Cee • INFP • They/Them

First year Undergrad - Neuroscience Neurodivergence and too many things to do

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If you aren’t radicalised by the end of Crim 101 what are you even doing?? (@ my classmates who can’t seem to fathom that the judicial system as an institution is fundamentally flawed)

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Wow- thirteen years of school, and gone in a moment. I seriously don’t know what to do now.

Currently applying to UofT but won’t find out until April 2024 if I’m going. Time to find a job I guess…

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Back on my study bs cause school starts again in less than a month

Went to the gym this morning

50mins on forest focusing on revising Rational functions and refamiliarising myself with differentiation and integration 💀.

Hoping to spend at least 2h per day on study, plus another 1h on music related things, we shall see how this goes…

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plus another 30 minutes starting the Neurobiology unit in Bio 😀

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Back on my study bs cause school starts again in less than a month

Went to the gym this morning

50mins on forest focusing on revising Rational functions and refamiliarising myself with differentiation and integration 💀.

Hoping to spend at least 2h per day on study, plus another 1h on music related things, we shall see how this goes…

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live blogging writing my 3,000 word final paper (inspired by @paperbackcollection )

current word count: 0/3000

for: democracy & authoritarianism module

time: 3.05am

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This is the first time anyone has been inspired by me. Thank you!

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livingblogging writing 1000 words of my EE, due 8:30 tmrw

current word count: 220

current feeling: dead

favourite discovery: hyperkinetic reaction of childhood (ADHD)

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current word count : 477

current feeling: caffeine kicked in

favourite discovery: D.A.V.E

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current word count : 585

current feeling: resigned disappointment that i’m doing an all-nighter

favourite discovery: ADHD is treated with diet Meth

also favouriter discovery: I am going to be treated with diet meth

Dream: that 1.5 spacing actually increased my word count

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Done 1000

fuck that - im going to bed

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livingblogging writing 1000 words of my EE, due 8:30 tmrw

current word count: 220

current feeling: dead

favourite discovery: hyperkinetic reaction of childhood (ADHD)

[paperbackcollection]

current word count : 477

current feeling: caffeine kicked in

favourite discovery: D.A.V.E

[paperbackcollection]

current word count : 585

current feeling: resigned disappointment that i’m doing an all-nighter

favourite discovery: ADHD is treated with diet Meth

also favouriter discovery: I am going to be treated with diet meth

Dream: that 1.5 spacing actually increased my word count

[paperbackcollection]

livingblogging writing 1000 words of my EE, due 8:30 tmrw

current word count: 220

current feeling: dead

favourite discovery: hyperkinetic reaction of childhood (ADHD)

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current word count : 477

current feeling: caffeine kicked in

favourite discovery: D.A.V.E

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livingblogging writing 1000 words of my EE, due 8:30 tmrw

current word count: 220

current feeling: dead

favourite discovery: hyperkinetic reaction of childhood (ADHD)

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there’s something about writing an entire 4000 words on your own subtype of neurodivergence

yep that’s fun

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Life once again!

Finished my English Lang A IO (30% of my entire grade jeepers)

Finishing my Psychology IA in time for this Sunday for the final hand in

Working on the research for my Psychology Extended Essay

School finishes in a week and a half!

Year 13 here i come 😭

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School is quickly approaching

Work is not yet quieting down- meaning i’m probably going to enter school burnt out. However, it means i’m also used to wearing masks constantly throughout the day- a now norm in my country since the recent introduction of the varient that shall not be named

today’s agenda is also work- but i’m writing this from the gym, which i highly recommend as an escape for anyone with adhd.

The gym - push day

Work

Look over pre course work for Bio + AA math

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I’m going to revive this blog (hopefully) as i’m doing the IB diploma for the next two years. I may not post frequently (but more than i have oops) woohoo!

some fun facts I guess:

I start school on the first of Feb

I live in New Zealand

I will be a Junior in highschool

I play 3 instruments

I love volley-ball!

If any of that type of content interests you... follow along :)

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Turns out i’m uh.... not coping at life at all. I was meant to write a CV and hand it in 6 weeks ago, i have a speech due in a week that i haven’t started and i have no clue what is going on in my math classes. This is just a friendly reminder that undiagnosed learning issues are detrimental to students success... and my psychologist appointment isn’t till September

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An update

Hey all who have ever and will ever interact with my little blog this side of the cosmos. I’d like to update everyone one what’s happening, because... i have not posted in a hot second. Life has been hectic, my schools production’s opening night is in 9 days and my drama production, the week after. I’ll be back, with more little insights into my life, but in the meantime, i apologise :)

stay curious

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14-20 days

Achieved these days!

bunch of school stuff (not gonna get into it all

had the first choir camp of the year, which basically involves 14 hours of singing in two days (ouch)

had my second rehearsal of oklahoma! I got the blocking for my first scene, and then ran lines with some of the other leads

prepared for the tramp i’m going on tomorrow for 4 days!!

found out my country is back in level 2 (or 3 if you are in auckland lmaoooo)

I haven’t really had the energy to update this and for that i apologise, unfortunately i’m not going to be able to post at all till friday 5pm NZT so sorry in advance :)

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12-13/100

Achieved today:

Beach day :)

Went to the first rehearsal of Oklahoma! and found out I’m not an understudy anymore cause they need me in the role full time (wooo!)

It doesn’t seem like much but the rehearsal was literally 8 hours soooo.