Eighth Level of Hell

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I read The Lamb Overlord by Otoshigo the other day and I love when Lucifer uses his powers for fun disguises etc! I've never drawn a sheep before and haven't played Cult of the Lamb so his overlord design was so hard for me but so fun to figure out <3

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Summary:

After a heavy drinking contest gone awry, Alastor realizes there's a very real danger that Lucifer might up and leave the hotel. He decides that this is unacceptable. He researches a foreign (to him) spell to prevent this in the most subtle, low-key way possible.

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Alastor is as subtle as a sledgehammer.

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Summary:

Alastor starts recording private audio logs to document Lucifer Morningstar’s strange behavior. It is absolutely not a diary.

Lucifer keeps baking. He drinks too much wine. He gives Alastor cakes for no reason and refuses to explain himself.

Alastor is simply observing. Objectively. Very normally.

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Summary:

Before a sinner steps foot in Hell, their soul passes through Lucifer's secret workshop to be given a body tailored to them.

One day a soul passes into his workshop and Lucifer spends far too long creating one pretty little cannibal.

He never expected to meet them.

Until decades later he walks into his daughter's hotel and comes face to face with the beautiful monster he created by hand... who now wants his throat.

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Listen. If Lilith isn’t like this in S3, I don’t want it. I’m just sayin’

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Anyone else think that Heaven made some curious choices here?

Heaven: Okay great. We’ve trapped Lucifer in Hell and now he can’t even touch the sinners he’s created from his own hubris.

That One Angel: Cool. Cool-cool. Hey, should we maybe also take away his ability to hurt other angels?

Heaven: ….Naaaaaah~ That will never come up and spectacularly backfire on us!

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Summary: Lucifer wakes up to a life he doesn't recognize. One where Alastor is at his side, his room feels wrong, and something vital in his memory has slipped away. Worse, it somehow feels like Alastor is bracing for something Lucifer can't see coming.

A/N:

It's my birthday and I will write all the overdone self-indulgent tropes I want~

This almost a songfic, except the song came to me after I finished writing it. "Once in a Lifetime" by the Talking Heads

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Summary:

Lucifer comes back changed from his ordeal in the weapon.

Alastor can't stand it. If the King of Hell can't stand on his own two feet, how is Alastor supposed to tear him down?

He tells himself he isn't helping. He's restoring what's his.

A/N: So I was initially thinking I'd take a break from Hazbin because the show accidentally triggered my trauma from my dad's very violent death in the ER some four months ago.

But then I thought... naaaaah. Let's put that trauma to better use. ^^;;;

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I’m not gonna lie y’all, I’m fucking spiraling.

For reasons that are absolutely not Hazbin Hotel’s fault at all, I have been continuously personally and emotionally triggered from this whole rollout.

My dad died from cancer four months ago. I had a very bad relationship with him. He actually had Narcissistic Personality Disorder. And I was not able to resolve my issues with him before he died.

Let me tell you “More Than Anything” wrecked me.

Anyway, so here’s me finding comfort that Lucifer, the actual manifestation of pride, narcissism, etc could still say he loved his child. And he’s still around so it’s fine. Right?

Cue episodes 5 and 6 dropping while I’m literally in the city my dad died in visiting his widow for stupid legal bullshit because he didn’t leave a will. So now I’m just. Trying to stay calm? Trying to tell myself I’m being stupid? It’s just a show. It’s not healthy to be so wrapped up in it even if it is my comfort show.

But triggers aren’t fucking rational.

So now I’m here trying not to be sick with worry if my comfort devil daddy is going to be okay in the morning. Or if he’s going to die like my dad did four months ago.

And before anyone asks, I do have a therapist.

So yup. Just going to try to distract myself. Go to bed early. Watch the episodes in the morning. And then we will see if I’m an emotional wreck or not. Wish me luck.

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Oh thank fuck that’s fucking over. Let me off this fucking roller coaster.

Maybe I won’t do this to myself next season and will just wait until the whole thing’s out before watching.

Or y’know not be actively grieving.

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So.... um.... HuskerDust fans.... are you okay?

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I’m not gonna lie y’all, I’m fucking spiraling.

For reasons that are absolutely not Hazbin Hotel’s fault at all, I have been continuously personally and emotionally triggered from this whole rollout.

My dad died from cancer four months ago. I had a very bad relationship with him. He actually had Narcissistic Personality Disorder. And I was not able to resolve my issues with him before he died.

Let me tell you “More Than Anything” wrecked me.

Anyway, so here’s me finding comfort that Lucifer, the actual manifestation of pride, narcissism, etc could still say he loved his child. And he’s still around so it’s fine. Right?

Cue episodes 5 and 6 dropping while I’m literally in the city my dad died in visiting his widow for stupid legal bullshit because he didn’t leave a will. So now I’m just. Trying to stay calm? Trying to tell myself I’m being stupid? It’s just a show. It’s not healthy to be so wrapped up in it even if it is my comfort show.

But triggers aren’t fucking rational.

So now I’m here trying not to be sick with worry if my comfort devil daddy is going to be okay in the morning. Or if he’s going to die like my dad did four months ago.

And before anyone asks, I do have a therapist.

So yup. Just going to try to distract myself. Go to bed early. Watch the episodes in the morning. And then we will see if I’m an emotional wreck or not. Wish me luck.

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So I’m watching the Hazbin Hotel broadway show on Prime and listening to Poison for the first time since S2E6.

And my heart fucking broke at the part where he says he dissociates and disappears.

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I just realized that Vox is basically one of those telephone scammers that calls up elderly people and uses deep fakes to scam them out of ransom money for their (perfectly fine) kids.

Poor Lu never stood a chance.

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Summary:

Lucifer begins acting weird around Alastor.

Weirder than usual.

Between the surprise portals, the wildly invasive questions, and the whispered gossip at the bar, Alastor becomes certain the Devil is building up to something huge.

Turns out, he's right.

A/N: Now it's S2E5 inspiring this nonsense, haha.

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Something Other Than Friends

Summary:

The tables turn on Alastor when Lucifer laughs in his face about being mistaken for friends. And the Radio Demon does NOT do rejection.

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Alastor maliciously complies with Lucifer’s statement out of pure spite.

A/N: S2E4 still has me in a chokehold. I reluctantly admit, I felt bad for a certain boxman.

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The way I switched from pre S2E5 and S2E6 from: “Lucifer what did you do?!” to post: “Oh no, Luci, my babygurl!”

Sigh. I think I’m now in the Lucifer babygurl camp. Damn it.