I Hate Everything

A blog for me to shout my irrational, mentally ill thoughts into the heartless void of Tumblr. Enjoy.

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hey guys. What if nothing keeps you warm huh? What then

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you don’t love me and I’m being so brave about it

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you didn’t even give me presents on my birthday. You still haven’t even started on them. You talked to others during the only time we had together when you LITERALLY had other periods with them. I hate when your voice gets soft and you grab my arm and you look at me and you’re worried and you ask if I’m okay and I always lie to you. A snake. A bore. I fucking hate you because I love you too much. I need to be everything, I want you to smile at me, I want you to yell at me when I enter a room like you do with them. I wish you drew me like you drew them. I wish you missed me the way I missed you. I wish you showed more interest and I wish I was your favorite. I wish you loved me god I wish you loved me. I wish you missed me the way you miss him. I wish you needed me. You’re my everything and I love you so much it’s tearing me apart. Fuck man

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hey thanks I really enjoyed your bare minimum while it lasted ❤️

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IM GOING TO SCREAM. It’s my birthday and I feel just as alone. Would you. Show? Show up? I am me and that is all i can ever hope to be but it is not enough. I’m going insane I’m going insane. I WANT TO SCREAM I WANT TO SCREAM I WANT TO SCREAM J WANT TO SCREAM I WANT TO SCREAM I WANT TO SCREAM I WANT TO SCREAM I WANT TO SCREAM I WANT TO

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I may not make it another year

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being anti-kink is inherently homophobic. That’s it, it’s that simple. Kink was a big part of Pride until corporations started sanitizing Pride. How’s the boot taste that far down your throat?

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Remember when that cop pepper-sprayed students in 2011? UC Davis paid $175K to scrub it from the internet’s memory https://t.co/5prbgrx1WL

— Xeni (@xeni) April 14, 2016

[daggers-drawn]

Nice try fuckers.

[steeleman]

$175K wasted with every reblog.

Let’s sure they DON’T get their money’s worth.

[sassynattcat]

Wtf? 😨

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youre not doing a good job at keeping information alive if you’re not even gonna mention the cop’s name:

Lieutenant John Pike

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I HATE DRIVING

I had to drive to the bus stop today for the first time ever and my mom was beside me in the passenger seat and whatever. It was fine at first but then she started getting stressed out and everytime I did something wrong/forgot to do something (thought I put on the turn signal, didn’t slow down enough) she’d almost yell at me. I get it’s stressful for her but it does NOT HELP to overwhelm the person who is driving YOUR SUPER HEAVY DEATH MACHINE.

My biggest problem is telling how far cars behind me are, even with the rear view mirrors. Because my depth perception is so bad, it’s almost like don’t have it. I know the cars are closer than they look,,but how close? And if I turn around to look I might hit something.!.!,!, does anyone have any tips on how to not,,,do that? Sometimes it’s also hard to tell how close/sharp turns are because of that. I find myself slowing down where I don’t need to and not slowing down fast enough.

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Some random person just initiated a tumblr cat fight with me because they don’t like polyamory. So, just a reminder that polyamorous relationships can and have worked! And people with RSD and jealousy problems can also be in healthy poly relationships :)

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I’m polyamorous I think but my BF said something about plans with him and I cried myself to sleep that night. I think I’m poly but sometimes he doesn’t reply for hours and it makes me feel worthless. RSD and abandonment and attachment issues are a bitch. I know I overreact 90% of the time but it’s like I can’t help it. How to be polyamorous and not jealous…no glue no borax

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when they say something slightly condescending or argumentative after you express your own opinion and suddenly they seem distant and you feel like crying

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highschoolers are gonna make me kill myself I swear to god

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logically I know it’s good that people I don’t like are recovering and making friends, moving on with their lives. But emotionally I wish everyone knew what you did. I wish you felt bad. I wish you had ever thought about it at all. I wish you could hurt the way you hurt me, I want everyone to leave you because what will you do then when nobody likes you anymore? Everyone forgives you because you’re recovering and getting better-but what about ME? I was doing good and then when I wasn’t you fucking left!!!