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SHOPPING! - Kimmi #didsystem #spoonie #chronicillness #dissociativeidentitydisorder #dissociation #OSDD #BPD #DID #MPD #mentalhealth #plural #multiple #trauma #traumagenic #ptsd #CPTSD #dissociativeidentitydisorderawareness #mentalhealthawareness #multiplicity #alters https://www.instagram.com/p/BuLrJxJnNgw/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ang5tv6418n3

Repost from @alltogetherdid HIGHLY IMPORTANT INFORMATION! - Olivia #didsystem #chronicillness #dissociativeidentitydisorder #dissociation #OSDD #BPD #DID #MPD #mentalhealth #plural #multiple #trauma #traumagenic #ptsd #CPTSD #multiplepersonalities #dissociativeidentitydisorderawareness #mentalhealthawareness #multiplicity #alters #fictive https://www.instagram.com/p/BuJUAw2nkKD/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1c243nw7xv94l

Repost from @saberlinsla, who drew their #didsystem so beautifully! As artistic people ourselves, we highly appreciate the time and effort put into this! - Kimmi https://www.instagram.com/p/BuIcLpin_b1/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1rakfkrolhm1u

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System Pride Day as founded by the Entropy System is in 2 days! Are you excited?! (Tw: integration.) . . . . Host practices chaos magick so I figured I'd write a little about the key principles, even though it's not my thing. Makes me think if I were to integrate, how much I would affect her practice. Not that any of us want to, especially not right now, since a little of ours did not long ago. Host was out cold for days. Small albeit noticeable change in her behaviour. - Kimmi #chronicillness #dissociativeidentitydisorder #dissociation #did #mpd #mentalhealth #plural #multiple #trauma #ptsd #CPTSD #dissociativeidentitydisorderawareness #dissociativeidentitydisordermovement #OSDD #BPD #multiplepersonalities #multiplicity #mentalhealthawareness #integration #bookofshadows #handwriting #wicca #magick https://www.instagram.com/p/BuIPGkNHUAh/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=y5opkiyaj2dw

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The government has decided not to pay me this month, so I have no money from now until… well, whenever they decide I’m “worthy” again. This means I have no food, and no money to buy the food

Any help you can give, even reblogs and shares, will be vastly appreciated

PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/steeletheshow

Thanks for your time

syspositive

Nonverbal alters

You are not ‘lesser’ or embarrassing because you don’t speak

You don’t have to speak if it makes you uncomfortable

You are beautiful and amazing just the way you are

Don’t allow people to try to push you into verbal communication

You are just as capable of love and showing kindness without speaking

You are just as worthy of love and respect as anyone else

meereschristophers

psa: DONT tell people with dissociative amnesia or other memory troubles that “if you don’t remember, It can’t have been important”!

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i hate how much my trauma has made me doubt myself.

the-unlucky-thirteen

Have I already told the person this thing? Have I only thought about telling them? Have I only dreamt about telling them? Or am I going to tell them and find out I already told them 3 times before?

systematicsystems

At Therapy

*me and my therapists exchanging pleasantries and having a nice, normal coversation*

My therapist: *asks one (1) trauma related question*

Me, with one of my legs already halfway out the window: I’m sorry I have to go

atrophantom

It’s true that what caused your system was horrible, unhealthy and downright immoral. It’s true.

But that doesn’t mean that, now that you have a system, that you can’t be proud of the hard work you and your system have put into recovering or even wanting to recover– it’s so hard to even want to give the effort and I don’t think anyone really acknowledges that.

It doesn’t mean you can’t learn to be grateful for their help, their input, their contribution. It doesn’t mean you can’t thank them. Please, please thank them.

It doesn’t mean you can never be happy, or safe, or healthy.

It’s okay to have a positive feeling about your system especially when it was earned.

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There is no specific amount of time a switch can take. Some systems switch in a split second, some switch within 30 seconds, a minute, five minutes, or even hours! It all depends on the system and the reason for the switch.

-Casper

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Nobody is entitled to know about your symptoms, your trauma, your diagnoses. You don’t have to prove yourself to anyone. No one should make you feel like you have to disclose your deepest secrets to be valid. Your pain belongs to you.

omen-system

Shoutout to all the people who have gone through unspeakable things and had so many abusers that any face in a crowd could cause a flashback. To those who can’t keep track of their triggers because there are so many. And to those who struggle to believe what happened was real because what happened was so ugly nobody should have to endure it.

I know that hurt. I’m not here to tell you that you’ll magically be whole again some day, or that your burden will lighten. It won’t.

But I do want to say that with constant work you will grow stronger and more capable. You’re a professional at surviving the gruesome, a force to be reckoned with even when you feel paralyzed and beaten down. There will be days filled with hollow ache, and that’s okay. You’re not less important on those days than on the days filled with smiles and warm hearts.

-Blossom