mello

he/him shifter & loa

[parisamorie]

Read before following/interacting with me.

hello!! i'm milo but you can call me mimi or mello, i'm a shifter!! i'm 5teen y.o (sooo .. a minor), and french & brazilian — i speak french, portuguese, english and a little bit of german!

DO NOT INTERACT !

Homophobic, transphobic and all that stuff, tr*mp supporter, normalise/think it's cool incest, r4pe, ageplay/HUGE age gap, antishifter/loa (obviously), sexualise minors, sub (ed, sh) — leave me alone, please.

[alpinecherub]

FORGETTING. YOUR. TRAUMAS. IS. A. REAL. THING.

I SCRIPTED I WONT BRING ANY TRAUMA FROM MY ZOMBI APOCALYPSE DR AND I DONT REMEMBER MUCH OF WHAT HAPPENED AS IN DEATHS AND G8RE STOP SAYING THAT YOU CANT "ERASE" TRAUMA.

To summarize in detail; you can do whatever you want with your consciousness, you're a deity people worship in some realities. Stop limiting yourself.

[playingthedeckabove]

things that will not stop you from shifting:

not believing in it

other people not believing in it

a mean comment from an anti on tiktok

having doubts

not making a script

having an overly extensive, thorough script

getting too excited

not feeling any excitement

not understanding shifting

not being “knowledgable enough” about shifting

knowing “too much” about shifting

struggling with mental health

struggling with physical health

loving your cr

hating your cr

literally anything in your cr

anything to do with ego

daydreaming a lot

romanticizing your dr

someone else shifting for your s/o

messing up when doing a method

not doing a method at all

not setting intention (accidental shifts are very real)

being “too early” in your journey

being “too late” in your journey

anything to do with time. because time isn’t real

growing resentment toward shifting

the number of times you tried but didn’t successfully shift (it only has to work once)

giving up

i could go on & onnnnnnn because the bottom line is. there is no world where it will never happen because it’s happening to everyone. nothing can stop you because shifting is inevitable ☆ﾟ・

[parisamorie]

"ateus, e se vocês estiverem errados?" é impossível — minha realidade se molda de acordo com minha crença. se eu não acredito na existência de um deus, então na minha realidade, deus não existe.

se você acredita em um deus, então ele existe na sua realidade, e somente na sua.

[sweetscoffin]

"the key to shifting is..."

"if you buy my book, you can..."

"some people aren't born to shift..."

"the only way to shift is to..."

"shifting can ONLY be achieved if you..."

"obvious chatgpt "advice"*

"you can't shift if you..."

[rokichishifts]

honestly i’m tired of trying to convince people that shifting is real!! if you don’t wanna believe it then wtv!! guess who’s gonna be cracking your fictional crush and guess who isn’t!!!

[faiiie]

my fav irrational shifting tips

1. type out an entire storytime as if you just shifted

seriously, go into detail about your time there. what did you do, who did u see, as if you were JUST there. like ur about to send this storytime to ur friends. i swear everytime i do this i feel SO capable because i'm speaking about it as an actual experience, not something i'm constantly longing for/out of my reach.

2. act like you've already shifted various times

counter your doubts with it. eg "what if i don't shift tonight?" "ive already shifted before.. what's stopping me now?"

3. be so fucking delusional (this one is important)

as an avid manifestor/loa follower, being delusional is THE way to getting what you want. believe you are a master shifter. believe you are already in your dr. believe you control your reality. believe whatever the fuck you want and say fuck you to the logic that tries to debunk it. your brain doesn't know shit and will believe whatever you tell it, and soon the 3d will follow. and if you have a hard time believing at first(as we all do), fake it till you make it. pretend and persist, it never fails.

as always, take everything i say with a grain of salt. your shifting journey is personal to you and only you.

happy shifting my loves

dividers: @angeliicide

[fukuguro]

I LOVE SHIFTING.

i love the journey of shifting: i love scripting, i love hearing about other people's experiences or drs, i love listening to methods and guided meditations, i love the feeling of relaxation and anticipation it brings, i love knowing i’m close, i love knowing that version of me exists, i love knowing i’ll see my s/o soon, i love failing and trying again, i love knowing i’ll make it.

i love shifting—everything about it.

[suckerpuuunch]

let’s talk about shifting fatigue.

trust me, i get it. for a lot of people (2020 shifttok survivors), it’s been years. and after waiting for that long, you get sick of hearing people say it’s “as easy as breathing,” “you’ll shift when it’s right,” or “i shifted once i stopped caring.”

and it’s so easy for giving up to look more appealing than continuing your journey. it’s all too effortless to say “fuck this, it’s been too damn long, maybe this just isn’t for me.” i used to often find myself struggling to find a reason to keep going, keep attempting, in the face of what felt like endless failure.

i'll start by saying that shifting fatigue is so real and so normal. you're not wrong for feeling this way. you're not lazy or undeserving of shifting. when you want something so badly for so long, and you feel like you're so close only to be denied again, it is genuinely exhausting. why wouldn't you become bitter? why wouldn't you get tired of forcing yourself to stay hopeful? you're not wrong for that.

over time, shifting can stop feeling fun and just feel like a chore. you don't think about how excited you are for your dr throughout the day anymore, you just anticipate another failure.

it's no wonder that becomes exhausting. you're not supposed to bully yourself into shifting or brute force your way there. stop pretending to be motivated if you're not. that's why i stopped posting on this blog for a long time, i just didn't have it in me. i was tired and i admit that. but that doesn't mean i ever gave up, and neither should you. resting is not the same as quitting.

reconnect with the part of shifting that actually brought you joy in the first place. stop worrying about methods, symptoms, the 3d, if you're doing not enough or too much or everything or next to nothing. think about your actual desire.

where are you most excited to go? what's the first thing you want to do? who's the first person you're going to hug? what are you gonna eat? what's your day-to-day life like? where do you go to school? who's your best friend you can't wait to gossip to? who's your worst enemy you can't wait to beef with? remind yourself why you want this.

and if you can't bring yourself to do any of this because you're that burnt out, let me remind you that that still doesn't mean you won't shift. your emotional state is not a blockage. you do not need to be your most faithful sunshine and rainbows self in order to shift. you don't need to raise your vibrations or do shadow work or become a monk with perfectly balanced inner peace. i'm not denying that those things can help, but you can still be tired and over it and decide "i'm in my dr", and end up there.

sometimes the healthiest thing you can do for your shifting journey is to take a step back from it. stop digging up the roots to check if they've grown, let the seed stay in the soil. and above all, don't be ashamed to admit that sometimes you're just over it and that's okay.

[arizzw]

i need to crack my s/o so bad

[jazuzzle]

in another reality you are someone's comfort character. people say you are fake/fictional, but someone argues that you are real. they want nothing more than to shift so they could meet you. a hug from you would be soul healing. when times are tough and they don't have anybody to hug, you are the person they imagine.

you are the reason someone survived going through the depths of hell and back, just purely from the hope they get when thinking about you/ knowing that one day they can meet you. you are the reason someone keeps going. the reason someone decides not to give up.

somebody kins you. when they see you, they are reminded that they are not alone, and that someone out there understands what they are going through. someone understands what YOU are going through.

[parisamorie]

alguém cala a boca desses transfobicos, pqp e ainda apoia o trump, vai lá porra, dps n chora q foi deportado kk azideia

[c2nnibalvampir6]

Relato antigo sobre minha jornada no não-dualismo & lei da suposição e como finalmente me desprendi das circunstâncias e sentimentos

Provavelmente nunca falei sobre isso antes por quase nunca postar nada ou estar ativa nessa rede,mas em meados de 2023,sendo uma shifter meia boca,ainda iniciante do loa e aspirante a não dualista,quando descobri do fato que eu poderia "revisar" todo e qualquer aspecto da minha vida como eu quisesse eu me senti eufórica,como se a resposta a todos os problemas em minha "realidade antiga" finalmente teriam um fim,então mergulhei de cabeça nessa crença e tentei de tudo para revisar minha "vida".

Tentei diversos métodos,áudios subliminares,simpatia,se duvidar iria fazer até pacto se tivesse coragem,mas nada dava certo,eu tentava,me esforçava,acreditava e quase me matava tentando fazer acontecer,e nunca acontecia de jeito algum,nem a menor das manifestações minhas ao menos aconteciam. Eu me sentia péssima,depressiva e com o sentimento de fracasso no peito,os problemas só aumentavam com o decorrer dos anos,até chegar no ano de 2025,provavelmente o pior ano da minha antiga "vida",zero amigos,sofrendo exclusão na própria turma,tendo uma ex amiga vagabunda contando mentiras minhas pra lá e pra cá,e por assim e pra pior ia

Foi aí que eu fiquei desesperada,me esforcei o dobro,tentei de tudo quanto era possível,dupliquei o número de subliminals ouvidos,tendo dezenas de playlists que escutava diariamente achando que isso faria minha mentalidade mudar,fiz ainda mais métodos malucos,afirmações e muito mais,e nada acontecia,nada mesmo,e quando acontecia,era pra pior. Eu estava no fundo do poço,até chegar o ponto de eu desistir da lei por um breve tempo achando que eu ela servia d nada para mim,e foi aí que eu finalmente fui estudar sobre o não dualismo de verdade,quando o enxerguei como uma seta ao invés de um método de manifestação ou filosofia aleatória qualquer,nesse tempo,finalmente percebi meus erros

Eu estava me esforçando. Estava tentando manter o que não precisava sobre controle,estava me matando de ansiedade sobre as coisas mais simples sequer,e estava agarrada ao tempo,jurando que o maior inimigo do fato de eu estar demorando tanto para “conseguir” revisar minha vida era ele (o tempo) e não eu própria com o apego ao que eu chamava de realidade

Foi então que eu parei,não tentei mais nada,sem métodos,sem áudios subliminares,sem nem mesmo estudar ou consumir mais nada envolvendo a lei ou o não dualismo,e simplesmente pensei

”será que o que está me impedindo realmente sou eu mesma?”

Então eu percebi,era eu o problema. O “eu” que me refiro é o personagem que eu interpretava,eu dava o poder a ele achar e se identificar como poder operante,ou era o que eu achava,percebi que o próprio personagem acreditava ter o poder,mas não tinha,nunca o teve,o que ele tinha era apenas aquilo que ele mesmo acreditava possuir,quando na verdade foi o “ “ no qual o criou

Passei a parar de me importar com pensamentos,situações ou acontecimentos de infortúnio na minha “vida”,porque no final aquilo tudo não importava mais para mim,eu parei de me identificar com o personagem,percebi que não importava aonde eu olhava,eu via a mim mesma,seja nas flores,no céu,nas gotas de chuva,eu passei a me identificar como aquele que simplesmente via,pensamentos contrários não tinham mais efeito na realidade na qual eu enxergava,para mim tanto fazia se acontecia algo ou não,eu estava em paz,finalmente parei de ter o sentimento de fracasso que pesava em meu peito e deixei ir embora todas minhas frustrações que me prendiam ao personagem que eu acreditava interpretar ao invés de controlar

Então,em um dia como qualquer outro,eu acordei na minha “vida revisada”,não teve confusão ao acordar em um quarto totalmente diferente do qual eu tinha,não teve sentimento eufórico ou de surpresa,eu abri os olhos, me levantei,e continuei meu dia como qualquer outro,eu apenas aceitei,e foi aí que a ficha caiu para mim

Eu estava tratando algo completamente normal como se fosse o maior evento existente

Antigamente,eu jurava que assim que eu acordasse em minha “vida revisada” eu iria gritar,chorar e me jogar no chão de felicidade,sair correndo do quarto para ver a minha casa e minha família,os abraçar forte e ir pular na piscina como se fosse a primeira vez e fazer de tudo que podia nessa outra “realidade”,mas nada disso aconteceu. Eu acordei normalmente mesmo o ambiente estando diferente,me levantei e fui ao banheiro do meu quarto que eu nem lembrava ter scriptado,mal reagi,como se eu já tivesse repetido essa rotina desde sempre mesmo aquele sendo meu “primeiro dia” nessa outra “vida”,me olhei no espelho do banheiro,vi meu rosto completamente diferente do que eu tinha,mas não senti diferença alguma,senti indiferença igual quando você se olha no espelho e vê a mesma coisa todos os dias,a partir daí eu percebi algo importante

Eu sempre estive ali, sempre fiz parte daquela realidade que montei pecinha por pecinha desde o começo

Não houve estranhamento,não teve euforia,nada disso aconteceu,eu apenas suspirei e fui viver,andei pelos corredores que jurava não conhecer,vi os rostos dos que achei que não iria conseguir reconhecer,eu conhecia tudo,a posição das cadeiras que cada pessoa ia na mesa no jantar,o lugar que escondiam doces para eu não comer antes do almoço,o lugar que as colheres no armário ficavam,aonde as aranhas mais colocavam teias,cada mínimo detalhe eu conhecia,os assuntos,piadas internas e brincadeiras eu também conhecia,mesmo eu nunca tendo colocar um pé naquele “lugar”,sendo aquele “personagem”

Nesse momento,eu percebi que eu nunca precisei fazer absolutamente nada para conquistar o meu desejo,na verdade,não havia nada para conquistar pelo simples fato de eu já ter seja o que fosse. Depois disso,eu passei a shiftar sem esforço,porque percebi que tratar algo tão mundano quanto acordar em um quarto diferente não era nada demais

Minha “vida” (ou vidas) ficou mais leve,não me reconheço mais como o personagem,mas me vejo mais como um narrador em segundo plano,ele vê sem se indentificar,fala o que acontece mas não diz que a situação está acontecendo para si,ele está ali,fazendo parte da história como peça central mesmo não aparecendo diretamente. Gosto desse conceito

Enfim gente,só queria deixar meu relato aqui pois acho que de uma forma ou outra pode acabar ajudando alguém que está passando pelo mesmo. Lembrando que isso tudo são apenas crenças minhas que me ajudaram a deixar de ser uma coitada sem rumo,faça o que quiser contanto que te faça feliz e satisfeito consigo mesmo,apenas não se prenda a situações que contradizem o que você assume como realidade

Bjos meus anjos que todos vocês tenham um ótimo dia🫶

[coordastra]

"Shifting is guaranteed, shifting is inevitable" is my favorite affirmation. Like, YES. I didn’t shift last night? That’s okay, because shifting is inevitable and I’ll do it anyway.

[parisamorie]

migrando pro tumblr pq me traumatizaram no bluesky haha

[saintnyneve]

how i'm moving in my dr

[skywalkerbound]

imagine someone found out about shifting an hour ago and they know absolutely nothing about it, what would you want them to know first?

i would give them this little creation i just thought up,

the human-made layers of shifting pulled back, aka the nexus of shifting

i. what is shifting?

you exist across the multiverse's infinite realities. right now, your awareness is here. does it have to be? no, you are not dr. manette and this reality is not your bastille. shifting is switching your awareness between realities, from one to another. you can be wherever you like with whoever you want doing whatever you please.

ii. how does one shift?

persist, don't complicate. it's not a physical journey. you are not on the pequod's tumultuous voyage. people lose sight of shifting and make it this big thing that they need to find the answer to because they forget what it actually is. refer to part i, where i said that you already exist in every other reality. that's what people lose sight of. you are not going anywhere when you shift, and you absolutely don't need to seek out something that will "make" you shift. you're already there and the 3d will reflect that. drop the torches, call off the search party, and please, refrain from sending out the hounds.

sidebar on methods: you don't need them. that doesn't mean you shouldn't use them. they can be engaging. they can be helpful, especially when you comes across one that resonates with you. the issue is born when you internalize that you're obligated to use one. don't put all your reliance onto an external source that you think is going to be your yellow brick road to your desired reality.

iii. faq: why, then, is there a delay, when shifting could be instant? why do some people shift before others? why do some people shift on their first "try"?

your brain, that lovely, analytical beast, is entirely evidentiary. i said don't complicate, but the brain does love to complicate. cut it some slack, we all have flaws. it does not want to roll with the idea that one moment you can be in this reality and the next, in an entirely different one. that contradicts all its collected data. you, however, will shift regardless. your intention is secure. there is no such thing as a blockage in shifting, at least not in the way of being cut off from it 1945 iron curtain style. it is true that in this reality we've been conditioned in a way that lends itself to complication, but that doesn't stop anyone from shifting.

don't argue with your doubts. don't negotiate with the spiral. this is not a corporate hierarchy. don't define a morning in this reality as a "failed attempt". the shift is inevitable. in the meantime, do what you like. visualization, affirmation, or absolutely nothing. there is no requirement. there is no correct answer. go with what is innate. your intention will see you through.