to write

Me driving home: I want to write

Me at home, sitting in front of my laptop:

[oddthoughts-ofmine]

Sitting right in front of you

Watching and listening as you make a tune

My eyes keep twinkling

And ears are blessed by the sounds of your strings.

[oddthoughts-ofmine]

how i miss writing about my life

[oddthoughts-ofmine]

It sucks when you have strict and toxic parents and can't go out whenever you want to, so studying is the only escape from them.

[oddthoughts-ofmine]

How can someone treat me so damn well while making me feel so appreciated and everything I deserve to feel, but not my own father?

[theambitiouswoman]

[theambitiouswoman]

[oddthoughts-ofmine]

a gem

you're literally the definition of a diamond, rare to find and so precious to look at as you shine so bright that i see nothing else but you. i can tell that i am so lucky and blessed to discover a diamond that i could keep, i could cherish i could adore i could hold in my arms for a lifetime. you're a gem that i am not willing to share to anyone.

[oddthoughts-ofmine]

when u want to end ur life but u believe in hell so suicide is not an option.

[oddthoughts-ofmine]

are you my lover or my mistake?

[oddthoughts-ofmine]

take care of yourself

[oddthoughts-ofmine]

despite the fact that this is an old line, you fucking keep me going.

[oddthoughts-ofmine]

how much longer shall I hide our love from them?

how much longer will I lie to them just to save our relationship?

how long will we remain a mystery to them?

when things are coming apart, I'd like to know how it feels to be comforted by them.

I'd like to know how it feels to have been supported in these situations.

I'd like to know.

[oddthoughts-ofmine]

woke up feeling loved and grateful

[oddthoughts-ofmine]

you know he's a keeper when he is so much excited about your new stuff or about something new more than you do

[oddthoughts-ofmine]

It's really horrible to believe that your family is the source of your mental health problems. You have no choice but to stay with them for a while longer while you continue to work for yourself and your future, and then you will be free from them.