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something going on here. unknown amount of animals in a clown car. Don't ever put me in a situation

[ourclowncar]

secret system blog. bodily adult + he/him or it/its collectively

Don't ever put me in a situation

if you recognize me, please don't associate this blog with my other blogs, thank you

don't pull me into discourse / all plurals & systems welcome / block & move on

chronic illness + chronic pain + CPTSD + unspecified dissociative disorder / undiagnosed but in therapy now yay.

we have about 50ish distinct parts as well as many less defined or buried fragments. therapeutic goal for us is to process trauma, share memories, and care for each other.

i don't do discourse but if you must know my 'stance': i think other people's experiences with their own brain are not my business + anyone can do IFS and learn about their parts. I think dissociative experiences exist on a spectrum and I think harassment and infighting about others' experiences isn't productive. If you consider yourself(ves) plural, then you are. (And if you realize later that you don't consider yourself plural anymore/you were wrong, that's perfectly fine too)

we don't post that much, but when we do we try to use the following tags:

#textposting - original text posts

#artposting - original art posts

#ventposting - original posts made to vent

#on stage: [emoji] - current member fronting/posting

#collection: [emoji] - liked by or relevant to a certain member

when we reblog things, we use sorting categories including but not limited to:

#resonant, #art that resonates, #dissociation, #identity, #relationships, #trauma, #neglect, #healing, #struggles, #unmasking, #disability, #chronic pain, #important, #research, #for later, #favorite (the tags are added kinda aritrarily based on vibes, not consistent whatsoever)

[inchwormcircus]

it's 1am and I had a really dumb thought that there tends to be genres of sysmembers that pop up repeatedly (like how absolutely everyone got a rabbit of some variety recently) and I thought itd be really funny to turn that into a bingo card

reblog with your cards i wanna see XDD ill rb with mine in the morning

[beauburrowsystem]

[ourclowncar]

Guy whose mother has openly admitted that she used the TV as a "babysitter" for us throughout our childhood is unsurprised when 2 seemingly new internal entities based on one such puppet show emerge during a time of severe stress.

[bodysitting]

not much time for art lately because we've been... uh... figuring some stuff out. on the bright side though, we're finally confident enough in our understanding of ourselves to post a full (???) system list! yayy

[sparks-theastronaut]

Please, God, let me be anyone else

Closeups vvv

[ronrono-system]

comic wip. deleting this when the full one comes out

[orchardsys]

Born again

[buddybuddysystem]

bunny and being known

[thefacets]

Sorry for not adding image descriptions before, I realized only a bit ago that I can save the images in drafts and add it before posting >_> I'm going to go back and add to the currently non-described ones later.

[the-apartment-crew]

CAT ATTACK!!! food break :3

[vintage-tigre]

Art by Worry Lines

[thenestsystem]

sorry that happened to u but i’m built different (i forgot)

[274th]

send help

[boccher]

little miss memory loss is once again shocked by how much memory she's lossing

[fruitorchardsystem]

Every time someone says the word system my brain creates this image

[streetlightsystem]

sometimes being a system means that you're a living theseus's ship metaphor and the planks you're replacing are alive