"The Entropy of the Universe is Continuously Increasing" @off-brand-orpheus - Tumblr Blog

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General TW before you go through my blog, I oscillate wildly between positive vents, negative vents, cringe writing, and generally just screaming into the void.

I try to TW my posts in the tags, but sometimes I forget. Please proceed with caution.

Also with that being said, I do like friends and mutuals. I'll try to be more active, and will probably do more than cringe poetry haha!

#this ain't a poem #pinned post #small introduction

hey guys is this love thing supposed to hurt this much?

off-brand-orpheus

"Things Aren't Bad"

I'm not happy I don't think I'm happy But I feel content(?) Like there's nothing bad happening I'm not falling asleep I'm in a class with a teacher I like (Ripley) With people I'm friendly with (Macey, Malia, ...?) And a subject that's interesting (1972 olympics)

My mind can't focus And I'm fidgeting more than usual But it's because I'm excited I'm excited because there are hardly moments in my life

Where things aren't bad I'm not happy But things aren't bad

#“I found this in my little black book...which wasn't meant to be a poem but I thought it took an interesting poetic tone”#positive vent #I like this one #self-reblog #'cause I'm pruning this one

aropride

shirt that says "i'm not high i just love saying insane sentences that don't make sense"

#bringing this one back #sillies

I loved everybody because I loved you

Oh and by the way please don't kill yourself a friend of mine did it like a week ago and I don't think I'll ever really wrap my head around the fact that I won't be able to see them in the dining hall and eat lunch with them ever again

#tw suicide #trigger warning #tw suicide mention #I wasn't as close with her as she was with other people but I don't think they knew how happy I was to see them every time we hung out

(Not to be too weird or dark but) as much as I appreciate how ready internet companies are to leap to my mental health aid, more often than not when I type something like "how do I not want to kill myself all the time" I'm looking for some threads with chill people offering their orthodox and bizarre tips, not "CRISIS INTERVENTION" "TALK THERAPY" "HELP IS AVAILABLE"

#“like chill dude” is a wild thing to say about suicide lifelines but that's the level of tired I am haha #tw sui ideation #tw suicide #trigger warning #I'm fine just tired #All I want are weird tips like putting an ice cube in your mouth #or plausible distractions when I can't access my Helpful Hobbies

And yet and yet and yet. I have never felt more pain than being scorched in the spotlight of your unhappiness. I should have known better. The first betrayal must have bloomed under a kiss, so I was doomed the second you decided to love me.

#I don’t have a name for this except for #“nothing good ever happens after 10pm”#original poem #vent #Silly little poem

I love you but I am NOT responsible for your happiness

Talking about our feelings are OVERRATED can we PLEASE go back to driving like idiots and watching funny tv shows

#anxious avoidant #this ain't a poem #vague vent #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

my life is not my own

tag your eating disorder stuff

tag your ed stuff

please please please for the love of GOD tag your ed stuff

#vague vent #please please I’m genuinely begging you #this ain't a poem

struggle-mustard-deactivated202

“delulu is the solulu”

STFU JUST

SHUT

THE

FUCK

UP

so sick of seeing that. ima start blocking everyone who says it after i cuss them the fuck out.

#real #so real

Having a stigmatized disorder (and knowing others with stigmatized disorders) and being around people who don’t know that makes me feel like some kind of double agent. People making hallucination jokes or describing people as bipolar makes my eyebrows arch in the type of curious amusement that comes from Knowing Something They Don’t

#actually mentally ill #this ain't a poem #Someone made a schizophrenia joke today and I locked eyes with the only other person in the group who Knew and that was an experience

ace-and-the-rpg-horrors

making my own picky eater poll

which do you also refuse to eat

ketchup (well. any condiment that isn't mayo)

any type of beans

the yolk of boiled or fried egg

most vegetables (ESPECIALLY courgette and aubergine)

unmelted cheese

peanut butter

raisins and other dried fruit

jelly

strawberry ice cream (or any fruit flavoured ice cream, really)

mango

don't mind any of these

hate multiple of these

Voting ended onApr 25, 2024

#ketchup/any condiment INCLUDING mayo #yolk of egg is so specific and yes that’s also very me #unmelted cheese (to a point. some cheese I’ll chomp on unmelted)#funny story about that my mom wanted me to eat cheese for a snack. so as a kid I just put it on a paper plate and microwaved it #until it was melted and ate it that way #beans are iffy >:/#raisins are terrible as are any crunchy dried fruits but I don’t mind dried peaches #tw food

I love hearing about other people's delusions. Like. It's relatable(?) It's some sort of distorted bonding moment(?)

"I had to fight the devil by standing in the middle of my room and thinking nothing but peaceful, loving thoughts"

MOOD my guy, one time a moth was on my wall and that was a sign from God that He was gonna just fucking kill me

#abnormal psychology people rise up #tw delusion #tw unreality #tw religious mention #actually mentally ill #this ain't a poem

look I'm an aroace-spec and I'm dating an allo and like. Do any of you aroace-specs hit a wall with allo things? I'll be talking all flirty or doing the kiss and all of a sudden my brain and body just goes "yeah okay we hit our quota. time to ramble about space"

#like I'm not all too interested in irl allo gestures and whatnot #I'm rather indifferent but my partner likes it so I can do stuff for a little while #but the performance gets exhausting after a while and there's garlic bread to be eaten #aro things #(aro things?)#arospec #aroace #acespec #random #this ain't a poem

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