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🪶 sparrow | 💭 feral cod fic writer with bird issues. | ✉️ they/them | 🔞 MDNI | 🕯️25+ | header and avatar by @vozart

[pap3rtigers]

🪶✨ welcome to the flock ✨🪶

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🌿 call of duty fanfic, horny brainrot, omegaverse ramblings, sob-worthy angst, & absolute borbbrain—frequently all at once.

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hi! i'm sparrow (they/them) — a 25+ year-old fanworks author who is completely, exceptionally normal about poly141. i adore the colour yellow for no discernible reason :3

i use tumblr to scream, draft, reblog art of my faves, and cry over fictional men who deserve to be held and kissed and ruined. call of duty is my main fandom and current hyperfixation! i'm queer and autistic, tone tags go a long way for me being able to properly understand! i tend to forget this site exists, so follow the links below to get updates on what i'm doing and where i'm going next :3

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— ghoap — poly141 — omegaverse — original fiction

(also: soft doms, littlespace, comfort smut, abandonment issues, dead dove, emotional damage, and things that'll make you cry)

i block freely! drama, harassment, ai, and vagueposts are not welcome here. 🪶

[pap3rtigers]

» READ ME ON AO3 «

This is a fic I've been sitting on for a long time (think like... over two years now, basically since I got into the fandom) and finally, finally it's seeing the light of day! The Alone mission is what really sold me on Ghoap, and since that first playthrough... I really wanted to know what was going on in Soap's head.

Or, better yet, inside his journal. I love the widespread headcanon that he keeps a journal in this reboot series, especially because the original series placed such a massive emphasis on it. (The image itself is actually a page from Soap's Journal!!)

As always, massive MASSIVE thank yous to the masterminds behind @ficwip for putting on the "be kind, rewind" event and giving me the fuel I needed to finally finish this damn thing despite myself (and everyone else who ever doubted that a fic like this would be good), as well as my lovely companions in the Erotica Abyss for being the loveliest cheerleaders a writer could ask for. If you're looking for writing communities that actually give a fuck about you as a person and a writer, I cannot recommend those two enough!

You can read the full fic on Ao3, but I'll be nice and give you a little tidbit here...

Soap sank onto the rickety cot with a groan he didn't bother to suppress. Now that he could finally fucking breathe—now that he was warm and dry and somehow still in one piece—nothing stood between him and the adrenaline dump waiting to crash over him like the floodwaters that had tossed him about like a ragdoll only a couple hours ago.

His hands still shook. What had started as a tremor at first had intensified, growing and ballooning until he had to press them flat against his thighs just to make them stop.

Christ.

He'd almost fucking died. And yeah, he'd come close to death plenty of times before—being part of a spec ops unit would do that—but this… god. God. For a moment, he couldn't breathe, like he was still in that tunnel, Shadows still firing at him from all sides as he fought to stay afloat and alive—

He'd never felt more alone.

[romanceslasher]

CAPTAIN PRICE Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 4

[wolverinecore]

priCE PRICE PRICE

[pap3rtigers]

am I ever gonna remember to use this site

[romanceslasher]

Price vs. Ghost Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 4

[manicrouge]

By the way guys, don't worry; you see in the scene in the MW4 trailer where Price and Ghost are arguing?

Well, what you can't see is me on the sidelines waiting to get in between them and turning to Price.

With a soft sigh, I cup his cheek and say, 'Price, this isn't you.'

His hard gaze softens and he looks to Simon, 'She's right, Si... what are we doin'? Bring it in.'

And then I'm be sandwiched between their big manly boobies, and from the corner actually emerges Kyle, saying, 'I knew she could do it.'

Then, from the distance is the call from a familiar voice. 'Room for one more?'

All of us then turn our heads to see Johnny in the flesh, holding his arms out, grinning ear to ear.

'Get in here you two!' Simon exclaims and that then multiplies the four man boobies to eight.

And then you, YES YOU (the audience), claps.

Thank you for reading (this is my petition to be let on the activision writing team please let me in).

[saradika]

I am not sure how this works, but could i ask for some Call of Duty banners, dividers, or Master List things? If not, then it's totally cool! Love your work! (I am sorry if i sound demanding, dm if you need anything!)

Hello! And sure! I am sort-of familiar with the COD fandom (from what my mutuals reblog on here!) - I hope I captured their vibe! 💖💕 and hope that you like these. Thanks for sending this in!

[Free] Masterlist Headers & Dividers!

Please consider liking or reblogging if you use 💕

[konigswaifu]

Song game!! I was tagged by the always lovely @cod-enthusiast !

Rules: pick a song for every letter in your username, then tag friends! K - 'Klavier' - Rammstein O - 'One More Time' - Daft Punk N - 'Need You Tonight' - INXS I - 'It Wasn't Me' - Shaggy G - 'Got The Life' - KoRn S - 'Slither' - Velvet Revolver W - 'What It's Like' - Everlast A - 'Anvil' - Lorn I - 'I Will Follow You into the Dark' - Death Cab For Cutie F - 'Fleisch' - Seelenzorn U - 'Uhn Tiss Uhn Tiss Uhn Tiss' - Bloodhound Gang I literally have 3.3k songs on my spotify, but these were the first the came to mind, lmao

Lets tag: @dvg-tvgs , @tinydizzydino , @kevlarjumpsuit , @ifuhaveghost , @auberghyn , @johnpricescumrag and @crashingcryptid

[auberghyn]

Thanks for the tag @konigswaifu xD. Here’s mine!

A - All My Love by Noah Kahan

U - Unknown/Nth by Hozier

B - Breathe by Kitchie Nadal

E - Emergency by Paramore

R - Royals by Lorde

G - Glory Box by Portishead

H - Higher by Sleep Token

Y - You And Me by Lifehouse

N - Na Na Na (Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na) by My Chemical Romance

Tagging these lovely people: @konigs-lover @mummapaintstheblues @fallen---alien @youarehereyouaresafe

[youarehereyouaresafe]

I’m not gonna lie I hate this @auberghyn because why is my username the longest most obnoxious thing?! 🤣 Thanks for tagging actually! I love my internet friends!

Y - You Gotta Be by Des’ree

O - One by U2

U - Unchained Melody by The Righteous Brothers

A - As It Seems by Lily Kershaw

R - Rhapsody In Blue by George Gershwin

E - Emotions by Mariah Carey

H - Holding Onto Heartache by Louis Tomlinson

E - Eine Kleine Nachtmusik by Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart

R - Rainbow by Kesha

E - Elastic Heart by Sia

Y - You Raise Me Up by Westlife

O - One Week by Barenaked Ladies

U - Unbreak My Heart by Toni Braxton

A - Affirmation by Savage Garden

R - Respect by Aretha Franklin

E - Earth Angel by The Vogues

S - Spin by Darren Hayes

A - A Moment Like This by Kelly Clarkson

F - Fade Into You by Mazzy Star

E - Ex's & Oh's by Elle King

Tagging: @cooliofango @fightingword @konigs-lover @missgine @twolegsandbleeds @silverlullabies

[cooliofango]

It was waiting for one of you fuckers to tag me in this shit. Anyways—

C - Counting Stars by One Repbulic

O - One Way Or Another by Blondie

O - One Call Away by Charlie Puth

L - Lips Of An Angel by Hinder

I - I Gotta Feeling by Black Eyes Peas

O - One More Night by Maroon 5

F - Free Bird by Lynyrd Skynyrd

A - Applause by Lady Gaga

N - Nine In The Afternoon by Panic! At The Disco

G - Get Lucky by Daft Punk

O - Oops!…I Did It Again by Brittney Spears

Too many O’s!! 😭😭

Tags: @whatamonsterfudger @the-californicationist @ironcade @pap3rtigers @d4-b1 @ghostlywhiskey

[pap3rtigers]

Oh *god* it's been so many years since I last did a TAG GAME my lord

P — Perfect - Ed Sheeran

A — Animals - Maroon 5

P — Provider - Sleep Token

3 — 3AM - Matchbox 20

R — Radio Nowhere - Bruce Springsteen

T — The Ballad Of Mona Lisa - Panic! At The Disco

I — I Don't Care - Fall Out Boy

G — Guns for Hands - Twenty One Pilots

E — Embers - Owl City

R — Rumble Doll - Patty Scialfa

S — SING - My Chemical Romance

As for peopleeeeee:

@vozart @stinglesswasp @empresscirque @ibookaholica @pyterato do it do it do it do it do it

[yeenybeanies]

mermay sketch commission for @pap3rtigers of gaz & their OC (mer flavor)!!

we got ourselves a pair of pretty, shiny fishies here!!

[pap3rtigers]

I love them your honor ;-;

[soaps-mohawk]

Cherry Red, Crimson Blood Bonus Chapters

Extra bonus chapters taking place at various points of the story. Some different POVs, some extra between-scenes.

**YOU DO NOT UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES HAVE MY PERMISSION TO USE ANY OF MY WORKS FOR AI**

Cherry Red, Crimson Blood Directory

Bonus Chapters:

Chapter 12: Price's Version

[pap3rtigers]

HEY

Do you like reading my fanfics?? Do you like call of duty??? Do you have money burning a hole in your pocket that could be donated to charity????

GO LOOK AT MY @fandomtrumpshate AUCTION I DONT HAVE ANY BIDS YET AND I WANNA WRITE FANFIC FOR YOU

https://fth2026offerings.dreamwidth.org/39496.html

See pap3rtigers's works <a href="https://archiveofourown.org/users/pap3rtigers" target="_blank">here</a> and <a href="https://bsky.app/profi

[shalottpress]

Renegade Bindery Exchange 2025:

By The Still Waters by orphan_account

2025 was my first year as a @renegadeguild member and it was also the first year I took part in the annual Renegade Bindery gift exchange! This exchange is where we typeset and handbind a book as a gift for other members of the discord. Now all the pictures and typesets have been released, and now that my giftee (@kolutshanpress) has received the book I am able to share!

By The Still Waters is a really lovely Fenris/Hawke Dragon Age: Inquisition fic, I bound this fic blind and I had a blast doing so. I ended up making three copies of the fic, one for my giftee, one for my sister-in-law (who helped with the dragon age vibes as I knew nothing), and one for me because I loved the story so much.

I have to hugely thank the artist @kisunaexe for their gracious permission to use their art of Fenris and Hawke on the front and back cover of the bind. The cover was designed in Canva, printed on matte photo paper, and covered in soft touch laminate for protection. It is a little hard to see but the spine has ripples on it to mimic water. I really love how it all came together in the end.

For the title fonts, I used Asul and Inquisition Small Caps Normal from (or close to fonts from) the series to link the bind back to Dragon Age.

The chapter heading art is a recreation Fenris's chest tattoos, given how significant they are to the story. This was recreated with direct reference to concept art/screenshots from the series. I have done few colour typesets so wanted to have a go with a simple one to get me started here.

The spine has an oxford hollow for stability, and a rounded spine.

This was the first exchange I have ever had the pleasure to take part in and I can't wait to do it again at the end of this year!

[pap3rtigers]

This is so damn gorgeous omg

[volkarlot-cod]

FNJ Vol II - Pages 1-4

(I had so much fun making the previous journal page that I decided I wanted to do more. There's no plan for this, I haven't a clue how many pages I'll make (and any uploads will be sporadic), but we're just gonna have a wee bit of fun in the meantime. Timeline is post-MW3 but Johnny lives. And if you guys got the chance to read Soap's journal (you can find it on the wiki page 'Soap's Journal'), the FNJ stands for 'Fucking New Journal', hence the volume two aspect.) For pages without sticky notes, see below, alongside transcripts:

Inside Cover:

If found, return to 22nd SAS Regiment, Credenhill, U.K.

"Something 'useful' to wipe that excess brain fluid with. Just get fucking better." - Lt. Simon 'Ghost' Riley

Pages 1-2:

Fuck, this feels weird to be writing again. It’s slow going; my hands cramp or get numb if I try and hold a pen for too long, but the phys. doc thinks it’s a great way to increase/refine motor function. Plus it helps with the… (The word you’re looking for is aphasia, you’re welcome) The fucking word that means I can’t think of the right word (whoever named the condition is a sadist). 

So here we are. 

Been in a coma for a couple of months, woke up to Lt’s snoring (absolute mouth breather this one, no wonder he doesn’t sleep on stealth missions) (There’s a reason I don’t sleep on my back, Johnny). Watched him for a bit, wished I had my phone to record it (blackmail at its finest) (Just remember who wiped the drool off your face for two months), then got worried that he needed my gas tube up his neb more than I did. Gaz says he’s been there a lot. Enough that the big man’s arse cheeks have left a permanent imprint, Gaz found it uncomfortable. (<- Redact this)

They all visited, never been given so many flowers in my puff, they were pretty enough but they made my nose itch something rotten. 

Had a little cry to myself when they left. An odd feeling to know you’ve been missed that much. 

But Lt. sort of lingered, looked a bit lost, a bit stumped. Then gave me this new journal, like he knew I would need it. (Asked the doctors about your recovery plan. Had the thing for weeks, never lost hope.)

They got me sunflowers and thistles, nice touch. Too thick to press + too much moisture.

Pages 3-4:

Gaz and Ghost are the only ones keeping me sane. Therapy is a bitch: muscles are weak, reflexes are shot to hell and Gaz has taken to throwing peanuts at me now that he knows I can’t fucking dodge them. “Pretend they’re bullets,” he says, “A training simulation”.

Chinese water torture has nothing on nuts hitting you square between the brow. (I need you to really think about your phrasing here).

Now I can’t stop finding the salty fuckers everywhere.

Lt. sleeps a lot when he visits. Have a feeling he didn’t get much when I was out of commission.

Devours the hospital jelly though, the heathen.

[ghostofhiim]

Make the blonde one suffer

[colonel-worm]

I just know Gaz gets so condescending when he fucks you stupid

He´d already made you cum with his mouth, fucked you for over an hour until he came inside you. And when you thought you were getting a break, he flipped your trembling body around and thrust into you again before pulling you against him.

Now you´re sitting on top of him with your back against his chest, your legs straddling his. His cock is deep inside you, just grinding while some of his load leaks out of you. One of his hands toys with your clit, the other wrapped around your waist while your head lays against his shoulder.

You whine while shaking around him, and with his kindest voice he says ´´What is it, sweetheart? Does it not feel good?´´ pushing his cock even further into you. You lift your head and buck away from him, it´s too much, too good, but you can´t formulate sentences right now. ´´No, no, no, love -´´ he says, using the hand between his legs to pull you back into him ´´- you´re supposed to stay right here´´, the hand around your waist lifting to hold you by your neck.

´´Kyle...´´ you whine, eyes rolling back ´´I know, baby, I know´´, it´s almost mocking, his hand lifting even further until his fingers press against your mouth and you start sucking them ´´You get confused sometimes, but don´t worry´´ he kisses your temple ´´I’m right here´´

[heladodavellana]

Asked for some ghoap ideas and this is how it went