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Just a little positivity to try and help you get through the day. This is something I’ve had to learn that hasn’t been easy but has been necessary. The only people that matter in life are the ones that love you for being you. The best thing we can do is be ourselves. Don’t conform to what someone else wants you to be because know one can take your personality away. I know it’s hard to love yourself but I suggest just trying to let others see the real you and then love you for that reason only. You are worth more than you think.

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Staying strong

It’s not easy for anyone but I’ve been reassured today that there are people out there that want to help and are just genuinely lovely people. Life has its ups and downs, especially for people with BPD but we’ve just got to keep on looking forward. Much love to all. I know it might not seem like much but please know I care.

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Christmas is a tough time of year, but remember, it may not be so bad for everyone but it’s still hard. Staying strong is what we do. Stay strong and take one step at a time.

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this

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Feels so good to connect with someone when you understand eachother so well

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Learnt a new skill today, painted some lovely ladies nails, was very relaxing... try something new everyday!

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All too familiar, who agrees? Acting is a skill learnt by life experiences.

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This is me today, feeling positive, feeling supported for the moment at least. Feel free to share how you’re feeling!

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Why does this happen so often to so Many different individuals? It’s unfair and wrong.

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PTSD

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This is so true

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I would like to find some trauma blogs to follow and interact with! please like or reblog this post if you’re a blog that is active and posts about:

trauma

CSA / COCSA

mental illness (BPD, DID, PTSD, depression / anxiety, etc)

any kind of abuse 

vent art

personal journals

or anything else that’s abuse / trauma related!

i’ll check you out and follow you if i’m interested.

(don’t interact with this post if you’re a kink blog. don’t.)

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Hospital

So I’ve been in hospital for a few weeks now due to my mental health and now it actually feels like they’re starting to listen to me, probably because I’ve learnt to accept the help I am offered which is a hard lesson in life. I’ve been accepted into supported housing in the new year so.. new year, new start, new me. Just gotta stay strong and keep fighting. Please see this as realising there is hope for everyone!

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I guess this quote is true. It isn’t fair but it is true.. 

This is a little slice of information about my experiences of Complex PTSD. 

So, basically, as a child and an adult up to the age I am now, 21, I went through a LOT of trauma ( I’ll explain more when the time is right). But those experiences have effected my brain and my emotions. Meaning that I have depression and anxiety as well as many other complications. 

The worst part for me is the flashbacks. These are where I re-live the experiences in my head, it effects me physically too, I can feel the pain I felt in my past, mentally and physically.

So, I’m about to go and take my meds and then got to bed, lets hope I don't wake up at 3 in the morning because of another flashback.

Wish me luck!

P.S. There is a lot more to learn about, so why not learn while you enjoy tumblr?

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I’m too sensitive for this earth. I wasn’t made to exist.

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Sorry to be so miserable