Orizuru

19 | she/her | constantly in a state of pan-panic 🏳️‍🌈| yandere, monster, and horror lover | definitely a paper crane

[orizuru-uwu]

Hi. Hey. Hello ~

I’m Orizuru, definitely a paper crane irl.

This is my first Tumblr and it will primarily be an art/drabble dump blog.

I don’t post drawings often, mostly because of art block, a short attention span, and a goldfish brain, but if anyone wants to suggest something… ;)

{Though there’s a 50/50 chance I’ll doodle whatever was suggested. Please keep asks relatively open for interpretation, ie - ‘can you sketch a [fruit]/[insect]/[part of anatomy]?’ ; No - ‘Viking riding a dragon battling a unicorn, and make it all different shades of blue’ - this isn’t a commission thing and I’m no art major}

As for the short blurbs, those are going to be about yanderes, dreams, thoughts, or random bs.

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You

I think I like to hate you, and that’s what I hate about myself the most.

‘bout to be a lot of self pity so if that’s not your cup of tea, just enjoy the art

I can’t stop thinking about what you did to me, and I know I should leave things in the past, but I don’t want to. 

We were just stupid, impulsive, insecure kids but I thought I meant something to you. 

I remember the day I decided to hate you.

It was sunny; It was Halloween; You were my friend; You told me, “nobody cares”.

I’m not stupid, I know you were just trying to get me to shut up and stop worrying, but what you said hurt. It hurt so much because of how you said it, the way you looked into my eyes, and when you started walking again without me. 

Now I’m not sure if that was when I’d made up my mind. 

Was it when I realized you used your friends to do your work? 

Was it when I heard you say that slur in front of me? 

Was it when you said my insecurities made you hate me? 

I think I’m being too harsh, I think I just like making excuses for you, I think I need something in order to hate you;

What does all of this make me? 

You would’ve said sad, no - I think you really would’ve said you don’t care.

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Coyle celebrating the 👻 Spooky Season 👻

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Duck.

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Shadow-Yan : Lil’ Facts

Having a busy schedule won’t stop me from dumping oc lore 

They are very shy. Like, spend hours trying to find a solution instead of asking a friend for help - type of nervous.

This doesn’t stop them from being weird. In pursuit of trying to find out more about you, they are willing to dig through your trash, drawers, any secret place you might stash stuff, and they will go through your search history if you accidentally leave your laptop on at night.

Unfortunately, Shadow-Yan is not a fan of pets - specifically dogs. Cus… being a freeloading shadow and all… if a pet is particularly alert, yk… ʅ（◞‿◟）ʃ

Though, this doesn’t mean Shadow-Yan dislikes the company of animals, it’s actually the opposite; Animals get rather anxious in their presence. 

Shadow-Yan being there, tends to make one feel paranoid. Sick. Wrong. 

For you... Shadow-Yan might've done something to fix that ♡

As a shadow, they obviously don’t need to eat/drink/etc - but they can if they want to. Though it looks really strange, and affects the physical food left behind in an odd way too.

‘How did they meet you/secretly move into your place?’ - that’ll be in the next short ;)

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Shadow-Yandere

(Definitely NOT the final design, but I'm facing the consequences of my actions rn - enjoying my dinner too much - and have a stomach ache :( so this is all I have the energy to draw)

Shadow-Yan [still actually needs a name] is just that. A shadow. With no physical shape, they've decided to simply adopt a humanlike silhouette. And yes - a main reason for this decision was to hopefully not scare you when (really if) they decide to say 'hi'. Though, for now, they are content with simply guarding your sleeping form.

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Can you draw a silly cat? Doesn't have to be anything special or fancy, just a silly cat 😺

Cats Cats Cats

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Late Night Yandere Imagines

Yandere! Shadow Creature (Nb) x Reader

As you lay in bed, limbs safely tucked under your covers, you can’t help but imagine the shadows on your bedroom wall moving.

They bend and sway in the soft moonlight streaming into your room. It’s mesmerizing, like the shadows are putting on a performance just for you.

And you wouldn’t be entirely wrong. It is a very special show, one intended to impress you. Only you.

They display their flexibility; They exhibit their creativity; They present a hypnotic dance

The shadows on the wall… if only you knew~

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It had to be the 5th time this week. The 5th time you’ve fought the clutches of sweet sleep to watch the shadows on the wall. You couldn’t look away - wouldn’t even as your vision blurred from staring for so long. The dark shapes created by the angles and curves of all the objects in your bedroom - it was like someone had painted an inkblot test on your wall. It moved, twitched and pulsed, as the clouds outside manipulated the light that seeped in. ‘Oh shadows…’, you thought as sleep finally took hold of you, ‘how can you be so captivating…’. If only you had been awake a little longer. Such a pity. You could’ve seen your tiny dancer smile back at your resting form. Well, there’s always tomorrow.

For now, it's their turn to watch you.

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Yandere! Harpy (Male) x Reader - First Meeting Headcanons

He first met you when you’d decided to take a walk through the dense forest late in the afternoon. At first, he thought you were either stupid or suicidal - or both. He was originally going to turn you into a snack, that is, until he decided you looked kinda pretty (for a bumbling human walking through his woods with twigs in your hair and mumbling to yourself to ‘stay calm… the path out is just up ahead, probably’). 

He followed you around, hopping from tree to tree, and occasionally making shrill calls to scare you in a certain direction. You really were an entertaining little thing~ 

When he’d had his fun, he jumped down from the branch he was parched on and landed in front of you. He really wasn’t expecting you to faint… getting you back home was going to be a little tricky.

He gently hooked his talons through the back of your shirt. Secretly, he was hoping you’d wake up and start panicking. He loved the sound humans made when they were scared.

As he flew, he’d occasionally look down at your limp form dangling in his grasp. You really were cute…

When he finally made it to your home, a little house at the edge of the quaint village, he plopped you down on the cobbled path leading to your doorstep. He flew you back home, that was as nice as he was going to be.

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‘Why…’, you think to yourself as you trip over another tree root, ‘Why did I have to do this today? Couldn’t I have trekked through the overgrown, dark, and scary forest another time?’. Suddenly you heard it. A shrill call from somewhere in the canopy above you. ‘Is something following me?’, you question as the call sounds again - this time sharper, with more of a ‘bark’ to it. Turning left, you push yourself to continue on. The trees seemed to melt together in a blur of hardwood, and maybe it's the dehydration/exhaustion talking, but you swear you’ve seen that same clump of moss twice now. 

Just a little further and then you can rest. 

A couple more steps and then you’ll see the path out. 

All you have to do is make it to the forest edge, and then… and then you can probably find your way back home…

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You

I think I like to hate you, and that’s what I hate about myself the most.

‘bout to be a lot of self pity so if that’s not your cup of tea, just enjoy the art

I can’t stop thinking about what you did to me, and I know I should leave things in the past, but I don’t want to. 

We were just stupid, impulsive, insecure kids but I thought I meant something to you. 

I remember the day I decided to hate you.

It was sunny; It was Halloween; You were my friend; You told me, “nobody cares”.

I’m not stupid, I know you were just trying to get me to shut up and stop worrying, but what you said hurt. It hurt so much because of how you said it, the way you looked into my eyes, and when you started walking again without me. 

Now I’m not sure if that was when I’d made up my mind. 

Was it when I realized you used your friends to do your work? 

Was it when I heard you say that slur in front of me? 

Was it when you said my insecurities made you hate me? 

I think I’m being too harsh, I think I just like making excuses for you, I think I need something in order to hate you;

What does all of this make me? 

You would’ve said sad, no - I think you really would’ve said you don’t care.

[orizuru-uwu]

(3/4) of my Frankenstein inspired anatomy drawings posted! This is a charcoal (regular and white) piece of the muscles and tendons inside the forearm. Out of all the sketches, this one is probably my favorite, idk I just like the way it looks.

Is it accurate though? Probably not.

From the 1 minute of looking up the anterior forearm structure, there appears to be 5(?) tendons connecting to the flexor muscles that appear in that portion of the forearm.

Accurate or not, I just enjoyed drawing something.

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The heart sketch was actually the first of the mini’s and it definitely took the longest. I’m not quite satisfied with how it turned out, white charcoal might not have been the route to go... maybe in the future I’ll try again. I’ve been told it looks vaguely similar to the liver, so oops.

As you can clearly see, I wasn’t going for full anatomical accuracy. I don’t have the patience, nor the skill for that. I think the reference photo was of a ‘fake preserved heart sculpture’ - it’s been deleted so I’d have to find it again to check.

For this drawing, I actually used the back of the coffee paper I’d selected. When making the coffee stains I used 4 items: 1) coffee 2) lemon juice 3) salt 4) instant coffee powder

Long story short, salt creates a patch free of color ( don’t ask for a good explanation, that’s just how I learnt it from my teacher) and I preferred how it made the paper look as opposed to a solid stained background.

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Did a set of anatomical drawings (this is 1/4 of them) inspired by Mary Shelley’s Frankenstein. Took forever to do the coffee staining, but I’m satisfied that I used charcoal as a medium and not colored pencils.

Fun fact, scraping coffee paper does produce a coffee scent. That, or the constant making of coffee paper was starting to have an effect on me.

(Note to future me: while scalpels are useful for fraying the edges, be more cautious)

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I know it’s too early for the spooky season, but that won’t stop me from painting lil’ ghosts.

The painting itself is actually on a 2inx2in black canvas and is part of another project 👻

Considering acrylic paint isn’t my favorite, I think this turned out pretty good :)

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Total Solar Eclipse

Taken at the peak of totality ✨👌🏻 Successfully lived through an eclipse, kinda sad the ground didn’t split open to reveal the pits of hell/the zombie apocalypse.

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(3/4) of my Frankenstein inspired anatomy drawings posted! This is a charcoal (regular and white) piece of the muscles and tendons inside the forearm. Out of all the sketches, this one is probably my favorite, idk I just like the way it looks.

Is it accurate though? Probably not.

From the 1 minute of looking up the anterior forearm structure, there appears to be 5(?) tendons connecting to the flexor muscles that appear in that portion of the forearm.

Accurate or not, I just enjoyed drawing something.

[orizuru-uwu]

The heart sketch was actually the first of the mini’s and it definitely took the longest. I’m not quite satisfied with how it turned out, white charcoal might not have been the route to go... maybe in the future I’ll try again. I’ve been told it looks vaguely similar to the liver, so oops.

As you can clearly see, I wasn’t going for full anatomical accuracy. I don’t have the patience, nor the skill for that. I think the reference photo was of a ‘fake preserved heart sculpture’ - it’s been deleted so I’d have to find it again to check.

For this drawing, I actually used the back of the coffee paper I’d selected. When making the coffee stains I used 4 items: 1) coffee 2) lemon juice 3) salt 4) instant coffee powder

Long story short, salt creates a patch free of color ( don’t ask for a good explanation, that’s just how I learnt it from my teacher) and I preferred how it made the paper look as opposed to a solid stained background.