welcome to my blog! this is my main where i post fuckall whatever! i have a few side blogs, three of which i will share here [and quite a few others that i will not] that are the things i would Rather put on a dedicated blog than my main! dni right below cut; nothing severe, just discourse/infighting stuff!
angelkin - soft-fuzzy-starman
system - stained-glass-collective
gimmick i’ve been bad at doing these days - i-need-top-surgery-daily
pfp by fairybei on instagram! [post was explicitly free icons!]
about me !
nix [get it cuz paranixal is made from paranormal and nix!!!]
xe/he/it [currently, i’m labeling as maverique since that’s nice and vague yet also specific! i’m also working on a gender wiki for myself !]
on t for 1yr 5mo! 01/04/2025 🩵
pan [prefer men and other enbies tbh but i love women too!! i prefer to be t4t generally unless they prove they are normal ab trans ppl ahaha-] + polyam but single af :/ but thats ok rn while i recover 🩵
nd: schizophrenic [dx] - autistic - some kinda cluster b thing going on - cptsd - some kind of system stuff too
!! dni !!
anti endo/non traumagenic systems. i get it, we all hate fakers, and any existing research on being a system is focused on childhood traumagenic ones. but you’re telling me there’s absolutely no way a brain can’t split into multiple pieces for some other reason..? what if research comes out against your argument?
queer discourse blogs [aka infighting]. i don’t want transmeds here. i love contradictory and/or microlabels. everyone faces oppression but some people have the privilege of being able to hide the identity that could make them face it more often
people who are weird about paraphiles. any of them. yes even big 3 just don’t be pro contact
‘[disorder] abuse’ believers. usually for npd but anything like that
if you actively post ANYTHING pro harry potter. yes, even if you hate jkr. unfortunately there is no ethical consumption of it until it goes into the public domain
radqueers/transid
music and media loves - i love will wood [+the tapeworms]!! went to 2024 and 2025 concerts!! also a few other artists such as moonwalker, evelyn evelyn, and black dresses, among some other standalones!
for media, i love nice horror movies n shows! anything queer-focused is beautiful! i also watch hazbin hotel [obligatory i hate the creator, am pirating it, etc etc 💔], yu-gi-oh duel monsters for nostalgia, encanto [i Hate disney tho,,]
plenty of game playthoughs! walking dead was beautiful, so was detroit become human! drama based games are beautiful 🩵 i want to see no, i’m not a human, silent hill, sally face, and rewatch little nightmares plus sequel! the playthough options are so fun, because i personally prefer comfort/sandbox games!
i love stardew valley and need to replay, i love terraria and starbound, and also the sims 4!
byf !
i am an adult 21+ but this is not an nsfw/mdni blog, just keep this in mind as i do not wish to be friends with minors [but i will be friendly of course !]
i collect animal bones [ethically of course; by that i mean i find them already deceased either as roadkill or as hunting/butcher dump remains, i do not kill animals nor do i take bones/remains from hunters or trappers by asking them] if this makes you uncomfortable, i tag all my vulture culture posts as both the main tag and as ‘#nix’s special interest’ and any required tags if they’re not dry bones or otherwise non-graphic !
i try not to vent too much on this blog but sometimes it happens; it’s never too negative or heavy but i do tag it as ‘#lowkey vent on main mb’
i drink, and while i don’t drunk post, i do make jokes about alcohol and if you don’t want to see that, i always tag as ‘#drinking tw’ and ‘#alcohol tw’
for that matter, any triggering things i usually tag as ‘#[trigger] tw’ or ‘#[trigger] cw’
common personal tags !
#the yapperrrrrr - my general yapping tag!
#nix’s special interest - vulture culture! nothing recently, unfortunately 💔
#nix ; art rb 🩵 - any art rbs, including fanart!
nix’s schizospec tag - any personal updates ! usually lighthearted or otherwise neutral !
#nix’s blorbos and the characters - my epic ocs!!!
#oc: [name] - rbs/post relating to specific oc[s]!
#[(nick)name]posting - oc meme-y rb/post!
#lowkey vent on main mb - any non-severe vents, any triggers will be tagged #[uncensored trigger word] tw
#the hospital saga - the past month i’d been at the hospital :l survived luckily and doing my best to move forward in life !!
please please please goddess please let us [the system] escape the parents’ house safely, to get financially stable to get and keep an apartment in illinois near illinois state university!!! we need to get our own insurance, change our gender marker, and change our full name [especially the last name] so we can block the parents’ numbers, and they can never, ever find us again!!
and once we move out of this country? good luck to them to try and find us xoxo
RM Squidward is docile and won’t hurt anyone but himself, he has bad anxiety and depression and only BL SpongeBob can help comfort him and calm him down. RM squidward tends to avoid confrontation.
BL SpongeBob can be aggressive is provoked also if someone messes with RM squidward or hurt him BL Spongebob will kill them or really badly hurt the person. He has bad anger issues and can go from 0 to 100 in a instant but he also calms down quickly after. He never lets his anger out at RM Squidward
pupgender is just as much a serious gender as woman, mew/mews pronouns aren't less respectable than she/her or he/him, being stargender isn't any more "silly" or "frivolous" than being a man, being xenogender isn't the gender equivalent to playing with toys we ARE our genders no matter how playful with gender a xenogendered person is
Schizospec culture is wishing I could get into horror, specifically SCP and ARG-type horror, but every time I try, my brain starts trying to convince me they're real. (I still keep trying though)
i am an enjoyer of the cottonmouth [we have those venomous fellows here in the hellhole of FL] and pygmy seahorses. those lil fishie horses look like a type of virus with their bumps /silly
“venomous snake and teensy tiny cutesy horsey fish” the duality of man. only things similar is the fact they live near or in water lol—
my mother: yeah, [older sister’s deadname] asked if we have a history of psychosis in the family. what a hypochondriac! always using doctor google!
me, who hasn’t yet disclosed my schizophrenia: ._.
also my mother: *believes superstitions with a strange amount of certainty* *describes a tactile hallucination she had as a kid* *describes an auditory hallucination she had as an older teen/young adult*
