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Hey dudes, sorry for the lack of posts! Finals week has really fucked me up physically and mentally, so I’ve been kind of super distracted. I’m working on a fic Melissa’s death but I’m not sure when I’ll post it. It should be up within the next week or so but no promises!

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Would you ever write Melissa’s death

Fuck yeah! I love writing that good angst. I probably will tbh lmao, even if I don’t actually believe she is dead.

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Oh shit i just got the perfect title. Y’all I’m gonna work on this lmao. Who cares about finals I’m gonna write FANFIC INSTEAD.

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Would you ever write Melissa’s death

Fuck yeah! I love writing that good angst. I probably will tbh lmao, even if I don’t actually believe she is dead.

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Let’s play Writer’s Would You Ever

Send me an ask that says “Would you ever write…” and continue the sentence.

I’ll respond with yes or no and give an explanation as to why if I want to.

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Episode 6 Thoughts

KIM PRETENDING TO BE LUCINDA’S BOYFRIEND AFTER THAT POTION IS GAY AS FUCK. also melissa is not dead idk what y’all are on but she’s totally still alive. also poor travis my boy ;-;

ALSO EIN WHAT THE F U C K YOU ANGRY EMO SHITBAG GO DIE IN A HOLE YOU UGLY.

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A Curious Morning

Sasha awakes and goes on the hunt for her girlfriend, who seems to have disappeared somewhere.

yeah so I’m tired AF and haven’t started my homework yet so this is unedited. sorry it kinda sucks and the ending is bad lmao.

for anon!!

Word Count: 1946

Sasha and mornings did not mix very well, to be honest. The harsh glare of the sun annoyed her and the mattress below her seemed extraordinarily soft, especially right when she woke up after a night out. She and her band, the Shadow Knights, had a gig at ten the night before, and they had jammed for hours. Sasha sang vocals, so every morning she had a hoarse voice and it hurt to speak. The quiet girl usually didn’t mind as she preferred observing to socializing, but she still felt the pain when she did utter the few words she would speak.

As Sasha slowly came to the realization that she couldn’t lay in bed forever, she realized that something felt… off. She reached around her without opening her eyes, hoping to ignore the world for a few moments more while still figuring out the problem. Her hand collided with nothing as she found the empty space her girlfriend should have been in. Of course. While Sasha loved the night and the soft glow of the moon, her girlfriend preferred early mornings. Still, her girlfriend usually didn’t awake this early.

Actually, the white-haired girl had absolutely no idea how early it was. She never really had an internal clock, and never understood why people seemed to care about time. Time was just a construct built by people, after all, it didn’t matter in the grand scheme of the universe. Yet it’s flimsy, human-constructed laws still bound her, unfortunately.

With an angry sigh, she cracked open an eye and snatched her phone from its spot on her nightstand. Ew. The bright white numbers shining up at her from her too-bright phone read 11:39, so maybe she did oversleep just a bit. Sasha usually slept in, but never this late. Normally Lucinda would accidentally awake her in the mornings, but maybe she had let Sasha sleep in a bit longer than usual due to her late night last night.

Now that she acknowledged the time, she had no choice but to awaken. At least Lucinda had taken care to leave the curtains closed so she didn’t have to suffer under the sun. Sasha’s had so much hatred for the sun that Lucinda sometimes joked that she was a vampire. That wouldn’t bode over very well with her werewolf friends.

Sasha chuckled faintly at her own very unfunny joke before rubbing the sleep from her eyes. As much as she would rather stay under her warm comforter for the next three weeks, she told herself that she simply had to wake, mainly because she wanted to find Lucinda. She kicked off her blankets and yawned as she managed to pull herself out of bed.

Her foot touched the cold wood of the floor and she let out a hiss of annoyance. She had been telling Lucinda for weeks that they needed a new carpet after Sasha may or may not have accidentally spilled chili all over their old one. Oh well, nothing to be done about it now.

She yanked the comforter off the bed and wrapped it around her shoulders. As she did so, a loud yowl of anger came from where the comforter once rested. It seemed that their black cat Doctor Bartholomew, Ph.D. had been asleep next to Sasha and she hadn’t noticed him. And yes, the cat’s full name included the Ph.D. part. It was in psychology.

“Sorry cutie,” Sasha muttered in her hoarse voice to the annoyed cat, running her hand down his back as she began her walk to the door. That seemed to calm him, as the touch caused him to let out a purr and lay back down on the now comforter-less bed.

Sasha pulled open the door and listened for any noise from deeper in her apartment. Nothing. Lucinda wouldn’t have left without leaving a note, so Sasha ventured into the hallway before coming to any conclusions.

She cleared her throat in an attempt to cure her voice before calling out Lucinda’s name. “Luci? Ya home babe?” She waited a few moments. No response. Sasha let out a huff before putting her ear up to the door of Lucinda’s study and knocking lightly on the door. She heard no sound in reply.

Huh. how strange. Sasha pulled away from the door and entered into the main sitting area attached to the kitchen. No sign of her girlfriend anywhere, and no food on the counter either. Lucinda sometime’s liked to cook up strange food combinations for the pair to try, but not today it seemed.

Sasha paused as she mused over her girlfriend’s possible location. Did she have any prior engagements, maybe going out to hang with friends? Out shopping, perhaps? No, in both cases Lucinda would have written a note so Sasha wouldn’t worry.

Then it struck her. She knew exactly where Lucinda would be.

She pulled her shoulder cape/blanket tighter around her shoulders as she exited the door of their apartment, descending down the steps and trying not to trip. After walking down the single flight of stairs, she emerged in the back room of her and Lucinda’s potion shop. Well, Lucinda made and sold the potions while Sasha just provided semi-accurate palm readings. To be honest, Lucinda could read auras so she probably should have done the reads since she was an actual witch but Sasha wanted to help so she did them anyway.

Sasha, instead of entering the main shop, she entered into another side room with its door slightly ajar. The room contained hundreds of plants hanging on the ceiling and scattered on all available surfaces. Everywhere that didn’t have a plant instead held different flasks of liquids of all colors or jars of strange materials like bat ear and pickled cow tongue.

Her witch girlfriend sat hunched over a bubbling cauldron filled with some sort of deep purple liquid. Her spellbook hung floated in front of her to the side and her beautiful orange hair rested atop her head in a very sloppy bun. From what Sasha could tell, Lucinda had been up all night working on the potion in front of her. Poor girl.

It seemed as though Lucinda hadn’t heard Sasha enter the room as her focus remained on the cauldron. Sasha crept forward towards her girlfriend until she posed directly behind her. With a playful smile, she threw her arms around Lucinda, pulling her into a backward hug but also making sure not to jostle the potion,

Lucinda let out a startled shout before looking down and noticing the familiar chipped nail polish and bracelets that lined her girlfriend’s wrists. “Babe! You scared me!” She said with a laugh as she leaned her head back onto Sasha’s shoulder, grateful for the wonderous distraction that was her perfect girlfriend.

Sasha tilted her head until it rested against Lucinda’s. “You weren’t with me this morning. Did you even sleep at all last night?” She asked, her voice still hoarse and uncomfortable. At Lucinda’s long silence, Sasha withdrew her arms from around her girlfriend and spun Lucinda’s chair to face her.

Yep, there were dark circles under Lucinda’s eyes and her usually razor sharp makeup held so many smudges Sasha could barely even count them. She raised her eyebrows in an accusatory way as Lucinda let out a sigh. Sasha opened her mouth to respond before catching herself, remembering her painful voice. She instead gestured to the injured area before glaring down at Lucinda, trying to convey her message of being angry at her for not sleeping.

At Sasha’s pantomiming, a sly smile curled onto Lucinda’s lips as a playful edge crept into her tone. “Oh? Has my darling lost her voice?” At Sasha’s frustrated nodding, she laughed playfully, her smile shifting from playful to flirty. She gripped her girlfriend’s hips and pulled her towards where Lucinda sat on her chair. She stared up at her girlfriend with her sweet bedroom eyes. “You know I love your raspy, sexy voice…”

Sasha felt a small blush rise to her cheeks, but after months of dating her girlfriend, she finally had grown accustomed to Lucinda’s constant flirting. She smiled back at her with an equal amount of flirtation. “Is that right…” She replied before stooping low over her girlfriend. Lucinda turned her head upwards and the two kissed a deep, passionate kiss. As passionate as the kiss was, it ended far too quick for Sasha’s liking.

“Well, as much as I would love to keep being all sexy like you like, my throat really hurts and I could use some tea with a lot of honey…” Sasha said, wincing painfully as she spoke.

Lucinda noticed the pain in her girlfriend’s voice and a look of concern crossed her face. “I wouldn’t want you to be in pain at my expense, darling so I prepared something for you.” She pulled away from Sasha and turned back to the bubbling cauldron in front of her. “That’s why I didn't sleep last night. I was preparing this.”

The redhead snatched an empty vial next to her and began to pour some of the deep purple liquid into it. She filled it until it reached one of the hatch marks on the side and thrust the vial to Sasha. “It’s a new concoction I’ve been working on. I haven’t really tried it yet, but it should work, darling. I hope.”

Sasha gingerly picked up the vial from her girlfriend's hand and studied it cautiously. She glanced back down at Lucinda, noticing her curious yet excited gaze. “I’m going to be your first test subject?” Lucinda nodded enthusiastically, smiling all the while. Her own smile appeared on Sasha’s face. “Well, this won’t be the first time I’m your guinea pig.” She shrugged and quickly gulped down the liquid.

Instantly, she felt the soothing liquid pour over her injured vocal cords and relief filled her body. She felt better almost immediately and a happy look crossed her face.

Lucinda snatched a notebook and a pen from its spot on the table next to her, looking back to Sasha expectantly. “So? How do you feel? Does it work?”

“I think-” Sasha cut herself off as her voice came out high pitched and squeaky. Lucinda began to laugh at Sasha as she began to clear her voice quite a few times. “It works, but it appears that there are some side effects.” Sasha joined in with Lucinda’s laughter as the redhead wrote down a couple notes, shaking her head at Sasha playfully.

“I’ll have to add that to the warning label. The effects should wear off in an hour or so. I think.” The pair giggled again before Lucinda placed a lid on the cauldron and stood, placing another kiss on her girlfriend’s lips. “Let’s get back upstairs. My body is starting to crash and I could honestly use some of that tea you mentioned earlier.”

Sasha looped her arm through Lucinda’s, and the redhead snatched the blanket off of Sasha’s shoulders, wrapping it around her’s instead with a sneaky smile. Sasha shot a fake-angry glare at her as Lucinda looked the other girl up and down. “Is that my shirt? Are you using the shirt you gave me as a pajama shirt?”

The white-haired girl let out a snort of laughter in response and kissed Lucinda’s cheek playfully. They excited the workroom and began the walk back up the stairs as Lucinda shook her head in mock surprise. “I’m pretty sure that’s against the law in like thirty countries.”

The pair laughed there way back into their apartment, both giddy and cheerful. Their relationship was built on laughter; both of them loved it.

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Please!!!!! Send me some requests!!! Preferably gxg but Aarmau and Travlyn are good too!!!!!!! I really need to write rn!!!!!!!

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Also if you wanna send specific requests for specific situations that’s more then welcomed!!!

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Please!!!!! Send me some requests!!! Preferably gxg but Aarmau and Travlyn are good too!!!!!!! I really need to write rn!!!!!!!

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Hey guys I have some ideas for my next fic. Btw I appreciate all feedback :)

Melissa x beiNG FUCKING ALIVE

Melissa x HAPPINESS

Melissa x a goOD HAPPY LIFE WITH HER GIRLFRIEND AND FUTURE WIFE LUCINDA

Melissa x a happy fucking day because she’s NOT dead in my H E A R T

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Spoilers for Aphmau: When Angels Fall Episode 5

KC’s last name is Ashida!!! So that means her full name is Nana Ashida. Maybe a reference to actress Mana Ashida, a Japanese child star?? Also I’m super happy that Kim has been given a bigger role in WAF. Also GHOST!!!! And MOTHERFUCKING IRENE!!!!! T E R R Y!!!!!! I always hated that guy. I wanna know more about Ghost’s past!!!!!!!!!! Also Lucinda’s worry about Kim was so cute!!! Kimcinda maybe?? AND MELISSA CONFIRMED DEAD. MY LIFE IS OVER!!!!! They better not kill off Kim too. Lucinda needs a love interest lmao. I want my witchy girl to be happy!!!!!! Also what’s up with Travis?? Terry is his father so how was his childhood????? ALSO DANIEL AND BLAZE!!!!!!!!! MY BOYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO MUCH happened this episode lmaoooo.

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hey send me a ship (preferably gxg) and a song from my spoitify playlist or a topic/idea because i really want write but have no ideas hhhhhhhhhhh. 

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The Visit

Set during Emerald Secret, Nicole comes back to visit and faces an old friend. 

Words: 3241

this took fucking ages and i think it’s pretty good?? thoughts????

for @mumblingforever

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The Visit

Set during Emerald Secret, Nicole comes back to visit and faces an old friend. 

Words: 3241

this took fucking ages and i think it’s pretty good?? thoughts????

for @mumblingforever

Airports were not Nicole’s most favorite place in the world. To be honest, they weren’t even in the top one-hundred. The smell, the pushy people, the surprising lack of human decency… Just on her way to her get her luggage from the baggage claim, she had witnessed two people fighting over the last scone at a bakery and a guy eating a hot dog with his feet. Maybe it was just this particular airport that was beyond weird.

It makes sense, considering where she was. A lot of weird stuff went down here, stuff she would rather not be involved with.

She shuddered slightly as she made her way with the crowds towards the baggage claim, her mind a swirl of emotions. Nicole had been gone for… was it five months? After the whole fiasco with Dante cheating on her at Love~Love Paradise, she just needed to get away for awhile. A vacation from her friends was just what she needed. As much as she loved Aphmau and the gang, they had way too many… ‘adventures’ then she liked.

As her mind wandered, a face popped into her head. Katelyn. Nicole had just left the resort without telling anyone, and to be honest, she knew that they didn’t really miss her all that much. She wouldn’t tell anyone, but she had secretly stalked all their social media since she left them, and they seemed to be getting on just fine. Even the girl she called her best friend, Katelyn seemed to be okay without her. She had a new best friend and stopped trying to contact Nicole after the first three weeks of her disappearance. Katelyn didn’t even bother to look for her.

It was a bad idea to come back.

Nicole was jolted out of her melancholy thoughts as her red suitcase appeared on the luggage claim. She quickly grabbed the handle and was out of that stuffy airport as fast as possible. She exited the airport… and emerged into the cold. Almost immediately, she began to shiver and her breath came out like smoke from her lungs. Wow… it was a lot colder then she had originally anticipated. Nicole crossed her arms over her chest in an attempt to trap her heat as huddled in waiting for the Uber she had arranged to pick her up.

She should probably call Katelyn, to tell her she was back in town. Even though she would rather do anything but contact her best friend, she knew it would be best. Maybe she could reconnect with her, and they could be friends again. If Katelyn would even put up with her after her sudden disappearance.

The bright screen of her phone glared up at her as she stared down at Katelyn’s number in her phone. Katelyn’s picture was a selfie the two of them had taken together just days before she found out about Dante’s infidelity. The blue-haired girl smiled up at the camera with her pristine white teeth, her blueberry eyes shining with happiness. Nicole was just as cheerful, though she didn’t reciprocate those feelings now. All she felt was sorrow.

In a split second, she had clicked the call button and held the device up to her ear. Oh Irene, what was she going to say?! Nicole listened in suspense as the phone rang once, twice, three times… and a voicemail. Thank Irene…

Katelyn’s soothing voice hit Nicole in a crash of longing. She had forgotten how much she truly missed her best friend. When the recording ended and the beep sounded, Nicole took a deep breath and began her message. “Hey Katelyn… it’s Nicole. I’m back in town and I… Well, I was wondering if you wanted to grab a coffee or something? I just… really need to talk to you. And to apologize. I kinda want to do it in person. Phone calls are awkward… Contact me. Please.”

Her finger pressed the ‘end call’ button and she let out a sigh of relief. Maybe Katelyn was busy and wouldn’t hear her message for a while? Surprisingly, Katelyn almost immediately sent a text back, as if the blue haired female just wasn’t prepared to speak. Hey, sorry for missing your call, maybe we could meet up at our favorite coffee house in 20 mins? The one on Chestnut? I have to talk to you too. Then, almost twenty seconds later, I missed you.

A warm, happy feeling flushed through Nicole’s body as she replied in the affirmative, all remnants of the cold weather momentarily forgotten. Katelyn wasn’t angry with her! And she even missed her! Just then, the Uber pulled up. She took a deep, nervous breath as she got into the vehicle. She was going to see Katelyn again.

Nicole didn’t have enough time to drop her luggage off at the hotel, but she was traveling relatively light and didn’t mind carrying it with her to the coffee shop. She was honestly hoping Katelyn would let Nicole stay at her house, but it all rested on how well this meeting between the pair went.

She took a few minutes to compose herself inside the back of her second Uber for the day. All they were going to do is talk. That’s all she had to do. Nicole stepped out of the car into the frigid air and grabbed her suitcase, wheeling it behind her as she walked towards the entryway of the coffee house. Oh Irene, she had to calm her nerves if she wished to somehow old a normal conversation with her old best friend or this was going to end badly

Nicole pushed open the door and was immediately greeted by a wave of heat combined with the thick smell of coffee. She missed this place. A man in a red flannel with hipster glasses and a hipster beard sat on stage in the corner, playing an acoustic guitar, and almost all the tables were packed with hipster kids willing to pay way too much for a simple coffee. She took a deep breath of the coffee-thick air as her grey eyes wandered the cafe.

She pretended to look for Katelyn, but she knew exactly where the other girl was going to be sitting: their chairs. Along the far wall was a long window with a dozen or so loveseats scattered underneath it. Whenever the pair came to the cafe, they always sat in the pair of silver plush chairs in the corner around a small black coffee table. She hadn’t been there in months.

Her face flushed as she noticed a blue haired girl with her legs curled up underneath her and her face buried in her phone. Katelyn. Nicole’s heartbeat quickened along with her pace as she drew closer to her friend. Katelyn’s turquoise eyes rose to meet Nicole’s as she turned her phone off with a click. Katelyn wore a simple blue and white striped sweater over black leggings and brown combat boots. She stood and straightened out her sweater as her arms opened for a hug.

“Oh, Nicole! I missed you so much!” Katelyn said with a smile as bright as the sun spread across her pale face. Nicole swiftly buried herself into the blue-haired girl’s arms, her own smile on her face. Was that… perfume Nicole smelled? It was fresh like roses and sunflowers and violets all wrapped into one perfect scent. She wanted to remain in Katelyn’s arms for hours, but when she felt the other girl pull away, she did the same.

Nicole plopped into the open chair next to Katelyn and studied the other girl. She was as gorgeous as always, but it seemed that her hair had lightened a few shades. Did she dye it again? Whatever she did, it looked amazing.

“Katelyn you look… fantastic! Clearly, these past few months have been well for you! I guess my presence wasn’t missed too much,” she said, attempting to make a joke. It obviously wasn’t very funny, since all Katelyn did was grimace slightly.

The blue-haired girl didn’t really know how to respond it seemed since all she did was open and close her mouth a few times. After a few awkward seconds, she gestured down to the two drinks on the table that Nicole hadn’t noticed before. “I, um, bought you a drink. Dark chocolate mocha with cinnamon and extra whipped cream. Your favorite cold weather drink.”

A slow smile spread across Nicole’s face. “And I assume you drink a plain black coffee with an ungodly amount of artery-clogging sugar, yes?” The two girls shared a laugh as they sipped their preferred beverages, reminiscing on times passed. The silence became awkward again as neither girl knew where to begin their conversation again.

Nicole decided to break the silence first. “I’m sorry I left. After everything that happened with Dante, I…” She shook her head to clear the confusion from it. “I just needed a little alone time, away from everyone. I love ‘em but you know how they can be.”

Katelyn looked away as her grip tightened on her cup. The old Katelyn would have blown up at Nicole, would have started shouting and throwing a fit. But this Katelyn just took a calming deep breath before turning back to her old best friend. “I know you needed some alone time, but you could have come to me abo-”

“It wasn’t that simple,” she interrupted, her fist clenching. “I was just so caught up with everyone else's problems I began to feel like a side character in my own life!”

Katelyn let out another breath, her glare softening slightly. “I know the feeling. Sometimes I feel like the world revolves around Aphmau and Aaron like everyone else is just living in the background.” She smiled slightly. “I think I’d like to be my own main character for once.”

Nicole nodded in agreement and chuckled quietly, taking another sip of her mocha.

“So where have you been? You’ve been gone for months and you come back so tan and beautiful,” Katelyn muttered into her coffee, almost as if she couldn’t bare to look Nicole in the eyes. Even though she didn’t say it, Nicole knew that Katelyn was sorry for not trying to contact her after her disappearance.

Nicole decided to accept that apology. “Well, I traveled around a lot, mainly in South America. I spent a lot of time in Cuba, Peru, Venezuela, the Caribbean… but I spent most of my time away in Brazil. It’s so beautiful there, and I’ve been working on my Portuguese, but I’m not that good. Fortunately, I met this really nice girl there who helps translate for me. I already speak Spanish so it wasn’t too hard to get along everywhere else…” She shrugged slightly before an idea popped into her head. “Oh! I have pictures!”

Nicole pulled her phone out of her pocket and opened her camera roll. “Here,” she said as she handed the silver phone to her friend as if no time had passed between them. It was like they were in high school again, fawning over boys and gossiping together.

A sly smile appeared on Katelyn’s face as she began to tease Nicole. “Oooo, your vacation pics? Are you sure I won’t see anything I might regret?” They giggled playfully as Katelyn began to scroll through the numerous photos, making an offhand comment here or there. And then she found that photo.

It wasn’t anything too bad, but it was a selfie of Nicole locking lips with a pretty dark haired girl with soft brown eyes. That was something Nicole had never told Katelyn: that she was bisexual. Katelyn had frequently talked about both the boys AND girls she liked, but Nicole had never found the right time to mention it. Well, today was a good a day of anything.

“Katelyn, I guess I forgot to tell you, but… I’m bi. Yay…” She said with a nervous smile, doing awkward jazz hands.

Katelyn began to laugh as she gave the phone back to Nicole. “Nicole… I kinda already knew. You should see the look in your eye whenever you look at the women in the magazines. You get all flowery and blushy whenever you even see a cute girl!”

It took every fiber of her being for Nicole to resist saying ‘like you’.

The blue-haired girl finished the rest of her drink and set it back on the coffee table before letting out a sigh. “Oh Irene, it really got hot in here, didn’t it?” She fanned herself with her hand before taking off her sweater.

As the soft fabric was pulled over her head revealing her plain white long sleeve shirt, Nicole got a glimpse of Katelyn’s stomach. No, it wasn’t her stomach: Katelyn was full on RIPPED.

Heat rushed to Nicole’s face as she hid behind her mocha cup, attempting to block Katelyn from seeing her reaction. This wasn’t the first time Nicole had seen Katelyn’s abs, but for some reason, this time felt… different, to say the least. There was a slight tension between the two, one that had been there since Nicole had walked in.

Katelyn either didn’t notice it or chose not to say anything, since she just continued on like normal as she pulled her shirt down. “So, anything happen with that hottie on your phone?”

Nicole sighed quietly at the distraction. “Oh, it was just a week-long fling, to be honest. I don’t know why I even still have the photo. She wasn’t what I was looking for in a woman. She wasn’t-” you. She barely managed to cut herself off before she could say the word.

Unfortunately, it appeared Katelyn caught the intention because she shifted in her seat, whether from uncomfortableness or intrigue Nicole had no idea. She closed her mouth quickly, realizing that if she spoke again she would say something even more incriminating. It seemed as though Katelyn had the same idea because she didn’t bother to speak either.

After almost a full minute of both of them looking in any direction but at each other, Nicole decided that maybe she should say something, at least to break the silence. But as she opened her mouth, more than what she originally planned to say came pouring out.

“Katie… I’m sorry for leaving. I know I explained it before but I just, well, I needed a break and I came back to say how much I missed you. Ever since I left I felt… incomplete, you know? But now that I’m here, I don’t think I can leave again, at least not without you. You just make everything feel better and the world seems brighter.”

At this, Katelyn seemed a bit stunned, as though she wasn’t prepared for Nicole’s confession. To be completely honest, Nicole wasn’t prepared for it either. She just felt as though she had to say it, as though she couldn’t stand to keep her feelings inside. She had already dug her grave, so she might as well continue.

“Ever since we first became friends, I had always felt kinda strange towards you, but now I finally realize what those feelings were; no, are. Katelyn, I really like you. I like you as more than just friends and oh Irene, I feel like a schoolgirl confessing her feelings.” Nicole let out a nervous laugh, running a hand through her hair.

The man who had been playing the guitar finished his final song, and a small round of applause filled the air of the coffee shop, though the girls’ eyes were glued to each other. It seemed as though he was the only live music for that evening since low music began to play from the speakers above their heads. It was like elevator music but more hipster, if that even existed.

After a few moments, Katelyn opened her mouth slowly and began to respond, thinking over her response before not bothering to reply eloquently and just get to the point. “Nicole, can I kiss you right now? Because I just really want to kiss you right now.”

An uncontrollable smile bloomed on her face as she began to nod her head furiously in the affirmative. She had been waiting for this, longer than she even consciously knew.

The two girls leaned across the armrests of their respective chairs and met in the middle, their lips colliding gently. This may seem a bit cliche, but to Nicole, the whole world began to fade away until it was just the two of them. At first, the kiss was slow and soft as both girls began to explore the feelings between the two of them. Katelyn’s angel-soft lips tasted like a thick blend of dark coffee and sugar along with a small hint of… peppermint? It seems as though Katelyn still wore the same chapstick.

Their kiss deepened as Katelyn brought her hand up to cup Nicole’s cheek, pulling her closer. Nicole’s breath became heavy as she realized her hunger for Katelyn. She wrapped her arm around the blue-haired girl's waist and pulled her body as close as possible as her other hand tangled itself in her hair. She needed this. No, they both did. Katelyn was just as hungry and desperate as Nicole was.

By some mythical power from Irene above, the two managed to unwind their bodies from each other, and Nicole was immediately slammed with an intense feeling of lost once more. From the look in Katelyn’s eyes, she had the same feeling.

Silence fell upon the pair once more, but this time the silence was welcomed. Nicole’s eyes flicked around the cafe, suddenly embarrassed by her outburst of emotion. It appeared as though no one even noticed their intense feelings, and the world outside of them continued as normal, even though nothing between them would ever be normal again.

Katelyn spoke first as she attempted to straighten out her hair. “Wow… You’re a good kisser. Why haven’t we done this before?!” The two began to laugh again, but this time their laughter was wilder and freer, the tension between them evaporating.

An idea popped into Nicole’s head. “Run away with me. We can leave everyone behind and escape back to the villa I’m staying in Brazil. It can be just the two of us forever.” The idea was beyond insane, but from the smile on Katelyn’s face, she was considering it.

But then the smile dropped slightly as reality set it. “You know I would love to do nothing more than leave with you, I have friends here. We have friends here. Everyone has missed you. Even though it seems like we didn’t, we did. I know I did.” She reached forward and intertwined their fingers, an almost sad smile appearing on her face, a stark contrast to the pure bliss seen earlier.

“Maybe I could stay a little while longer then I had planned. Is there any room in your house for me? I heard you moved.”

Katelyn let out a snort of laughter, leaning forward to press their foreheads together. “No one would mind you being around. Plus, it’s only KC and me in the house now, and she is going to die when she finds out about… this.” She pressed their lips together once more. Well, not once more. It was honestly more like six. “But we should be fine.”

Maybe coming back wasn’t that bad of an idea after all.

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The Sea and the Stars

Hey so here’s my first official fic, as requested by @ebmangoslices!!! I hope you like it. It isn’t the best but like,,,,,, i tried?? I honestly really ship Melissa and Lucinda and I tried to capture their personalities but???? Also yes I made the ending intentionally sad considering what happened in episode 4 but uhhhhhh.

Please give me feedback!!! It’s kinda rushed but I just really wanted to get this out lmao.

Lucinda and Melissa drink a little too much at the masquerade ball and some feelings emerge.

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The ball had gone well, which was considerably surprising to Melissa. As much as she wanted to support Kawaii-Chan and cheer up her friends, risking all of them being out in the open for such a long period of time was going to end badly, or so she thought. So far the evening had been wonderful, despite the orange mask she had chosen: orange did not go with her dress at all.

The group had stayed quite a bit longer then she had originally anticipated, and they had been dancing for… well, she honestly had no idea. The hours had gone by in a blur, and she had downed fruity cocktail after fruity cocktail, having the time of her life. After being forced to spend days cooped up in their horrendous little hideout, being able to walk around freely made her beyond grateful.

In a swirl of green and orange, Melissa was swirled around the dance floor by a shaky hand, and she was tossed out of her thoughts and back into reality. She felt two soft hands snake around her waist and pull her close. This was maybe her fifteenth or so dance with Lucinda, and each one had gotten more and more sloppy as each of them consumed more alcohol than they should have, especially considering that they were supposed to be in hiding. That was just what they needed: a misspoken word or an offhand comment that could get them all captured.

In a momentary lack of drunken judgment, Melissa giggled playfully and muttered quietly to Lucinda, “Getting handsy there, aren’t ya babe?” Oh geez, she just called Lucinda babe, didn’t she? Her back stiffened and her eyes widened under her masquerade mask as she struggled to continue their lazy swaying that might be considered dance if you squint.

Lucinda was either too drunk to notice or she just didn’t care, because the witch just leaned forward, her own laugh on her lips. Melissa felt the other girl’s hot, alcohol-scented breath on her ear as Luci whispered her reply, “Oh I know you like it.” She pulled her just a bit closer as the final notes of the song played. “But don’t worry, we can go after this. I’m pretty sure KC and Aphmau and everyone left already.”

The two parted, and Melissa felt a strange longing as Lucinda’s arms retreated from the werewolf’s waist. Melissa grabbed Lucinda’s hand and pulled her off the dance floor and towards the exit of the ballroom. They managed to wobble their way out of the entrance, the two females using each other as crutches. Despite her drunken state, Melissa’s golden eyes continued to glance around the room, making sure that no one was watching the pair make their exit. To her relief, the site of two drunken girls wasn’t that uncommon on that particular evening.

Melissa and Lucinda managed to reach the outside, and Melissa took a greedy gulp of the fresh air. She was quite sick of the stuffy air inside the casino, so the cool evening was refreshing. The party grew quieter and quieter as the pair wandered away from the casino in the direction they believed the hideout was in. To be honest, Melissa’s mind wasn’t the clearest but she thought she remembered that store on their way there, so they were probably going in the right direction.

As they walked in comfortable silence, she realized that they had passed very few of the Guardian Forces on the treck back. It seemed they amassed all their forces in the casino, so the pair were home free. She noticed a bench nearby gazing out at the water.

“Hey Lucinda… let’s take a break real quick. I doubt we’ll have any alone time for a while, and I kinda just wanna… chill for a while, ya know?” At this, Lucinda paused and, even in her drunken state, looked at Melissa in confusion. It’s not like they had anywhere to be, so honestly, she wasn’t complaining. She hesitantly bobbed her head in confirmation as her eyes followed Melissa’s towards that bench.

The pair plopped down, and Melissa stared out at the water, unsure whether to make small talk or not. The skyline seemed to blend together with the sea, and the inky blackness seemed to go on forever, with just a few stars to signify where the sky and sea parted. There was no moon in the sky. The darkness that surrounded them was almost terrifying in its vastness. As she stared, it seemed as though the pair of them were the only two in a world of sea and stars. She could forget their problems, and the Guardian Forces seemed miles away. All that mattered were her, Lucinda, and the stars.

Her eyes continued to wander the sky until she felt someone else's on her face. Melissa’s gaze lowered and collided with Lucinda’s. Red met gold as a collision of emotions passed silently between their drunken gazes.

If it wasn’t for the copious amount of alcohol in her system, she wouldn’t have opened her mouth. If it wasn’t for Lucinda’s soft yet gently curious gaze, she wouldn’t have said a single thing. But she did.

“Luci… I’m scared. Everyone is coming after my brother and all I want to do is protect him but I can’t and I have to be so composed for everyone and I don’t know what to do. I hate not knowing what to do but I still have to pretend I know what I’m doing, ya know? And I don’t even know why I’m telling you all this, it’s not like you can do anything abo-”

And that’s when Lucinda closed the gap between them. The kiss wasn’t one you’d see in the movies. It was brief yet sweet and filled with the truest, absolute passion between them. Melissa, as much as she would hate to say this to anyone, had never been kissed before (except one time in second grade but that didn’t count). Despite how short they were together for, Melissa was filled with longing for the second time that evening as Lucinda withdrew.

Melissa couldn’t even move as she stared at Lucinda in awe as the other girl let a drunken laugh slip out between her lips. “Melissa, darling, we’re all scared. I’m pretty sure that is the one thing we can be sure of in this whole damn confusing world. We’re all so fucking scared, but you know everything is going to be okay. The sun will still rise and we will still have Aphmau and KC and Aaron and Kim and Zane too (if you count him) and everyone. Of course, you have me too and all that, but I don’t want to be too cheesy. This is just a minor set back, but everything is going to work out.”

A sloppy smile bloomed on Lucinda’s lips and she tilted her head to the side… which caused her to lose her balance and she began to fall forward off the bench. Melissa caught her with a small laugh and pull her into a tight hug, closing her eyes as the warmth of their contact spread through her body and Melissa caught Lucinda’s carefree attitude.

She could believe, even if just for a moment, that everything was going to be alright. She was going to be okay.

[orbvii]

hey yo i made a account to write fanfic and stuff, specifically for the aphmau fandom so like,,,,, hit me up with fic requests maybe??? idk how this works lmao i just really need some writing practice.