Une fille qui a des ailes grises

Misty | 31 | she/it | Trans Butch | ΘΔ Wolf | Polyam | pfp by @camilicy, banner by @ciuinfigaro

[sleepyjump]

new ask game of the modern era

🪓 chops you up with my awesome axe into So many pieces. what dish Do you want to be

🕳️ are you afraid of anything i can do to you

💌 im crushing on you and i cant come off anon but i want you to Feel my affection. no comment necessary but you can respond if you want. idk. sorry.

📣 WHAT ARE YOU THINKING ABOUT RIGHT NOW? HUH? HUH?

📸 send me a random picture from your computer or camera roll or some thing and i'll be yours forever

‼️ increases intensity of previous emoji x10

📀 tell me a story that may or may not be true

😴 basically Whats a dream you remember OK? and the significance ?

🫡 give me orders please miss im on my knees or can get on them

👅 im thinking about your sweat

🔗 i trust you enough that whatever you link or name in your response to this ill play/watch/read it without looking anything up

🌀 brainwashes you brainwashes you brainwashes you brainwashes you

🐣 is this the first baby born in the askbox of a beautiful woman? 🥹

🥹 oh dont mind me im just in love with the beauty of the world. and your joy and whimsy

🥺 PLEASE CALL ME SOMETHING MEAN OR NOT NICE!!!!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!!

[panel2princess]

little miss echolalia would like to repeat what u just said

[flurgehbla]

little miss auditory processing disorder would like you to repeat what you just said

[inkskinned]

Every day I handle more money than I will ever make. Every day.

At the start of my employment, my boss showed me videos of people stealing, and we both had a chuckle about it. How silly they were! There was a camera overhead, and it’s not to watch the shoppers. See, we can’t actually stop shoplifters. They get away with it maybe nine out of ten times. But we, who are watched and tallied and witnessed? We are always caught.

At first it was hard to hold one hundred dollars bills. An amount I had never seen before. An amount that didn’t exist in my household. It’s normal now. Here is something that is not for me.

“What the hell, I’ll take another,” says the man, pondering our 200 dollar watches. What the hell. Total comes to 580 and not even a flinch in his face. I have been working for 11 hours today and made only 110 dollars. It will go to my rent. Today I work for free, it feels. When I get my check, I will have 35 dollars left for food and saving.

The six hundreds he hands me go into the cash register. For a moment, I imagine having money. Then I put it away, counting out his change.

I know for a fact we sell our products for double what they are worth. That I could be making commission. That they could hand me those 580 dollars and change my life and not even mark the difference in their checkbooks. He’s not the only sale they make today, but I am the reason they made it. He’s not the only one spending 600 dollars, but if I hadn’t spent two hours with him telling me about his life, he wouldn’t have spent any. I go home. I don’t own a watch.

I have watched and rewatched a video on how to make salmon four ways. My shopping list is always the same. Pasta. Rice. Tuna. If I can afford butter it was a good week. I dream of the world I will never walk in, where I can throw the best fish fillet in the cart with a shrug. I hold hundreds in my hand and look up at the camera. I put them under the cash drawer.

I go to work. I scrap together my savings. I eat my bowl of rice slowly. My manager takes a paid week off from work just for his birthday. He owns a yacht. 

I’m not worth the cost of a watch.

[inkskinned]

i wrote this while i was working at orlando’s walt disney world parks.

i was part of their college program. i moved to the state for it. they legally owned the building i was living in and still charged me rent. i ostensibly was being charged to work for them. it was a 2 bedroom apartment and they placed 6 adult women in it in forced triples.

as many as one in ten disney employees have experienced homelessness while working for the company. despite huge efforts to unionize, strike, or otherwise demand fair treatment; disney has refused to increase employee quality of life.

disney admits publicly that a good portion of their success is because the employees (“cast members”) are dedicated, passionate, and selfless. this is never reflected in pay. even “face” characters (ie those that are princesses etc) make barely above a minimum wage.

at the time that i worked there, i made $8.50 an hour. at one point i was asked to create a human shield around a bag because a bomb dog had alerted to it. for eight fucking dollars an hour.

i now work a very cushy office job. i have bought the salmon and cooked it all four ways.

i go to the store. i am nice to the person behind the counter. she looks up at the camera while she counts out my change. there is nothing fundamentally different about her and i.

we are both worth more than the watch, anyway.

[puppygirllaika]

one of the most powerful tools you have at your disposal is the ability to be normal about stuff. be normal about sex. be normal about bodies. be normal about sex work. be normal about peoples kinks. and then, most importantly, when someone gets prudish, or puritanical, or conservative, recognize that you are the normal one in the conversation, and act like it.

"You think she should be ashamed? that's weird man. why do you care so much. You think that's gross? okay... kinda weird that you care though. you found out about her kinks? what are you, like, stalking her or something? what, you think her job sucks 'cause it involves sex? what's it got to do with you? you're really obsessed with other people man, it's kinda creepy."

the duality of shame and normalcy is not static. you get to decide what is normal and what is shameful, and you can do it by your own standards. If you let someone else make that decision for you, you're ceding more ground than you could possibly know.

[wolfsblog]

[cabbagedotexe]

Members of carnivora paired with their common ancestor, a miacid. 

[centrumlumina]

#let’s evolve with mama

[zimothylkov]

сухая трава и камешек

[handsomeboymodelingschool]

You can't stop. You're addicted to the shindig.

#californicationfetish

[kosmogrl]

I have mastered the art of being hard on myself for things I would tell anyone else are not that deep

[cholerascum]

being genuinely loved by people is silly sometimes. no matter how gross you can be, people that love you for you wont care.

[shegayonmygirl]

what if you tied that puppy up and kept her in the dog crate

[shegayonmygirl]

what if she was really pathetic and whining and begging to be let out

[shegayonmygirl]

what if you used this chance to get her so drunk she can't even think of fighting back

[shegayonmygirl]

what if you did anything you wanted to the puppy, she's meant to be used don't you know?

[dumbdoegirl]

girl who has you pinned. girl who is bigger and stronger than you. girl who in spite of this is looking at you like a lost puppy. girl who is whining and trembling with need. girl who locks eyes with you and frantically mutters “pleasepleasepleaseplease” under her breath. lustdrunk mutt who waits for permission to take what it wants despite knowing it could at any time. dog who is so so so so good.

[dumbdoegirl]

girl who has you pinned. girl who is bigger and stronger than you. girl who in spite of this is looking at you like a lost puppy. girl who is whining and trembling with need. girl who locks eyes with you and frantically mutters “pleasepleasepleaseplease” under her breath. lustdrunk mutt who waits for permission to take what it wants despite knowing it could at any time. dog who is so so so so good.

[dumbdoegirl]

girl who has you pinned. girl who is bigger and stronger than you. girl who in spite of this is looking at you like a lost puppy. girl who is whining and trembling with need. girl who locks eyes with you and frantically mutters “pleasepleasepleaseplease” under her breath. lustdrunk mutt who waits for permission to take what it wants despite knowing it could at any time. dog who is so so so so good.

[dumbdoegirl]

girl who has you pinned. girl who is bigger and stronger than you. girl who in spite of this is looking at you like a lost puppy. girl who is whining and trembling with need. girl who locks eyes with you and frantically mutters “pleasepleasepleaseplease” under her breath. lustdrunk mutt who waits for permission to take what it wants despite knowing it could at any time. dog who is so so so so good.

[dumbdoegirl]

girl who has you pinned. girl who is bigger and stronger than you. girl who in spite of this is looking at you like a lost puppy. girl who is whining and trembling with need. girl who locks eyes with you and frantically mutters “pleasepleasepleaseplease” under her breath. lustdrunk mutt who waits for permission to take what it wants despite knowing it could at any time. dog who is so so so so good.

[undergroundwubwubmaster]

Quietly yearning with your baps out.