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that fucking sucks
DID system mid 20s
prof DXs: DID, BPD, OCD
victim to a lot, survivor of all
psych ward frequent flyer
this blog is graphic and triggering
the potential for stomach cancer is high, and i know that
and the symptoms are lining up as well
but it cant be. and it wont be.
Tempest
Sculpture by Lotta Blokker
its becoming impossible to not be suicidal despite having such good things happen and its becoming even MORE impossible to resist the self harm urges when all i want to do and all i can seem to think about is fucking slicing into myself horribly. i want to wreck everything and bleed out. things are getting really hard.
Rubiane Maia Where everyone sees (2016)
me when i
14/06/20
Zine! Words from Wild Dogs by Taylor Bickett
"you were always such a good kid! we never had to worry about you :)" thanks! you actually should've, though. like about this specifically
Tracey Emin 1998
im tired of being suicidal. im tired of being sick. i wish i was wanted. why does my birthday have to be cursed? is my life that much of a plight on humanity? well thats dramatic. im not That important.
i wish someone would give a shit about me, genuinely. in a way where they're gonna fight to get me to stop being so fucking stubborn and shit headed.
i wish i didnt want any of this. i wish i could be content in being nothing. why does it matter so much to me to be cared for? my life was never for me, but it was always a burden
i feel selfish. i want attention and care. i want ppl to give a shit abt me the way i give a shit abt everyone all the fucking time. but i cant take it without screaming and crying and rejecting it, so why would anyone try?
i know for a fact peoples lives would be better if i wasn't born. at the very least my mothers would be. my mothers life would be what she actually wanted. my friends would have more time money and opportunity. i hate feeling like this bc i know we don't have time. nobody has time to deal with my bullshit, theyre ACTUALLY suffering
I wonder if you wish for a different daughter instead of me. - user jay says on medium/twenty - silas melvin/@/eternaldroplets on twitter/if my body could speak - blythe baird/mother - maia baia/home is not a country; "mama" - safia elhillo/acts of desperation - megan nolan