Hey guys update for if anyone been wondering about me:
I started dating the guy from work, we're doing great. he's a really good guy and we get along so well! we make eachother laugh and smile and gosh he makes me so happy!!! (also I totally got laid y'all)
I quit smoking. I feel a lot better but tbh I started vaping so lost a lot of cool points. It did really help with quitting though and my vape is called an Alien which is kinda cool.
I still drink like a beer or two every few days but it's casual. I don't get black out drunk and cry anymore. No reason to tbh.
I'm getting the notes to be able to keep my cat as my therapy animal. I had to take them to my parents' for a few months and it's been hard. I miss them so much I don't like being in my apartment. It's fine bc I go to my boyfriend's place like everyday but not having my babies is really hard on me. Last night I started having a meltdown on break at work and the big black cat that hangs around there came up to me and let me pet him til I calmed down. I may have someone I can give the old lady too, or I may not. If worse comes to worse I can take her to the pet adoption agency here in town and make sure she gets a really good home. I love her but I can't gave two cats and she fights with Doser.
I get along with my ex. We're cool in the whole 'we dated and it ended badly' regard but now he gets on my nerves all the time because he's annoying and childish af. I guess being with my bf Levi now as opposed to that asshole shows me what a real young adult man is supposed to be like. But hey, we all make stupid mistakes when we're young and I had to learn from him. Also turns out he's a creep who's started dating teenagers despite being 21 so fuck that guy but he'll get what's coming to him. I have to at least get along for a few weeks until he changes shifts.
Work sucks but it's not called play-time for a reason. I got my raise so that's good I guess.
I've been reading a lot lately. Levi and I get home and he watches tv or plays video games while I sit and read or crochet so I have plenty of time to relax now. He stops his game like every five minutes to pay attention to me and apologizes for shifting because he thinks it makes it harder to read. I'm not used to that lol. I read the Kingkiller Chronicles and the Age of War (?) series, now I'm working on a new series.
My stepmom is pregnant, I'm making her a baby blanket and a stuffed animal for the baby. I'm so excited!!!! I was too young to be involved when my brothers were born so I've never gotten to be a part of something like this!!!!!
I've been cooking more lately. It helps to have someone who actually likes my food. Plus it's better than eating garbage all the time.
So far that's all I can come up with. All in all things are working for the better. I hope everything works out.
