sad but mostly mad

hey

[onlysadatnight]

social media is so toxic. i wanna stay on so ik the trends and can make jokes w my friends and connect w new people. but at the same time all it does is show me how much people like their friends and thats not me

[onlysadatnight]

feelin sad rn nothing i do is ever good enough 😁

[onlysadatnight]

i simply dont belive that i deserve pure and true love

[onlysadatnight]

i dont think anyone truly understands how empty i feel

[compulsive]

[onlysadatnight]

hey siri play feeling whitney

[i-am-just-an-average-sad-girl]

[onlysadatnight]

i feel like i dont have my own personality and i just bend to be whoever i think other people want to see

[onlysadatnight]

i can laugh and be the happiest and cheeriest person you meet but once i get to thinking at night i feel like im never going back to that happy feeling

[i-need-to-be-fixed]

[heartbreakclubs]

[recaption]

[onlysadatnight]

the worst part is that i liked quarantine bc i was staying in bc i had to and not bc i didnt have people to go out w

[onlysadatnight]

how am i so consistent in making things worse

[onlysadatnight]

nvm i take it back im glad im good at faking because its literally my own fucking fault im sad and i feel like a shit person because of my own decisions so i dont really deserve pity

[onlysadatnight]

sometimes it makes me sick how good i am at pretending to be okay

[onlysadatnight]

why is popularity so important to me. like i cant explain the amount of times that ive felt like someone hasnt liked me (like it could literally be that they talk to someone else instead of me) and it immediately sets the tone for the rest of my day