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21 ⊹˚. they/them/it/its ₊˚⊹ i get into that mentally ill stuff Ko-fi: ko-fi.com/osinthewhite

[annebronte-deactivated20210628]

reblog if you wear glasses. too many mutuals don't know they have glasses wearers in their midsts

[rosees3ray]

reblog if it's okay for your mutuals to message you and create an actual friendship, not just interactions

[osinthewhite]

I feel so helpless

It hit me when I went to a student conference last week. I sat in as the girl in front of about 15 people spoke about the Hunger Games. She analysed the themes of control and grief. Talked about Deleuze and Panopticon, and her points were spot on.

And then I remembered the tiktok of a girl, laying in her bed, calling herself the citizen of District 12. And something in me just snapped. I suddenly saw how small the room was. I heard the arguments I've heard before. And the only thought in my head was “Why do we bother?”

Why do we pretend this changes anything? What's the point of analysing media? We sit in our rooms, talk about deeper meanings of our favourite pieces of culture, and it ends there.

It's mostly just bitterness. I know media analysis changed how I look at the world so it must've changed other people too. But I feel like we live in a time when most people don't find it necessary. They don't care.

And honestly, why would they? Most people have to worry about putting food on the table on a day-to-day basis. Our minds are flooded by a never-ending string of tragedies. Why would anyone care about an analysis of a stupid TV show from the 2000s or a silly video game? I want to blame them, but I can't.

And all the same, I feel hollow. Cause media analysis is my favourite thing to do in the world. Cause I genuinely believe that thinking about what other people created matters, and it makes our experiences better. But sometimes it feels like talking to an empty conference room.

[osinthewhite]

If someone formatted classical literature into fanfiction style and put it on ao3 I'd read every book ever written

[osinthewhite]

Lord help me I'm going to be rewatching Doomsday for the first in like 5 years I don't think I'm ready

[osinthewhite]

Update: cried for half an hour straight but survived

[osinthewhite]

In your late teenage years you will have that one man friend who randomly dropped out of your life and you will never be able to forget him

It's very important that you do

[radiolightning]

In case anyone is having a bad night:

Here is the fudgiest brownie in a mug recipe I’ve found

Here are some fun sites

Here is a master post of Adventure Time episodes and comics

Here is a master post of movies including Disney and Studio Ghibli

Here is a master post of other master posts to TV shows and movies

*tucks you in with fuzzy blanket* *pats your head*

You’ll be okay, friend <3

[meanwolfs-remade-deactivated201]

i will reblog this everytime it shows up because any of my followers could have a bad night right now

[becausewhatiam-iswhatimnot]

All these links, besides the first, are broken. So here’s some more.

Here’s an emergency compliment

Here you can play 2048

Here’s a playlist of Bob ross

Here’s a website to watch movie’s and shows for free

Here’s a website to watch documentaries for free

Here you can to nothing for two minutes

Here you can break something. It’s good for anger

Here’s a button to press to make everything okay

Here’s a site to cut something up (TRIGGER WARNING)

Here’s a site that makes you a website depending on a song you choose

Here’s a gay comic. It’s adorable

Here you can spend Bill Gate’s money

Here you can draw your own island

Here you can learn about patterns website’s use

Here you can get your life stats

Here you can listen to the Tucker Zone (Headphones needed)

Here you can see how fast you’re moving

Here you can see the progress of time

Here you can see the future of the universe 

[becausewhatiam-iswhatimnot]

Want some more? 

Here’s the butterfly project

Here’s a snickerdoodle mug cake

Here’s a link to some free audiobooks

Here’s something to read when you feel like a burden

Here’s a secret

Here’s my playlist of some sea shanties 

Here’s another secret

Here’s a link to some cool websites 

Here’s a blog that gives you recipes for when you’re low on spoons

Here’s some Brony Headcanon’s

[becausewhatiam-iswhatimnot]

Some more? I’ve got plenty

Here’s 100,000 stars

Here you can control the weather (TW FLASHING IMAGES)

Here you can weave silk

Here you can make a castle of your own

Here you can make a kaleidoscope drawing

Here you can explore recursion

Here you can play a jelly block game

[becausewhatiam-iswhatimnot]

I’m back with some more! 

Here you can draw with pasta

Here you can draw logo’s from memory

Here you can play this is sand, here you draw cool sand designs

Here you can play The Organ Trail

Here’s a customizable white noise website

Here you can simulate gravity

Here you can create your own guardian of the galaxy

Here you can make your own galaxy

Here’s a website you can get some support at.

[becausewhatiam-iswhatimnot]

to find later

[addiewho]

Here you can split circles into smaller and smaller pieces (I found this really satisfying)

Here you can have images of people point to where your pointer is

Here you can paint someone’s nails

Here you can grow a garden across your screen (Audio included)

Here you can try out all kinds of mind illusions (Trigger Warning: Flashing Lights)

Here you can see how many miles you have scrolled

Here you can watch a website load forever, although you might be getting enough of this on Tumblr mobile

Here’s a rickroll

Here you can remind yourself that you’re awesome.

Here you can throw trash into a dustbin only for it to bounce right back out (Audio included)

Here you can make sand dunes using sand (Audio included)

And here you can generate more cool websites like these

[boy-in-the-stars]

pinning thissss

[fiddlepickdouglas]

And yet more!!!

Here you can listen to a gentle rainstorm

Here you can make snowflakes

Here is a Line Rider feature film with relaxing music

Here is the entire script to the Princess Bride (many don’t need it but it’s fun to read anyway)

Here is an abbreviated script for the entirety of Book 1 of A:TLA that I made out of anger at the film that definitely doesn’t exist

Here is a playlist of the top 10 most relaxing songs ranked according to science

Here’s a site where you can make a dude beatbox with fun animations

[daysleftofsecondterm]

1,079 days left

[osinthewhite]

Lord help me I'm going to be rewatching Doomsday for the first in like 5 years I don't think I'm ready

[the-reblog-squad-deactivated202]

Reblog if you don't use Generative AI to write fanfics/original fics or to create fanart/original art.

[sonicfrontiers]

do you want to play tomodachi life but don't have a switch, $60, or just don't want to pay nintendo $60?

here's an all-in-one site where you can download everything you need to emulate it!

Floralith beta — downloads and setup.

also, with an emulator, you can directly screenshot and record your game, and even mod it! add custom hair parts! import photos directly! remove region locks! emulate it!!

everything?

everything! this site will walk you through downloading the ryujinx switch emulator, the firmware and keys needed, and the nsp game file for tomodachi life ltd.

is this safe?

the files are all directly downloaded from this site, so there's no third party to worry about. i didn't make this site - it was created by PotentialAd943 on reddit, who claims they scanned their files clean before hosting. just to be sure, i scanned my pc after downloading too. it all came up clean! but it's good to be aware of pc safety, especially when pirating. it can't hurt to do a scan of your own to be sure!

how much pc knowledge do i need for this?

you should know how to download files, how to make and manage folders in file explorer, and how to navigate a program's settings menu.

any settings i should change in ryujinx?

here's some i recommend checking before starting the game:

for tomodachi life specifically, make sure you set a timezone in settings! you can have it match your pc's time for simplicity.

there are ostensibly keyboard controls, but they're a little wonky to figure out. if you can, plugging in any controller should work just fine. just make sure to select it in ryujinx's input settings! (you should also still be able to use your mouse for things like drawing facepaint!)

graphics settings will be on a per-pc basis, depending on your pc's strength. it's worth it to experiment with them and see what gives you the best performance. ryujinx will explain what each setting does if you hover over it!

the game crashed?

that's very likely to happen! on first time loading a scene, the emulator can sometimes struggle. it happened to me the first time i opened the mii editor, and the first time i opened the news station. you should be able to relaunch and everything will be fine. if it's happening super frequently, though, you may need to adjust your graphics or cpu settings!

a sixth thing i didn't think of?

feel free to leave a reblog with comment or send me an ask! if you need more specific guidance, i'll be happy to help! i'm not an expert on emulation, but if nothing else, i can try to point you towards a reddit thread that is more competent than i am

i hope you have fun playing the game! i did not create this site, but i found the creator in a single reddit thread asking people to spread the word, so i figured i'd do what i can and make this post. if it works for you, please help out and spread the word even further! thank you!!

[lilypadton]

@theokusgallery

[osinthewhite]

I think I was a better person when I hated myself more

[osinthewhite]

One time I had to buy a pregnancy test to make sure I'd qualify for a brith control implant. I'm 21 but I am often told I look younger and my friends DEFINITELY look 17 y/o

I've decided to do this at a local mall but before I went into the store I rubbed my eyes. The problem was earlier that day I was petting my friend's cat and forgot about it. I have a cat allergy

So I'm standing in queue - looking underage, holding a pregnancy test with tears STREAMING down my face

I hope all the people in the store that day had lots of fun retelling that situation to their friends

[eggnogtoast]

he even commissioned a painter to capture his likeness.

[eggnogtoast]

he even commissioned a painter to capture his likeness.

[eldradmvstlive]

Tom Baker’s thoughts on a female Doctor from a 1983 convention panel ❤️

[osinthewhite]

"I think very few men like women"

What an icon and what an amazing person

[teaboot]

I’m not Christian, I don’t go to church anymore, and my pastor died, but when he was alive I’d sometimes go to his sermons and I remember one time he said “it feels good to hate, but we know that it isn’t allowed, so when we’re told that we’re allowed to hate someone we get so excited that we forget we’re supposed to love”, and if my humble atheist ass might borrow some church talk I’d like to perhaps submit that

[teaboot]

Anyhow sometimes on the day to day I feel disgust or revulsion and I have to ask myself “is this a danger to anyone at all or am I just looking for something I’m allowed to hate” and a solid 98/100 times it’s the latter so once again thank you pastor D

[kosmogrl]