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im back, worse then ever.

logging out, don't know when i'll be back:)

rue's diary

two days ago i was sick and now entering the third day and i'm still sick, as usual nobody worries about me, i'm used to things like that, because i was very sleepy i decided to sleep but when i almost entered my dreamland suddenly my cellphone shaking indicating there is an incoming call, lazily i took it and after i saw the nickname it was my crush, and i suddenly glared my eyes because i couldn't believe if he would call me. calmly i answered, it turned out he was only asking about the work assignment that was given by my boss four days ago, i immediately gloomy and told him how to solve it and turn off the phone. i thought he was going to ask how i'm doing but no, he doesn't care. i shouldn't put my heart on him.

-25 feb 2021-

#heartbroken #damn #writers #diary #draft

rue's diary

so today, the first day i entered the internship. at first it was okay but after knowing who my work partner was, i even wanted to go home because my workmate was someone i liked two years ago, when i saw his face, all the memories of him and me that we had ever done floated above my head i felt like i wanted to jump from the roof of the highest Dubai building while listening to the song "can u feel my heart" by bring me the arizona (that's a good song, i recommend you to hear it) because i didn't want to feel embarrassed, so i took it easy but in my heart i still expected him to like me back:(

-22 feb 21-

#crush #old crush #themomerieswehadnevergone #I still love you #idontthinkulikemeback #lol #nojokestodayjustpain #Spain but without S

do you think i give a fuck??

well ya i do but i don't want to look weak infront of u

#lol #thefuckimdoingrn

fuck how i feels as long as i make money.

#work #stupid job #I hope I'm rich #fuck #oh well #imsoftiswear

people with a good fucking career sometimes don't give a fuck about others.

#career #life #jobless #stupid thoughts #I hate human