milena

hello, i'm milena, comments are greatly appreciated!! please follow tw when i give it.

[ohitsmils]

informations !!

❝ i always daydream about you ❞

my name's Cecily and i like men that'd make me miserable. (the best intro ever)

since you're here, you probably like them too, i'm sorry.

requests are always open!

Tom Riddle masterlist.

Yuri Briar masterlist.

Frederika "Rika" Klein.

[aemondssapphire]

I need more fics about the sad mess that Aemond is. 

Don't get me wrong, I love the fanon version where he is that dark fantasy prince, but I also kind of miss the characterization of the show version Aemond. 

In HOTD we've seen many sides of Aemond, but recently the show has put an immense focus on one particular side of him. We see these many scenes where Aemond craves the attention of several women to try to fill this hole in him. That man is just a sad boy; he's been bullied for half his life by the only friends he has, who also are his family, for being dragonless, and the other half he gets stared at for missing an eye. That man just wants to feel loved. Give me that angsty man! In recent scenes with him, we mostly see him sad and vulnerable, craving the touch of any woman because he just wants to feel loved for once, and I think we need more fics about this exact Aemond that craves someone's love! 

Please let me know what you think of Aemond's characterization in the show and in fics, and I would appreciate any fic recs!

[porcelainguns]

They want

me

looked at ˚｡⋆୨୧˚

[ohitsmils]

absolutely wonderful

[inthedepthofsoul]

Who made the Dark Lord angry?

[lordcryosrealmoftrash]

I really like Yuri in this chapter. I think that this chapter really displays that Yuri isn't really a sis con, he is a traumatized man who idolizes his big sister because she, from his view, gave up everything for him. He does want Yor to be happy, but he also struggles with letting her have the space to do that. He wants to always be there because that's how they've always been. 90% of the issue with Loid and Anya for Yuri is how fast it happened. We have to remember, at the beginning, Yuri WANTED Yor to find a boyfriend. He wanted her to be with someone, to be cared for.

More in depth spoilers below

Yuri demanding they switch the actor for Loid is a huge step because it shows that while he may not like the choices his sister makes, he does respect them. He acknowledges that Loid is Yor's husband. He accepts that Yor would be more comfortable kissing her husband than some rando (she absolutely wouldn't but he don't know that). Yuri asking wasn't just for his sake, it was for Yor's. Because to Yuri, the issue was that it was a man she wasn't married to, a stranger, someone who'd she'd be uncomfortable with. His request prioritized Yor's feelings over his own, even though the reasoning he understands her to have is different from the truth.

Yuri loves his sister. And that love is very complicated and layered. But I feel that this chapter has finally fully established he IS NOT A SIS CON. He just wants what's best for Yor, and her marriage to Loid was so sudden and out of left field that of course he doesn't like it. When he said he wanted her to get a boyfriend, he truly meant that. He wanted her to start dating, then he could evaluate the guy, make sure he is safe and good, and be there every step to make their lives better. But Yor suddenly announced that oh she is married, has been for a year (lie), now has a step child, and her husband is a very suspicious man (in the eyes of an agent like Yuri). No shit he wasn't thrilled! Yuri starting to accept Loid's place in the family, while Yor is accepting her feelings for Loid is basically what Yuri had planned on, he just hadn't planned for them to already be married.

[ohitsmils]

EXACTLY ‼️‼️

[ohitsmils]

YURIIII ‼️‼️ Yurii 🫵😼

i'm proud of you, my love. you did well.

edit: it didn't go well. but you did your best, Yuri, and i'm thankful for that.

edit two: OKAY, YURI, THAT WAS ALMOST A SACRIFICE--

edit three: i'm SO glad that Yuri and Loid got more friends-like here! Yuri finally noticed that Loid also cares about Yor and it's soo cool! such an upgrade!

[yoraowo]

Tommy VERY old fanart

[ohitsmils]

i love those‼️‼️ Tom, i love/hate/love you sm.

[yourlocalbruja]

“What’s your favorite horror movie?”

Oh probably when Persephone was taken AGAINST HER WILL to be her uncle’s bride when she only wanted to be with her mother, but her true story has been completely erased and romanticized in modern day.

*Edit: No you sillies, there was no other version of the myth where Persephone wandered into the underworld and stayed there willingly. You’re just thinking of your favorite retelling and assuming it’s historically accurate.

[ohitsmils]

‼️‼️EXACTLY

[maddness-time-bby]

I hope op knows how correct they are and both sides of their pillow are cold tonight and many nights more

[nocandnc]

Something I find extremely important to note is that Yuri made the intentional choice of taking his opponent down with non-lethal force.

This is in stark contrast to the other SSS officers, who are clearly shown and heard to be shooting at the slightest hint of resistance.

Once could argue that he didn't use a gun on the chance of shooting through the bus, but if he's close enough to grab his target then he's close enough to shoot him from a safe angle. I simply don't believe otherwise. And there's no way he isn't carrying one... it just hasn't been drawn.

He entered the fray not to take down targets, but to save children.

Of course the former is somewhat required to accomplish the latter, but I do think intent is important here.

Yuri's intent is to do good.

And he pays for that goodness.

In choosing to not draw his gun, it's Yuri who's shot instead. This is partially due to his tendency to charge through problems without regard to his own safety - but I also think it's a demonstration of how such kindness can be a weakness. One usually isn't rewarded for being the better person, especially in times of violence.

In a better world, this wouldn't be the case. That's the kind of world our protagonists are fighting for...

As is Yuri.

[ohitsmils]

YURIII.

i can't wait to see him admitting that he cares. like, really cares, while pretends he doesn't.

[ohitsmils]

i will be honest, i love shoujos in general. even those cringe ones, or those really bad ones, i love them sm

[ohitsmils]

"Kamisama Kiss" shaped me as a person, i will always find it a total masterpiece, i just needed to say it

[mercyandmountainwater]

One concept I’ve never really seen (maybe I haven’t been good at searing for it) is the way Loid must think about Yor’s assumed past.

At their first date Camilla says that Yor used to make money going to men’s hotel rooms and “giving massage” which is code for sex work. It could just mean happy endings but it’s pretty fair for someone to assume that she was an escort or prostitute.

Loid defends her immediately for doing what she needed to survive and he also has no context and I don’t think he would ask Yor to explain. He would however put together the timeline and realize that Yor was completely alone raising her brother as a teenager in a place with little to know social services or support and probably had to resort to sex work to survive.

The next thing he learns about her is that she is an expert at self defense.

No wonder he doesn’t react when she responds to romantic advances with violence. He probably thinks it’s either deep seated issues with intimacy or possibly a trauma response.

[ohitsmils]

i never thought about it like that, but it's just so... damn. makes me tear up a bit.

[narcolphanom2]

Bonding time

[ohitsmils]

I 😭 WANT 😭 HIM 😭 TO 😭 NOT 😭 BE 😭 A 😭 BAD 😭 DAD 😭😭😭

pls, be morally gray because you thought about your son. PLEASE.

[ohitsmils]

my sister made me watch "haunted hotel", at first i was like "nuuh, i won't like it--", but now i cannot stop thinking about it. like, omg.

[justshipsandstuff]

Did not expect Melinda’s and Yor’s friendship to become one of my most favourite relationships in spy x family, but yeah

[ohitsmils]

i'm so happy that Yor and Melinda have each other, both of them needed to have a genuine, good friend! 💕💕

[glumby]

siblings

[ohitsmils]

i love Yuri's expressions here sm