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Nutritarian-Vegan-Vegetarian-Plant-Based-ish Again

Our Most Recent New Years Cleanse: Nutritarian-Vegan-Vegetarian-Plant-Based-ish

I imagine that as soon as I actually write this down, then it will all be ruined I’ll go back to my mostly SAD diet again. Well, it wasn’t really that sad. Going on 4 weeks!

Steve and I endeavored into Nutritarian dieting again. What is that?  You ask. It’s a cleanse! Approximately,

1 lb raw vegetables

1 lb cooked vegetables

1 cup of beans

4 fruits

Handful of nuts or seeds

And that is basically…

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AJR Sober Up and Adult Development

AJR Sober Up and Adult Development

On my long commute out of Clearwater and into Tampa AJR’s song popped on the radio,

“Won’t you help me sober up / All the big kids they are drunk / and I want to feel something again…”

It spoke to my emerging adult self. I thought of friends and family going from those early 20’s to mid to late to 30’s and it fit the moment. It’s hard to know what AJR is going for here. Is it just what it sounds…

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A Letter From Depression

A Letter From Depression

Read “A Letter to Depression” Here

Dear Paige,

It’s good to hear from you, and I’m glad you’re doing well and trying to help others. That’s always what I’m trying to do…

You are correct. I am always there. Most, if not all people, know me in some form or fashion at some point in their life. I feel good that some people want to hang out with me for so long, but I don’t always understand why. I may…

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A Letter to Depression

A Letter to Depression

Hello Depression!

It’s been so long, I can hardly remember what you are like. I can’t even remember the times when you were unnamed. But I’m writing you now, because I need better understanding to help people.

My relationship with you has been better and been worse throughout time. I remember being ashamed of a recording I found of myself from kindergarten saying how stupid I am (to myself). I…

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5 Biblical Reasons NOT to Get Married

5 Biblical Reasons NOT to Get Married: "Putting your family before the needy and poor in your Christian community is anti-Christian. How do you get around this? Don't get married or have a family."

Whenever people get their panties in a bunch over marriage, divorce, same-sex marriage, and gender identity issues, I can’t help but want to go back to the Bible, which is very anti-family and anti-marriage all together.

Usually when the Bible does talk about marriage, it’s not in a ritualistic sense, like, “This is how Christians get married…” but more in a, “Welp, you’re married, so this is how…

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Baptized by Story and Stages of Healing White Privilege Edition

Baptized by Story and The Stages of Healing White Privilege Edition #wx2018 @austinchanning

Lately, I’ve been baptized by the stories of people who are very different than me. I understand that the privileges that I haven’t earned and have enjoyed, many people of color have not. Their lived bodily experience is radically different from mine. Sure, I have my issues, but very few of them have to do with me just being me in my body, and other’s reaction to that. (more…)

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A List Of Things My Dad Taught Me Ride a bike Fix a bike Fishing (fly, deep sea, taking a fish off a hook, putting a hook on a line, and cleaning a fish)

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Jaded Millennial Doesn't Buy Local Anymore

Jaded Millennial Doesn’t Buy Local Anymore

I love local stuff. But it is expensive and often over indulgent. For example: Coffee. I love it so much. It’s how you know that a place is being gentrified and thrives on an upper middle class economy. Just look for the fancy beer bars and coffee. People tout this local stuff and everyone who is a millennial and can afford it, buys it. (more…)

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My body is not a problem.

My body is not a problem. @rgay

I was reading an article about Roxane Gay’s interview with Trever Noah. My information (right now) is limited, and a few places removed. I’m writing based on less than 500 word article on an interview of an author who is talking about their book. (Thus, the problem with the internet and citation.) Anyway, from what I could gather, and I know that it’s super watered down, Gay talks about in her…

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Sermon on Sarah and Abraham

Sermon on Sarah and Abraham

Just Be God’s: A Call to Continuing Conversion is a series of blog posts. You might want to start reading it from the beginning: Here. I want to note that I would have probably never written this sermon if it wasn’t for it being assigned to me. It’s difficult to know what to do when you’re given a story that is 1/5 of the book of Genesis. Because this is the “last” sermon I’ll preach for a while,…

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Why did you do it? Three Reasons I Became Catholic.

Why did you do it? Three Reasons I Became Catholic.

Just Be God’s: A Call to Continuing Conversion is a series of blog posts. You might want to start reading it from the beginning: Here. October 9, 2016 Why did I do it? I was asked this the other day by a post church of christer married to a catholic post church of christ… I don’t think I answered the question. You’d think after 3 years I would have my answer all worked out. I just met this…

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Confirmation: I Guess I'm Catholic Now

Confirmation: I Guess I’m Catholic Now

Just Be God’s: A Call to Continuing Conversion is a series of blog posts. You might want to start reading it from the beginning: Here. April 28 Welp. I guess I’m Catholic now. I feel about the same, but I smell like oil. I like it. I don’t want to wash off all the smells and feelings. I feel a little bit of a weight lifted. I feel grateful, but also kind of sad. Not sad because I got confirmed,…

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Confession: I Still Don't Get Sin

Confession: I Still Don’t Get Sin

Just Be God’s: A Call to Continuing Conversion is a series of blog posts. You might want to start reading it from the beginning: Here. I don’t know how to prepare for a “first confession”. It’s a strange thing being a candidate for the Catholic church. In RCIA, we were basically told to do it, and I did. My only experience with Catholic confession is from Hollywood. Usually set in a small dark…

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I don't get sin.

I don’t get sin.

Just Be God’s: A Call to Continuing Conversion is a series of blog posts. You might want to start reading it from the beginning: Here. April 23 Ugh. Last night was “rehearsal night” for confirmation. It was alright. It’s exciting and scary and mundane. It’s like becoming what you become. Unfairly, as a candidate for confirmation you basically have to say that you believe everything that Catholic…

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17 Years of Post-Baptismal Sinning: What to confess?

17 Years of Post-Baptismal Sinning: What to confess?

Just Be God’s: A Call to Continuing Conversion is a series of blog posts. You might want to start reading it from the beginning: Here. April 15 It’s less than two weeks to confirmation. At some point before confirmation, I’m supposed to do reconciliation, also known as, confession. I’m not sure when or how. I think I can handle that. I was also thinking about what I’m supposed to confess. One…

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Coffee Interlude: Cake, Jasmine, and Bourbon

Coffee Interlude: What I'm Roasting, Drinking & Selling. Tastes like cake, jasmine, and bourbon.

This is what I’m roasting and drinking. Four coffees from Sweet Maria’s, and I really like all of them. Honduras Ocetepeque El Jutal. I bought 5lbs from Honduras. I liked what the flavor profile looked like: cinnamon, buttery, walnut, and good all the way into Vienna roast. This one I like to refer to as “Coffee Cake”, though it is subtle. I imagined that the bean would show well and be versatile…

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Three Weeks to Confirmation

Three Weeks to Confirmation

Just Be God’s: A Call to Continuing Conversion is a series of blog posts. You might want to start reading it from the beginning: Here. April 6 Three weeks to confirmation. I started thinking about how this whole being Catholic thing is going to go down. I have no idea. For me, even though I wasn’t raised Catholic, it feels like the whole “come home Catholic” thing. But it’s not like I’m coming…

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